My down fall

We all talk about being careful what you wish for…… so I am one of those slow learners. We are both new to this, but the following story is true. I have long been into the BDSM lifestyle but stopped many times to have a normal relationship. We all know how well that works and how long it last. I had been dating my GF for about 6 months when I started to get the kinky itch. We had done a little bit of the tie her up and have fun, but nothing with real intent…. All in fun. She had been married to a very straight laced vanilla guy for 12 years and only dated a few guys since. One Saturday night I was on fetlife looking at some of the great profiles and fetish pages. I had been takeing a little, well enough to be feeling no pain when she called. I was not planning on having her over, but I was pretty takes and horny. She was expecting to come over and sit on the couch watching tv, but I had other plans. When she arrived I was already in bed, takes, naked…. So you get the picture. She crawled in and we started kissing and getting all hot and bothered. Well you know the saying loose lips sink ships, at this moment I turned myself into the titanic. As she got on top of me and started riding my cock I started talking about how much I am into kink and probably some stuff I don’t remember. After a great night of fucking I thought it would all be forgotten and we would go back to normal. That was not the case; she soaked it all up and jumped at the chance to learn. The next day was Sunday and it is all a blurr. We woke up and she wanted to know more. I think we both had an early morning cocktail and started an execrated course into the kink world for her. After several hours on the computer and talking she was getting the idea. I knew our problem was going to be that I am submissive and I was sure with her permisterality that she was going to be even more submissive that I. So don’t ask me where we came up with the idea to find a male dominate come play with us. I was letting my hormones do the talking. So we post an ad online looking for a Dominate. It didn’t take long to find one, and I knew that there was little chance he would be a true Dominate but at this point a three some sounded hot anyway. When, we will call him Jon, showed up it did not take long for the action to start. Can you believe that what I had in my mind to happen didn’t! I lost all control as soon as she locked eyes on him. Big meat head, gym boy that wanted to fuck. Here is the catch of all catches, she is on her period. They start taking of clothes and she grabs on to his 8 inch thick as hell cock. It took no time and she was sucking him hard, she gives great head, and I was in shock. My sweet little girl was going crazy. In no time at all I find myself on my bed, holding her hand as she takes his hard cock up her ass. Her virgin ass that we had been talking about letting me have. She loved it too. It did not take him long to unload in her ass. So now Jon is leaning against the head board, she is leaning over him rubbing his chest… oh yeah and I am between his legs sucking on his cock. How the hell did I get here? I was turned on, scared as hell, thinking I never wanted to lose her and never wanted to see her again. I was torn, but busy with my task at hand. About this time he ask can I fuck that hot ass one more time. Her response was oh yeah. I am sidelined again as her ass is used. I just laid there in a stupor. He left, she came back to bed exhausted and we slept. It gets better the next day….. tell me if you want me to continue.
The next day I woke up in a fog, of what had happened last night. She was playing with my cock, telling me how much she liked getting ass fucked. It’s the ultimate way to submit to a man and let him take you. That was so hot. You know when you told me that if I went down this road there was not turning back, she said. You were right and I don’t want to go back.
She kept me hard most of the day telling me what a good little pussy slut I was. My mind was going nuts. I never wanted to be more than a weekend submissive. It was my way to get kinky sex. Here it was Monday morning and I am being called a pussy slut by the woman that knows all my friends and family. She knew I had kinky thoughts and fantasy, but didn’t go through on most of it. She decided she was not going to have that problem. So we spent the day talking again, looking at online stuff and so forth. It was that night when things really got hot. Jon, the guy from the night before had e-mail about a hundred times asking if he could see her again. After some discussion it was done deal, but guys and gals it’s not what you think.
Somewhere along the way I was talked into it was my turn to take it in the ass. She did it on the first try and I had better do the same. This does not sound like a good idea as I type it, but she got me to agree to it then. So this time I am laying face down on the bed, naked when he shows up. She leads him back there and has him strip down. I look over my shoulder and see her giving him a blow job. With what I know today I think she was fluffy him for me. I know let’s not discuss that comment.
