what i'll never have because i'm afraid of women

Im so scared of woman that i couldn't get it up at the strip club a supper hot stripper was grinding me and her ass couldn't even feel my penis it was so limp that there was no contact and she started grinding waster and looking at me in the eyes she started sneering at me because she new i was an impotent sissy and she mocked me by pretending to ride me like i had a big cock it was really humiliating and acward and she new it.