First time dressed for an older man !!!

In my late teens I outwardly looked like a normal athletic kid. But I held a fearful secret. I liked to dress up in stockings,heels ,slips girdles Etc..I w as great at guarding this secret and still am. I befriended an older guy at one of my summer jobs, I was 18 at the time. I would hide in his office and we"d go to lunch, he would drive around so I could smoke pot.I ended up at his apartment one afternoon and we got high and he had some porn laying around, the models were young college gals with nylons and garterbelts, this was the 70s so the nylons were the vintage real deal and I loved it.
Well I let my guard down when I exclaimed that I liked the girls dressed in stockings the best. He retorted with "You like to wear stockings ?" Well my blushing and silence spoke volumes and soon enough he had all my sissy secrets, I was stunned but he comforted me. It felt so good to get that off my chest I was so relived and having fun in his company. He unzipped my jeans and played with me , then he pulled out his bigger cock and put my hand on it, I played with it, he encouraged me to get my mouth over his cock but he only let this encounter go so far when he told me it was time to go home. He told me if I wanted to come over again that I was welcome. I didnt see him for about a week, then when I did see him he was all work so I bounced off a couple of times. In the meantime I had been shopping, I bought a box of some nice seamless gray nylons,black garterbelt, black ruffed square dancing panties, a pegnoir and some 3" black pumps. I smuggled these sissy Items into work in a backpack and I visited my friend. I told him I had been shopping and I had given him a glimpse of the items, he was intrigued. At this time a clerical woman came in about 38 yo and hot came in for a few seconds of business, she caught me holdint the pegnoir up to me and just gave a knowing smile, I almost had a heart attack. My friend tol me"She gets it, dont worry shes so cool she would dream of tattling!" Well anyway he asked me to model it for him and I told him maybe if he had me over Id be willing . well I did and it was the most glorious time I ever had . BUT THE POINT OF MY TELLING U ALL THIS IS THE QUESTION , HAS anyone ever been seduced you like that because they knew you really were a big sissy ????????
jackie