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Bryan,
I find myself drawn to respond to your post but I cannot understand your position. You are, by your own definition, a loser. I cannot see how you can describe your relationship as one of a "true cuckold". You just described the loss of a girlfriend. One who you pushed out and one who must have still felt enough for you to be annoyed enough to "finger" you when she made love to her new boyfriend. Good luck to you in future, I think you'll need it.

Hi Bryan,

I can go with you a long way down the road. Contrary to peakmb, I do understand your position. The thought of my wife falling for another man is a big yes for me too. And like you, I will most definitely push her right into his arms and I'll do anything I can to stimulate her becoming his. However, the thought of deliberately trying to get her to leave me for the other guy is just one step over the edge. I do not wish to loose my wife. It would be awful if I lost her. I realize that stimulating her to go for the other guy without any scrupulousy is very risky and that I mat loose her, but that is not (and never will be) my goal. My goal is to remain with the two of them, serving them as their slave. My goal is a life with the three of us.

rene.

bryan787,

It isn't clear from your post whether you meant to lose your gf or not. But it is clear that you got off on it when you did. I for one agree with you in that I always felt this would be the ultimate cuckold thrill. Of course, what would follow would not necessarily be so erotic - loneliness, loss, regret. But you could - as you have done it seems - eroticize those feelings, and get off on your own extreme choices and the memories of you offense and pain.

You are an inspiration. I wish you a new, stronger, deeper love in the future. And that you lose it in spectacularly degrading fashion.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.