sissy in secret

hi A/all, 25yo aussie guy here who has worn panties since i was 14, played with my sissy clit uncontrollably my whole life and loves been humiliated. Problem is my long term girlfriend has absoloutely no interest in this sort of play despite raising it a few times. Is it wrong of me to continue been a sissy/panty wearing slut in private with out her knowing and most likely against her will? and if You think it is ok to continue what are some good ways to experience the offense i crave and need?

many thanks

If you love her stick with her and do what you can to get by without being unfaithful, if not leave her and find someone that supports it if you feel it is a strong part of who you are and not just cause you like to play with yourself alot :p I let my wife know from the first moment we started dating so I would know where I stand and not to hide it anymore amd we are having a fuck load of fun now