uk_vbb
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This isn't the most exciting story, but it is totally true.
I have always been excited at the idea of being cuckolded, I have sometimes got turned on by the idea of cuckolding guys myself, but I know that I am not dominant enough to do that side of things in real life.
Until quite recently my only experience of being cuckolded was by a girlfriend about fifteen years ago. We were together for a couple of years, and had a good sex life. Like every long term girlfriend I have ever had, I told her that I was happy for her to fuck other guys, and that I would like to see it as well if I could. Of course I got the standard, "I love you too much to do that" argument. After mentioning it a couple of times, I left it alone, as I thought it would never happen, and I didn't want to upset her.
There came a point though, that she left to go to university. She was studying in a city a few hundred miles from our hometown, so I was only going to see her on holidays. We spoke regularly on the phone, but however much I asked, she wouldn't let me come up and visit her there.
The first holiday came, and we were natural and happy together again, but there came a point in the evening that she suddenly sat down and said she needed to tell me something... She then admitted that she had sex with another guy. She started crying, and told me that the sex was bad, and that his cock was smaller than mine (but I know that I am pretty large, so that may be true... or not). Seeing her cry and being regretful of the incident filled me with love for her, and also turned me on a lot. I had taken her virginity, and now she was telling me about the second guy who had fucked her.
I started kissing her, and quickly this developed into me fucking her hard on the floor, her saying sorry, me telling her I was making her mine again. That was one of the hottest fucks of my life.
I can't remember at what point I said this, after I guess, but I asked if she thought I would be angry, and want to break up, and she said she didn't think I would, as she knew me very well, and knew what I was like- a cuckold I suppose.
The rest of the holiday was fine, and then she went back for another term. The next holiday the same thing happened- this time it was two guys she had fucked (at different times) and the same thing resulted. Shortly after than reconciliation fuck, we broke up permanently, that is, she dumped me. I was heartbroken, and I am sure I would have said I didn't mind her fucking other guys, as long as she loved me, but it made no difference.
After that, I was single for a while, I held a torch for some very slutty girls I knew at university, but they weren't interested in me much. I briefly dated a total slut nurse, but to my shame I couldn't even get it up for her.
My next relationship was with a younger woman, and she was very submissive. She brought out a dominance I had never had before, and I really enjoyed using her however she presented herself to me. Of course, with her as usual I still suggested that she might like to try some other men while in our relationship, but she didn't want to.
This brings me to my current relationship, which has been a bit odd. We have always been very happy together, but until recently haven't properly talked about fantasies. It was only on the verge of breaking up that I finally plucked up courage to tell her that I wanted her to piss on me, and that the idea of her fucking other guys totally turns me on.
She has also opened up, and we are talking much more freely about what we want to do sexually which has made our sex life come alive. She worried that I wanted to have sex with other people, but I have reassured her that I don't really, but would love her to.
Her response was "oh is that all, that's okay"..
Although she has suggested that her fucking other men would be "dangerous" (to our relationship) the knowledge that my life partner is not bothered or scared by the prospect of fucking other men for me, in much the same way that she will piss on me when I ask, is the most arousing thing ever. And I can't stop fucking her and wanking about it.
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