My Living wife of 20years

My wife likes to cuckold me but I fear she will leave me, she has had fun with a few guys but none of them know about me. She just has affairs and I have to accept it! She will tell me about them but never lets me participate. I have accepted this like a good cuck as its that or nothing. Anyway she has been seeing one guy she picked up at a hotel and has had him back to our place when I was at work! She said she like him be ******** with her and fucking her hard whilst pinned down. Then she picked up a guitarist from a band and had him in a lane way. Now she has gone back to the UK after she told me she wa going to see a boyfriend from 23 years ago who wanted to see her again, she has been getting reacquainted with him on skype and is now visiting him in the Uk she sent a lot of photos of them having sex to me. She now has said she is staying 10 days longer to spend more time with him. She has told me she loves him and wants me to share him permanently! She said she wants to take care of him, that they connect emotionally and sexually, in fact told me he's is the best sex she has ever had. I know that he can't provide a life like I can for her so she said she wants us both to live together. Wants me to pay for their relationship and living costs so they can be together! I not sure about this and wanted to hear thoughts, I get terribly turn on my it, especially when she says she loves him and wants to look after him, I also get turned on by the sex! She says he is so much better than I at oral sex and that was the reason for marrying me in the first place. My wife also says she likes it rough with him and he's more of a man than I. I have been superseded. I love it so much it is causing me to be fixated on it and can't help being horny all the time and wanking a lot more, even at work in the toilets. On the other hand I am afraid of loosing her and said to her if I was more of a man and dominated her a bit more would she stay with me and we can forget this cuckolding she said no! She said I could never be a man the way he can and I could never satisfy her like he can. She said she want leave me because she needs me to earn money for her and provide a life for her. Any thoughts I am sometimes down about the situation feel like there is no way out of this as I opened Pandora's box. Other times I am wanking all the time and can't help her wanting it.

She sounds like a true slut wife, and you enjoy her lust for better cock. You need to grow some balls and make sure there are some checks and balances to your relationship. Otherwise, all you'll ever be is a meal ticket and door mat.

Hot wife/cuck marriages are fun and exciting, but there still needs to be respect and mutual trust/love between you and your wife if you're going to stay married.

Good luck....... hope you have a heart to heart talk with her soon.
Cuck who loves a creampie.

I echo C41's comments. It sounds like she's not cucking you, she's using you only for her wants, and that's not a cuck relationship at all. Cuck relationships mean you both get what you want out of her added sluttiness. Otherwise all you are is a used idiot, and that is not going to turn out well in the long run. So get some rules in place that make you and her feel good about it all, or if not, kick the bitch out and find a new one.

Good luck

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