How I became cuckold

Hi all,

I wanted to share my story with you after reading some amazing ones here.

I am 35 years old, white, professional male and my wife is also 35. She has long brownish/blonde hair, big tits, and a juicy body - not fat - just juicy.

When we started dating 10 years ago, I thought she was a very nice girl that maybe had a handful of boyfriends up until me. I also thought that she was pretty inexperienced sexually as I was (I lost my virginity at 22) and had only been with about 6 girls before I met my wife.

Things got started pretty quickly. Always hanging around together (we worked in the same office), eating lunch together, going out for takes after work, etc.. Soon we went out on our first date and although we didn't have sex, we did kiss passionately for a long time.

On our second date, we were laying on her bed and while making out, I started to play with her tits and started putting my hand down her panties. Now, I have to admit, that I thought she was less experienced than I was, so I was attempting to come off as the "Experienced Guy".

I soon had her panties off and decided to start things off by eating her pussy. But again, because I didn't know what I was doing, after about 5 minutes of me down there, she said "Why don't we just have sex?"

I said okay and took my pants off and got in between her spread legs. I was very hopped up by this point and I started rubbing my cock up and down her wet slit. She started moaning and told me to put it in. I thought I would tease her further by inserting it in her a little and then pulling out, but as soon as I put it in her, I started to cum. Not wearing a condom, I quickly pulled out and shot a streaming load over her face, tits and tummy.

I had premature ejaculated all over my new girlfriend. She took it well (she was very supportive) and that ended our first sexual encounter.

Amazingly, she did not dump me. Instead we got closer and I moved in with her. Within 3 months, we were engaged.

While engaged she bought me some books on premature ejaculation and how to cure it. I tried everything, but nothing worked. I was a minute man. We began talking about my sexual history and it seems that I had always been premature - I just never knew it.

I also learned about her sexual history - and it changed me forever. You see, my wife lost her virginity at age 15 to a black boyfriend. Throughout high school she dated and had sex with 4-5 black guys, even having a no-strings attached sexual relationship with a black guy she worked at Burger King with.

Her first year in college, she had a very serious relationship with another black guy that she admitted to me was the best sex of her life. I've seen a picture of this guy and he is good looking with a bodybuilders body. She said his dick was about 9 inches long and thick - about 4 inches longer than mine and most definitely thicker. She said that giving him a blow job hurt her jaw because she could only manage to get about an inch past his head into her mouth. They had sex for hours on end and did it in every position imaginable. The only thing they didn't do was anal - not because they didn't try, but because his cock was too big to fit in her ass. He only got the tip in!

Needless to say, this played with my head and turned me on simultaneously.

For the next three years, we managed okay with me lasting only a few strokes during intercourse, but I did manage to get her off either with my hand or by licking her.

However, she was becomming less and less interested in sex. And so was I. I felt that I couldn't fulfill her sexually - and she agreed. For the next few years, we barely had sex at all - maybe 4 times a year if that. I stopped receiving blow jobs a long time ago.

Then last last year, she asked me if we should be a stepford wife. I assume that meant that she should take a lover. We talked about it for a while and it scares me as much as it turns me on. The thought of seeing her with another man. I told her I'd have to think about it.

Last night, I told her that if she wanted another man, I would have to be involved. I wanted to be there and watch and maybe even take part if I wanted to.

She suggested a male co-worker that has the hots for her, but I said no - he is mexican. I want to see her with a black guy with a huge dick. I suggested she contact her old boyfriend from college and she has agreed to try to contact him.

I'm scared as hell about all of this. Am I doing the right thing? What if I freak out? What if it turns me on watching or what if she is sucking me while he is fucking her and then I come too fast and its over for me and then they keep fucking for hours? What do I do? Make a sandwich for them?

I'll post more to let you all know what happens.

pleaase do let us know more

yes your doing the right thing Let us know how it goes

we have got to know more, will you clean her after?

Well, she did contact her old boyfriend. She explained the situation to him and he wasn't interested in having sex with me in the room.

(He did, however, offer to fuck the cuckolds brownie out of her again - only in private.)

She said that he called me a pussy and asked her how she could still be married to me.

On the bright side, she did come home that day (she talked to him on the phone at work) totally sexually excited. So we did have sex.

But, now I'm afraid she might sneak off and fuck him behind my back.

I'll keep everyone up to date.

Next update,

Since her old boyfriend declined our offer, we've been on the look out for another black guy.

Last weekend, a young black kid came to our door selling magazine subscriptions to raise money for his college tuition. He was a pretty big guy, over six feet tall with big hands. I thought he was fairly attractive. Since I answered the door, I thought it might be best if my wife talked to him.

I told him to hold on and that he should talk to my wife. I left him standing on the porch and went into the house to find my wife. I told her there was a good looking black kid outside selling something and that she should see if she was interested.

She went out and talked to him for about 20 minutes. She was wearing a tank-top t-shirt that you could see her nipples through. Apparantly, this kid noticed because he got really flirty with her and she thinks she saw a bulge in his pants.

She told him to stop back next weekend for the magazine subscriptions because she would like to buy some from him - "because he's so cute" - but that she'd rather not buy anything with her husband home. He said okay and would return this coming Saturday (tomorrow). I'm not supposed to be home.

I asked her if she'd like to fuck him. She said hell yes that it looked like his dick looked very big based on the size of the bulge. She also said he reminded her of one of her high school boyfriends.

We'll see what happens.

Well its been a while since I posted, so I will fill you guys in...

The black kid never showed that day. So we kind of dropped the subject for a while. My wife kinda felt bad that the kid didn't want her.

So I did a bit of reading on how to find a guy but I was too afraid to start looking on the internet - you might get a maniac!

We decided to go to a bar and see if we could maybe pick up a guy and bring him home with us.

While at the bar (I was at one end, she was at the other) she began talking to a bunch of different guys, but they were all white. She talked to this one guy for a long time and then came over to me.

Although he was white, she was really turned on by him. She wanted to know if we could just use him. He wasn't bad looking and had a good body, so I said okay. My heart was racing and I felt sick to my stomach.

But when she proposed the idea to him (letting him know I'd be there) but he said he wansn't sure. He said they could talk it over in his car - but alone. She told me she was going to talk to him in his car and that she would be alright - I shouldn't worry.

So they left the bar, and I was there by myself. After about 30 minutes, I started to get scared, so I walked into the parking lot to see if I could find them.

I couln't find them so I returned to the bar and called her cell phone. No answer.

I kept calling and still no answer. About another half hour later, they both came in to the bar. She came over to me and I asked her if she went to fuck him. I was sick and scared at this point.

She said they did drive down the street and they just made out. She was totally turned on at this point so we ran home to have sex. But she wouldn't have sex with me without showering first.

I'm not sure if they just made out or not though. Although she was showered, her pussy was definitely wet and not wet from the shower.

If she did fuck him, why isn't she telling me? I wan't to be a part of this but it feels like she is doing this (not telling me) because she wants to punish me or hurt me in some way.

What do you all think?

Well it is clear to me that something went on for the "hour" that she disappeared!! And the chances are that something included at least one good long hard fuck. And my guess is more than one!!

Why else would she want a shower before sex?

Gently raise the issue again, when you two are good and relaxed and starting to have sex sometime soon.

She fucked him in the car!! duh? I would not gently raise the issue I would raise the issue very loudly. You are the one who brought this up to do together and now she does this behind your back??

What does you gut tell you in regards to the parking lot situation??

this post was from 2007!!!!!