Big Dildo "Cuckold"- a true story

We've been together for 15 years. Over the years I've begged my wife to indulge in my submissive fantasies. We tried a few things here and there (strap-on / cross-dressing, wax play, caning /bdsm) but she quickly came to regret them or felt uncomfortable and would revert back to vanilla sex.

A couple years ago I got more and more interested in cuckold porn. I saw it as the ultimate form of **********. However, after much thought, I have come to the realization that this is something that I don't want to act on, only fantasize about it. We are happily married.

That said, cuckold porn made me realize two things.

1. In the past everything was about my pleasure. I like getting caned. Hitting the man she loved was no fun for her. I was to selfish to think about what was in it for her. I needed to shift my focus to her pleasure

2. Sexy women deserve a good fuck that only a big cock (like those bull's) could give them. It was hot to see a woman fucked senseless.

So I began to think about how hot it would me to watch my wife fuck herself by a big dildo... It took some time to warm her up to the idea. I'll spare the details for now, but will point out that for the first time she's genuinely enjoying something kinky and there is no end in site.

In a nutshell, here is what a typical Saturday looks like.

We wake up and I'll try to get in a quickie. She'll respond with " I have no interest in your tiny 'peanut' , besides I have a date tonight with my " boyfriend" aka big dildo." through out the day she'll tease me about how pathetic and small my dicklet is and how her 'boyfriend' fills and stretches her. Around 1pm she'll go get a full Brazilian wax and makes it clear that she is not doing it for me.

When she gets home, I draw her a bubble bath. This is the first step of a long ritual to get ready for her 'date'. For her bath she wears a sexy bikini. I am not allowed to see her naked waxed pussy until her date.

I on the other hand must be naked so she can mock my tiny erection.

She calls me her puppy and has me hump her leg, beg for her, lick her feet, suck her toes and sniff her pussy and ass.

After her bath, I kneel by her bedside, massage her feet, hold her *****, etc. after she is done relaxing, she goes to put on her Make-up. For her dates she'll paint her nails( a rare) occurrence, use a lot of eye shadow, smokey eyes and hot pink lipstick. She calls it her " I want to get fucked' look. Afterwards, we'll go in her closet. She has a special section where she hangs her lingerie and super short 'clubbing' dresses. Since we began this game, outfits in this section are exclusively for her dates. She'll say "these are for big cock only, little men like you can handle a woman like me, specially dressed like this." I help her try stuff on and get dressed. She'll tease my by asking me ' how does it feel to know that I'm not doing this for you.

After she's dressed to fuck, I'll take her out and wine and dine her. Over dinner she'll tease me by telling me how she can't wait to have her pussy destroyed or telling me that only a pathetic loser would wine and dine her knowing that the reward was for 'someone' else. Sometimes she'll slip her panties off and has me put them n my pocket while telling me she wants nothing n the way of her boyfriends big cock.

When we get home, I'll help her change into some slutty lingerie. She'll blindfold me and use me to get her wet and ready. I'll lick her through her panties. She'll smack and pinch my little cock. Suck her toes, kiss her body, massage her. If she's wearing rough fishnets, she makes me hump them knowing it hurts. Once she's wet and ready I'll get her'boyfriend' a thick 9inch silicone dildo which has been sitting in hot water to give it a lifelike warmth. She fucking loves it. She's cum just thinking about it and will ride it to several orgasams. Sometimes I get to help push it in and out. Sometimes she ties me to a chair to watch and sometimes she'll send me to the closet to wait. ( the first time she used it it made her *****)

After she can't take it any more, she'll take me to the bath and use me as her toilet making me ***** all of her piss. If I do a good job, she'll let me put my little dicklet inside her stretched and swollen pussy. She'll say how much smaller it is and how she can barley feel it. I'll come within 3-5 humps and she'll mock me. She then grabs her dildo and starts to fuck herself. This pushes my cum out and down her ass. I'm between her legs licking my cum out of her ass until she cums again. This makes me hard again, but she's spent so she leaves me hard and goes to bed.

I love her so much...