jasonwr1975
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Hey folks, I appreciate the patience as always. My life is a bit of a trial these days, to say the least, but on the other hand, this writing is a nice escape when/if I can find the time and the energy/strength. Thanks for the good comments as usual....glad you are enjoying.
Growing up Cuckold, Story 3, Part 5
A few hours later, I woke up. Bethany was sound arelax and she had taken the sheet from me and rolled up in it while she was relaxing, which she would tend to do in the future. Her sheet was wrapped around her, but I could see the small of her back and her supple ass hanging out. The lightning in the room was pretty bright for the night - that took some getting used to for relaxing - but the nearby streetlight gave the perfect lighting for sex, and for watching your girl’s curvy ass while she slept.
Suddenly I found myself masturbating. That last part of our conversation had gotten me so hot, and her I was, nude in this totally hot girl’s bed who had been so bluntly honest with me. But I hadn’t seen anything yet. As I slowly jacked off, savoring the feelings, I made a vow to continue to be honest with Bethany. It had gotten me this far.
I was getting into my jacking off enough that I didn’t realize Bethany had awoken. She turned around and looked and could see me jacking.
“Jamister? What are you doing?”
Uh oh. Might as well go with confidence.
“What does it look like?”
“Jamister! You’re jacking off in my bed…I can’t believe it.”
“Sorry, Bethany, but our conversation turned me on so much, I don’t think I could have slept through the night without coming again. All my dreams were sex dreams and they kept waking me up.”
Bethany sat up and moved a bit closer to me, still a bit covered by the sheet.
“What about the conversation turned you on?” She asked me.
Time to keep the foot on the accelerator…
“I liked it when you called my cock small.”
“Really?” she said.
“Yes, it makes me so hard.”
“So is that what you are thinking about now?”
“No, not exactly.” Another deep breath, full speed ahead.
“No, I was jacking off thinking about you fucking.”
“Fucking you?”
“No, fucking another guy.”
“Really?”
“Yes.” I said. I started jerking my cock again, I could tell she was getting turned on too.
“Any guy in particular?”
“No, not really. Just a guy with a big cock who could really please you.”
“Oh wow,” Bethany said, “that does sound hot!”
Oh, what the heck.
“Do you really want to know what I was jacking off about.”
“Yes! Tell me Jamister!” she said powerfully.
“I was jerking off as I imagined that you and I were boyfriend and girlfriend, and I came home to find you fucking my boss, slamming his big cock inside and out of you….”
“Go on…” Bethany said, while she started rubbing herself under the sheet.
I won’t go into the whole fantasy here, but Bethany masturbated herself to orgasm while I told the story of me walking in on her getting fucked.
“And what did I tell you?” she asked.
“You told me to sit down and watch a real man take care of your pussy.”
“Ohhhhhhh………………..” Bethany said, a glazed look on her face.
“You told me to take out my little cock and jerk it. You made me jerk it while you got a super deep fucking from our boss’ big fat cock.”
“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…….” Bethany said, moaning louder. “I love fat cocks,” she said.
Another deep breath on my part, another risk:
“So I jerked off my cock while you told me to watch, watch you, see for myself how a big cock can make your pussy come, come like my little one can’t make you do.”
“Oh I’m coming!!!!!” Bethany screamed as she had a huge orgasm. She came harder from that – much harder – than she did earlier when I made her come with my tongue. That was a big sign of the power of the mind, something I have never forgotten and that some cuckolds do forget.
Meantime, I loved listening to Bethany come, but I had already come hard earlier and was in no huge rush to come again. I was enjoying my power over Bethany’s mind. So I just slowly jerked my cock up and down while watching her.
“Oh….” said Bethany. “That felt sooooo good!”
Then there was a pause. I continued to stroke myself while she gathered herself.
“So Jamister?”
“Yes.”
“In this fantasy, how do you come?”
I told her my favorite – one I had never experienced with Lisa. “Well, at one point, you are riding his big dick, and you tell me to come over…you start jacking off my little cock while you ride that big one and tell me how good it feels….”
