Don Jetman:
I'm sure you remember L's past obsession with bodybuilders - or any big, muscular guy who physically "handles" her during sex. I notice she still gets a bit dreamy eyed when we talk about them. Although we've followed the sport for many years, something changed for me when she began to make herself available to these guys. Gone were my thoughts of getting bigger during my workouts. Those thoughts were invaded, then replaced by ones of her potential s u b m i s s i o n to them. And soon after that, my own s u b m i s s i o n to the eroticism of letting a much bigger, stronger male have his way with her. It would be a physically impossible feat to become like them, so I'd always be beta to L's choice of trainer or bodybuilder. It's been a while, but it's still a hot subject for both of us.
Oh yes!
My girlfriend is kind of similar. But for her, it's not just muscular guys, although that certainly helps. For her, it's big guys. I don't mean "down there," I mean all over. They can be out of shape, but as long as they're large, it does something to her.
Even more, if the guy is Black. I've seen how she is around attractive Black men. She kind of gets a far-away look in her eyes. Like she's picturing herself alone with the guy and in bed.
But her current crush is a White guy. Very much in shape, with that tall, broad shouldered look. She might be seeing him and not telling me about it, but I wouldn't know. I wouldn't be at all surprised if she were.
xoxoxo
Christine
