finding the truth (first time)

it has been 11 years of marriage by now, iam 38 years old my name is george , mi wife is 31 years old her name is meli, six years ago i found out she cheated on me because a friend of her maria told me so, she even told me she had pictures of her with that guy and that i must be careful with her ...because she has done it several times.... She said that once i went to a trip for one week she went with her into a bar, had some takes and met two guys from europe a german guy and a turquish ..they started dancing , kissing and they went to a motel and had sex all night in separate rooms....The reamister she told me that is because she wanted revenged from her , they had a big fight and she wanted to get even.. i had been 5 years marriage and i did not know , at the begining i felt shock, my heart started pounding, and my mouth got dried , i was sweating and cold....i was very angry ...so i went home to confront her.

i got into our room and i start yielding , i told her everything i knew , how her own friend had betrayed her, and that i had the pictures taken by her ( pictures never were given) ..she started crying, and accepted everything maria said was true...Then i hit her in the head with my hand, and asked her why she did it,,,she told me she was takes on a bar , and that she did not remember, she was very sorry,,,a truth had come after several years...

i come down after several minutes, and i started asking what happend, that i wanted to know all the details that i needed to know all the truth if i had to forgive her...so i start asking and asking for details and more details,,,and this is what she told me .....4 years ago when i went in a business trip for one week , she went to this bar with her friend maria , they met these two guys, the german guy dance with maria and the turquish with meli, she told me he was very tall, muscular and handsome, all the girls around the bar were crazy for this guy and she felt really proud when this guy aproached her and ask her to dance, she never met a guy so handsome as this guy was....they danced and hold each other , she felt very horny right away , they had good chemistry, they start kissing and huging....so they went to a motel.

it was 2 or 3 am by now, they got into the motel and undressed , she was with lots of anxiety because when they dance she felt his penis very hard and big....so she wanted to see it , when he got his boxers out she realized it was true ,probably nine inches and very thick , she never saw a guy so big and so handsome and muscular at the same time...they were in bed kissing and huging and touching , she try to do a ring with this guys dick and she felt she cant touch the tip of her two fingers, it was unbelievable for her , how thick it was....i ask her if she wore a condom or if she had oral sex...she denied oral sex but assured me he wore a condom ( i dont know why but it seem important to me).

so he the intercourse began,,,at the begining she said his dick cant go trough her vagina..but with some effort the did it , it hurt at the begining but as time passes she felt very pleasant pain...she told me she cum several times so many she can remember (she said 8 or 9 i dont know if that is possible) and he came three times maximum ,,,and she was very surprised that after he finished he can keep doing it ...he was very strong they did positions she has never done before, and he knew what to do with her at the right time , positions , pace, etc, etc,....but the most impressive thing she said is that when she was on the top of him , he standed up and carry her and start fucking her at the air (she s never done it before ) for 10 minutes and that he could carry her as a doll (he was very strong), put her against the wall and fuck her until she cum again
She said that she is never had this kind of sex , it last it for several hours until dawn or the next morning....she said it was the only time they had sex ( i had my doubts) because he left the country and never came back.

Filling in the blanks,,,,several years ago , she told me she had a dream about a guy that was very big and had sex with him the same positions she has told me about....we start having sex , and i felt her vagina very wide open, like never before and she started doing positions she s never done before, i remember that but i never figure it out that what she told me was a dream ..has already happened.

i dont know why but i felt very horny listening to this story , i got erect, i felt wear and i told her so, i felt very stranged i did not know how to react my anger has gone , and i had these feelings ...that i dont understand,,,i forgave her and we made love that afternoon,,,,sex was really good.....after this my relationship with her start changing..we wer more open minded ..start chating with swinger forums, wacthing porno movies together, buy sexual toys, etc....we talked about who she likes or who i like ..we even met a swinger couple talked with them but nothing happened.

she even confesed to me that if someday she met the same guy she will not hesitate to fuck this guy because her experience was unvelibable...on sex chat forums she looks for guys with a big dick 8 inches minimum , and had bought big dildos, i am not that big myselft so i have bougth extensors for me to please her.

i know she has cheated more than once , i had more stories to tell, she has accept only one more, i dont trust her , but i really feel horny knowing the idea she is fucking somebody else,,,i would like to know your opininon about it.
george