Our experience

Well, is this situation the ultimate in cuckolding? Extreme...yes.

Sorry to hear you are not taking it well, and to be honest...just leave her and be done with it. Being "beta" is not a bad thing, however you have forgot you are still a man...be it a beta. Stand up for yourself, throw her s-h-i-t... out on the lawn, and move on. You can still keep jacking off to them, but at the same time...get a new girl, and have fun with someone else who will include you in the fun! Instead of feeling depressed, you should take that feeling and use it to focus on finding a hotter, much more fun woman to play with...to be with. Show her off, make your "ex"...feel jealous.

By the way, I am will to say that it stands a good chance that when you...if you stand up, she will try to come back. If she does try, don't do it. As hard as it is to say, or for you to admit...she does not love you. Sorry to say it.

Then again, I could be completely wrong all the way around.

Good luck either way. Stay strong

I just wanted to give you all an update.

2020 got better for me as the days went by.
I started to accept it all, and became ok with it.
I did not see her much after she left me for Greg.

In September, she called me and said that she needed to go visit her ****** because he was in the hospital. She asked me to go along.
I told her that I would go and support her and keep up the appearance for her folks.
I asked her if I could make love to her, and she said "we'll see".

We were flying out around noon on a Saturday, and she drove over to our home so we could go to the airport in my car.
It was the first time she had been to our house in 6 months as far as I knew.
When she arrived, she started to strip. She told me to lie down on the bed.
She then straddled my face and said that she and Greg had sex just before coming over. She told me to eat up.
I did just that. It was delicious! While eating her, she gave me a hand job. I came fast!
I thanked her, and then we got ready.

The trip was fun and we talked a lot, but she was still stuck on Greg.
We returned late, and we were tired. I asked her to stay the night, but she went to Greg's.

I did not see her again until around Christmas, but we did talk and text some.

She and Greg came over one night just before Christmas. I was surprised to see them, and they said they had a surprise for me.

She and Greg had sex on our bed and they let me watch and participate! It was wonderful!
I thanked her for the gift, and she told me to thank Greg because it was his idea.
I shook his hand and told him how much I enjoyed this.
I told the couple that I wanted to let them know something. She seemed worried about what I was going to say.
I let them know that I was at peace, and that they can be together forever in life if they choose.
I told her that if she wanted a divorce so that they could marry, then I would grant it.
She said that there was no rush, but thanked me anyways.
She is very concerned about her folks finding out, so most likely, we will keep this charade going for awhile.
I asked them to spend the night, and they did. They left pretty early the next morning though.

Next time I saw her was in January 2021. She had to have surgery on her uterus.
She was not going to be able to have sex for at least one month. Well, it ended up being two months due to slow healing.
Greg asked her if he could get relief from me during that time. She agreed, but did not want to see it or hear about it.
I serviced Greg to completion at least once per week for the entire two months. I dressed like a sissy while doing it.
I sure did gulp down a lot of his sperm!

My wife and were communicating regularly, but mostly by text.

The couple finally got to take their trip to Punta Cana in the summer.
I asked if I could go too, but she was not hot on the idea of it.
She said she didn't want me in the way like a third wheel.
I told them that I would just do my own thing, and let them alone.
I ended up not going because I could see that she didn't want me to.
I wished them a safe trip, and I told Greg that he needs to fuck her on the beach this time!

It sounded like they had a good time. Greg said that he was not able to do her on the beach though.


In October 2021, we visited her folks again and it was nice. I liked being with her and feeling her close.

Now, who knows what will be next. Christmas is coming up, and I plan to just be alone at home.

She and Greg came out at work, and everyone is happy for them.

I just wanted to continue the details for my own recollection and sanity.

Christmas 2021 was uneventful. I spent the time at home alone and was ok.

On the evening of January 7, She and Greg showed up at our home unannounced. I had just been lying around listening to music and ******** some beers. I got excited because I thought maybe I would get a nice surprise. Well, I did get a surprise. She asked me if what I said before about letting her go marry him was true and still ok. My heart was heavy but I said yes.
She put out her hand and it had a nice ring on it. She said that On New Years Eve, right at midnight, that Greg asked her to marry him.
I went up and hugged her and told her congratulations. I then reached out to Greg and shook his hand. I said to him that I guess she is now his.
I am torn up about it because I am happy for them, but I now know that this is all becoming final. Before they left, I asked if they could kiss in front of me. They embraced in a short make out session.
I am going to miss that. They really are a beautiful couple together.
She said that no date is set, and of course she needs to keep it a secret from her family. I assured her that I would go along.
In the months after, I did not hear much from her except a text every now and then. She asked me what I thought I would do. I said that I will just get on with my life. I have been traveling to Brazil for work and have become very fond of the women there. I told her that I may have to find a Brazilian wife.

In April, I invited the couple over one Saturday. I told them that I have a proposal. I said that I would love for all three of us to continue this and that I am willing to let them live in our home for free in a poly type of arrangement. Now Greg was all in from the start. He totally wanted this. She did not care for it and won out. I am sure he can convince her, but for now there is nothing.
In June she went to see her folks. I was not able to go and she told them I had to work which was true anyways.

I traveled with her to see her folks in November. Other than that, I have not seen her much. Still no wedding date yet. I am also still hoping to get them on board with a live in poly situation.