So I feel the bed moving as he positioned himself behind me. She was there next to me, holding my face telling me that I was being a good boy. You remember from part one that he is not small, she is telling me the key to good anal sex is to relax. Always wonder how she new, it was her first time last night. He pushes the head in, it hurts, he doesn’t wait long till it’s buried in my ass. He starts fucking me. It hurt, it was hot in my mind, but it hurt. All I could think was to relax so I could please her. It didn’t last too long. He left and she came to my side. If you ask her today that is the all time best thing ever done. In her mind there is no greater act of presentation. It was our second night in the life style. Believe it or not, my true knowing I was screwed happened later. That is for another day, but let’s just says our sex life has changed.

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I have been with my girl friend for a while but everything changed last December when a takesen threesome turned into her taking control of our sex life. You can read that in my 1st story. Anyway after seeing her with several men, she was getting a feel for what she wanted in our new relationship. Our sex life had become her on top riding me to as many orgasms as she wishes. I am not allowed to cum without permission. I am allowed to play with myself but not cum. How and when I cum is up to her and done on a control basis. She knows the longer I go without an orgasm the more control she has over me, but on the other side if she has me cum I tend to give her more space. She has learned how to control everything.
I have seen her with 5 men in 4 months. She has made me give her oral sex to get her ready for her lovers and clean up afterwards. She makes them use condoms but has had a couple of them pull out and cum all over her chest. I was even made to lick it up off of her. I am sure many of you know what it is like to have your woman have sex with men more endowed than yourself and they get to fuck until they cum. The last fact is these men get to fuck her, legs up over her head and deep in her pussy. I get to lie on my back while she rides me to get herself off. Her reamister for that it she thinks I get to cocky when I am allowed to fuck her like a man. She is probably right, but I do want to. This should catch you up to our current situation.
So there are two things that she has found out she likes. The first is pilots. She is a pilot herself and a true lover of aviation. The second is black men. She lived in TX for a while and had one black boy friend. I have heard many stories of how big he was and that he used her mouth and pussy at will. She also hates looking for people to meet so I have been given the duty to find her men. You would think this is a good thing, it gives you some control but it is not. Thing is when I have not cum for several days I tend to be a slave to her. When this happens I am doing my best to find her what she wants.
A couple months ago on line I started talking to a guy from the south that is a pilot. He flies into our town every so often. He was in a local hotel and wanted to meet her bad after seeing some pictures. I told him that it is hard for us to play during the week days but that she would probably like to meet him. I made the mistake of forwarding her yahoo screen name so they could talk. They hit it off and were all chummy very fast. We could not seem to find a time to meet, which I was feeling good about. I kept this to myself of course. He was a little pushy and was asking her to come to his hotel room alone and that he wanted her without a condom.
When we started all this I had laid down the law on how play time would work. Are you laughing at me yet? First there would be no kissing. That lasted like seven seconds into the first play time. She was kissing him and I was told to deal with it. Second we will never play or meet anyone alone. Third a condom will be used for penetration. Oh yeah and her rule of no one Cumming in her mouth or on her.
She came to me one night and told me that she had made a date with Matt, the pilot, Tuesday morning. I informed her that I had to work and there is no way that I could get out of it. She did not want to play without me so she would reschedule with him. That morning I went to work and around 10 decided that I had time around lunch. I sent a text asking if she would like to have lunch. We agreed on a place and time. We had a lunch, but I just had a weird feeling in my gut. I let it go and went on with my day.
That night we were on the couch having a little fun. I was very turned on and off topic just asked if she had went to meet Matt today. She told me they had met for coffee. I was crushed because I had not been told. I know it’s all about her, but I have to be able to trust her. She said nothing had happened. They just talked about sex. The next night we were in bed she was on top of me with my cock in her. You know that you’re kind of a little wimp that over reacts so I waited to tell you this when I had complete control over you. When I met with Matt we talked about what I wanted out of this and what he wanted. We talked about your role in all this is. He is very into the cuckold lifestyle and wants to use me and send me home with a gift for you to clean. I am very attracted to him, not like any of the guys we met before. I want you there the first time we meet, but if it goes well I will be playing with him alone someday soon. She is slowly riding my cock keeping me right on the edge. Right as she pushes down hard and drops the bomb.