“And that makes you come?” She asked me curiously.
“Oh God Yes!”
And before I knew it, she had straddled my body with Alpha confidence and had my cock in her hand, up against her body as she straddled me.
“Kind of like this?” she asked me.
“Ohhh…..”
“Does that feel good Jamister?”
Oh yeah…she was almost there with the attitude, I just had to take one more gulp, go back in time all the way to Lisa, and give Bethany a shove. Another risk: “Oh…… your hand feels so good on my little dick!”
“Oh yeah,” she said. “Your little dick likes it.”
“It’s so tight,” she said, “so much tighter than inside my pussy….right?” She asked me demandingly.
“Right?” she asked for emphasis.
“Oh god yes!!!!!” I said.
Now we were rolling.
“Oh yeah Jamister! I see it now!” She had a gleam in her eye. “I can feel it!” she said. “I can feel it twitching in my hand….”
A lightning bulb had just gone off in her head.
“You like it,” she said teasing me wildly.
“What?” I said.
“You like it when I call your dick ‘little’.”
“Ohhh…..” is all I could say, it felt so good.
“It turns you on!!!!!” she said loudly and with some delight.
“Look…your little dick likes it!” She said again.
It was true. I was pulsing and bursting in her hand.
“Oh Jamister….” She said…”you shouldn’t have told me that….”
“Why?” I asked
“Because now that I know, I’m going to make you come…I’m going to make you come so hard.”
“Ohhhh………………..my god” was all I could really say.
“Want me to show you?” she said.
“Oh yes!!!!!” I said. Looking up at this beautiful goddess, feeling her wet pussy juice on my legs as she jerked me off with one hand and rubbed her breast with another, it was so intense. If I hadn’t come once, I would have no doubt spurted again already, but I had come hard earlier, so this one was a delicious, long buildup.
“Well,” she said as she stroked my shaft up and down,
“If you like it when I call your dick little, then you’re gonna love it even more when I tell you that your cock isn’t little….it’s tiny!”
“Oh……….” That hurt a lot but it turned me on so much.
“That’s right Jamister, do you like hearing that? Your cock is tiny! It felt so tiny inside my pussy.”
“Oh…” I was too turned on to protest, to do anything.
“Jamister, did you like being inside my pussy?” While she said that, she rubbed her wet pussy up and down my cock from the back while rubbing it with her hand from the front.
“Oh god yes!”
“Would it turn you on to know that this pussy has had much bigger cocks inside it than yours?”
“Oh yes!”
“Would it turn you on to know that this pussy loves big cocks, needs big cocks, needs a cock so much bigger than your little one?”
“Oh……” this was vulgar, but it was so hot.
Bethany loved the control she had over me. Her pussy juice was dripping all over my leg, she was rubbing me up and down, faster and faster, totally in control. I was not going to last too long.
“Oh, you love it don’t you?” She teased.
“Yes!” I called out.
“You’re a naughty boy,” she said, “jacking off and thinking about me getting fucked…you like that, huh?”
“Oh yeah…”
“You love thinking about it. You love wishing I was your girlfriend, knowing you couldn’t please me with your little boycock, coming home to the sounds of me getting fucked!”
“Yes I do.”
Bethany was really getting into it now, like she was possessed or something, totally excited by the feeling of power she had over me. Cuckolds on this board probably know the feeling well.
“Think about it,” she said. “Think about you walking in the door, home from work early, and you walk in on me riding a cock so big and thick that I can’t even take it all. And you know what?”
“What” I said, as she continued to stroke me.
“You can see from the look in my face that I’m not even sorry. You know I needed this. You know I needed to come like this. Oh yeah, you love thinking about it don’t you?”
“Yes” I admitted.
“You love it so much that you had to wake up in the middle of the night and jack off your little cock just thinking about how you’re too small for me, wishing it wasn’t true but knowing that it is true! And loving it! Isn’t that right?”
“Yes, that’s right,” I said, a little sheepishly.
“Well,” she said, “If you need to come that badly, then I’m gonna make you come hard.”