When we went to leave the coffee shop Matt took me into the corner and took my hand, opened his zipper and put my hand on his bare cock. It was hard as a rock and big, much bigger than yours. His pictures did not lie. I will have it in me soon. I felt crushed and asked her why she didn’t tell me this yesterday. You would have over reacted and I would have had to deal with you being a little bitch.
I know what you’re thinking. I have watched her fuck other men and now I am upset because she touched another man’s cock. The reamister is I knew this was a moment in my life when I was no longer in control, at all. There was passion in her eyes when she talked about him. After a few days I had given up all hope that I would not end up a cuck forever. He is going to be here the end of April and I have two choices. Get out of work and join them or she is going alone.
So the second obsession is the BBC. She talks about it all the time, mostly when we are making love. So her 35 birthday was last weekend and I did my best to find a black bull. I thought I had one and he totally flaked on us. I felt so bad that I had let her down, I truly die. So we had a little time off during the following week and I had started talking to a Black Bull online. He seemed cool and up to the job so I invited him over.
She was dressed in some skimpy outfit bought by me for her b day. When the doorbell rang she told me it was my job to answer the door. I let him in, kind of looking at the floor and told him she was in the living room. He walked up to her and she smiled back. She reached up and put a hand on his thigh and he commented on her slut ware. I don’t think it was 30 seconds and they were on the way to the bed room. I was told to follow and sit on the floor.
She laid down on the bed and he started to undress. He was not real tall, probably shorter than I but he was very muscular. When he got down to his underwear she reached in and grabbed his hard cock. It was not the longest one I have ever seen, probably over 8 close to 9 and thick. I asked her later if it was the thickest cock she had ever seen, because it sure was for me. She said it was.
She started to kiss and suck him. She gives the best head of anyone I know. He is playing with her wet pussy while getting a sloppy BJ. She could not take all of it in her mouth but told me later there was a lot of it in her throat. It did not take long for her to get him ready to fuck. He pulls out a condom and climbs on the bed. He crawls between her legs and slowly works his cock into her wet pussy. She is a hot number but loves cock. It did not take long for him to be all the way in her, legs up and fucking her hard. This was all natural sex, driving into her hard over and over. They were all over the bed and her eyes were closed. She normally looks at me during sex, but I could tell she was not thinking about me. I looked to see her white hands on his ass pulling him in very deep. The contrast of her white hands and his black ass was hot. They moved into several positions, him behind her and on top of her. You could tell he was getting close and I found out later that she had told him to cum on her face. He was on the far side of the bed and he stood up, removed the condom and stuffed his cock in her mouth. She motioned me over to the bed as she sucked that BBC. Just when he started Cumming she pulls out his cock and it goes all over her face. She turns and starts kissing me with her cum covered lips.
He dressed and told her he would be back. She said he was welcome anytime. We laid down in bed and she put her hand on my face. She told me that smell was him all over her and she was not taking a shower. We drifted off to relax, she was totally wore out. She thanked me for giving her something that I could not.
About 5 in the morning I woke up spooning with her. I started kissing her neck and could taste him on her. It was a musky odor and taste. I started playing with her pussy and she woke up horny. She climbed on top of me and put my cock in her. She then replayed the whole night back to me as we fucked. She said I was even going to get to cum. It didn’t take too long and I was blowing my load in her while she was having an orgasm. She rolled off but I didn’t want to stop. I put my hand in her cum filled pussy and started working her back up. She was talking about his cock and having orgasm after orgasm. I was hard again even though I had came 3-4 minutes ago so I slowly climbed on top of her and started to fuck her hard. I am not bad in bed and can drive her wild but fucking her. The problem is when I am on top I no longer let her control me. I came again in a few minutes feeling like a stud.
We drifted back to relax. I woke up an hour later to her here moaning in her relax. I could tell she was dreaming about sex by the rhythm of here moaning. I asked her when she woke and confirmed she was dreaming of him and not me.
She got up and went into the shower. I was told I was in deep trouble for getting her so turned on she let me fuck her from top. I knew that it was going to be a few days before I got to orgasm again. As I was picking up things around the room I looked down to find the used condom and wrapper. I picked it up thinking to myself, so much for being a cocky male. I am throwing away the condom and Trojan Magnum wrapper.
He is coming back tonight, two days later. What is her response, be happy hunny you have my mind off Matt for a while.