And with that, she got off of me, and sat right next to me. She rubbed her left hand in her pussy, getting it all wet, then she started rubbing my balls with that hand with stroking me up and down with the other.
“Oh my God!!!!!!!” I called out…it felt so good.
“Oh, you like that!” she said. “I thought you would….” Then she went on, “the great thing about a little dick like yours is that I can easily jack you with just one hand, and rub your balls with the other. That feels good doesn’t it?”
“Yes!” was all I could say.
“Oh yeah,” she said. “I’m gonna make you come. I’m gonna make you squirt for me….c’mon, let me see you come, I want to see how much come is inside this little dick!”
And with that, she stopped talking and concentrated on jacking me off, rubbing my balls at the same time and moving faster and faster. I couldn’t believe how good it felt, I couldn’t believe how hot it was to finally hear the truth again. I was going to come so hard!
“I’m coming!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Yeah, that’s it,” she said. “Come for me!”
I started spurting, and even though I had come earlier, I was coming pretty hard, spasming in her hand. It was probably the best come of my life. It took me a long time to calm down from it. When I did, Bethany was washing the come off my body with a towel.
“Did that feel good?” she asked me.
“Best come of my life,” I said to her. She smiled kind of arrogantly at that, savoring her newfound power. “I thought so,” she said as she finished cleaning me up.
- to be continued -
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jasonwr1975
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Hello everyone.
I want to check in with this group and let you know that I have NOT given up on this story. It is always a little sad to see a story on this board end or get pulled down before it is complete. I can assure you that is not my intention. I have posted a small book's worth of material already, but there is more to tell to get through my own development as a cuckold and where I'm at now.
Unforunately, I'm at a point where real life is posing some serious adversity to me. I am having some health struggles that are pretty difficult. I believe I will eventually get through them though nothing is guaranteed. The quality of my health care is excellent, but of course you can't just pay to get well. Effort and luck/fate play into it also. I've got the effort part covered at least. At any rate, with my health difficulties, keeping family and work going is hard enough, monstrously hard actually. So, getting this story done is taking a back seat. But I hope to get back to it. I am not likely to be travelling this holiday seamister so maybe some chances to continue the story will emerge.
I appreciate my readers. I was never really expecting anyone to take interest in my story, I just needed a chance to write it. It is not my intention to let anyone down. I'm trying to be brave during these latest curveballs, which frankly, are sometimes scary - but I know the point is to rise above somehow. I would appreciate your silent thoughts and prayers, and while I know it's a lot to ask, patience. I won't abandon this story. If I get too sick to work, then I'll finish it then. But it will get done. Bear with me.
Finally, if I may get on the soapbox for a moment, if there's one thing that my current struggles have taught me, it's this: make sure you get some love in your life and some real honesty in your relationships. Don't leave things unspoken. We never have as much time as we think. Kinks like cuckolding are vitally important, but always in the context of people who truly care for us.
Surround yourself with friends and/or lovers that can care for you - you may reach a time, as I have, when you will need them. And your fetish won't be enough to get you through. Don't repress the fetish or cuckolding desires, but don't let it rule your life in a way that isolates you either. Honor the fetish in the context of those who love and trust you. I'm not a believer in repressing our turn ons, and that's not what I'm saying. Just remember that real relationships are more important than a computer screen. Take what turns you on while reading this board and try to apply a bit of the honesty of what moves you to your own life.
It is scary to start owning up to what makes you tick, but it's crucial not to become too alone. Don't buy into the idea because you are a cuckold (or want to be one) that you should be humiliated as being unworthy of affection or isolated. If you want to be humiliated, that's understood, many of us do - but make sure there is love and respect that runs underneath it. If not sexual respect, then respect for your courage to acknowledge your presentation and/or shortcomings and/or shame. It takes courage to submit and explore that dark side, so take pride cuckolds! You may feel sexually inferior, but you are never less worthy of love and affection. Cuckolds are courageous and worthy of love. Find it in some form if you can!
Off soapbox - and don't worry, I won't ever get back on it again.
more soon, Gods willing
Jamister
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