Just an Old Fashioned Kind of Cuck and Artist

Hello there:

Once a cuck, always a cuck. That’s what I think about we guys with these kind of emotions, but I think they are different styles of being a cuck, for me being a "Silent", not so forwarding while at the same time "comprehensive" guy which prefers to keep a low profile when it comes to sometimes just pretend not being aware of my sweetheart dalliances while at some others just "having to accept" or even participate one way or another, has worked well for my own condition since i was around 15 years old.


In the other hand, over the years I Have developed some limited s*******s with paper, erasers and pencils that , among other things. now I use to draw my beloved one getting involved do several attempts to recreate some of the scenarios on which I dream.

I hope you can enjoy watching them as much as I had enjoyed expending those long hours waiting at home drawing while my wife was just "out there" before coming home inventing some lame excuses for taking so long to get home after work.

PS : Please accept my apologies for my misspellings or grammar errors. If my English its not so well developed its just because this language is not my original language.

Just some Teaser

Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

…Just imagine my surprise that afternoon when without previous calling home I decided to stop by. And after saluting my stepflower and our three year old mister , I entered the main bedroom that I share with my wife.

She was just getting ready to go out … “To attend some last minute business with her boss and some very important clients that he wants to impress”…

That’s how she explained to me. Just after admonishing me for not be kind enough to knock on the door before entering our own bedroom…

"Geez thank god it is you... for a moment I thought it was"... ( I guess she was about to say our little mister´s name, but recovering quickly she just admonished me. "Where are your manners?"... You know I always ask the kids to knock before entering.

"Don´t your lady teached you to always knock on a ladies door before entering her bedroom?"...

Inesperado - Unexpected

Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

After recovering from the initial shock, when she left the house to attend her business meeting I just started wondering many many things about how her boss could be planning to impress those clients... or If they were even existed.

Does anybody of you have same doubts as me?.
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

Here is some "visualization" about the way I imagine my wife seated at some fancy restaurant sorrounded by those "Wolves", actually preffering her than any other soup or meat that the waiter can offer them to enjoy.

La Cita / The Meeting

Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

I like the art...thanks for sharing. Please continue.

I like this too....La Cita: wonderful....would like my wife to be in same situation...
A cuck to my GF - A bull to all other women

Hello my friend. As always .... Delicious. Que bueno saber q estas bien.... Me saludas a tu deliciosa esposa
Francisco

Thanks for noticing me and comment ( Tambien tú Francisco):

I was about to loose any hope for someone at least doing some little comment., so in the las post ( La Cita ) I was very brief, but since someone commented about being in the same situation, I would like to share a little more about the drawing.

When I mention that the waitter can´t offer them any other meat to those wolves, it comes to my min d the "fact" that she is all dolled up specially for the occasion, fully knowing what they might be expecting from her before returning her later all used and used.

The thing is simple, no matter what they selct for diner she´s gonna be the special entry of the meal, either the main and juicy taste of soft meat or the sweet dessert served over the bed of some luxury hotel room...

All this happening while I., the "silly" guy who deserves to be married to a corporate whore, awaits at home, not knowing wha t is really happenning with his wife.

Ludo

PS: Again. Thanks for sharing your opinions and encouraging me, but please feel free to comment about the images and your inner emotions
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

like the artwork "sexy"

You're very talented, the artwork is tremendous! The story line is also nicely done, very enjoyable and teasing. As far as your English, it's perfectly fine and totally understandable - better than a lot of native-born Americans can do, in fact.

Thanks for your efforts for our enjoyment!

LOVE YOUR ART!!! Would love to see more!!! THANK YOU for your posts!! Love them

Hello again and thanks for started sharing your opinions about my attempts of create or “recreate” those half fantasies , and half side inner bitter sweet torments about my life as a “closet” cuckold which only comes out to the surface, on very rare occasions when reuniting the nerve and willpower or argue about my jealousy and discomfort for being taken as low self respected man by my almost all of the couples to whom I had been involved over the years since I was 15.

On this occasion I would like to share some work on which, by all the mixed emotions that it gives me ,as much all the "little things that are happening" in the tiny details that I tried to capture within the drawing, Ia tI considered it gets included some sort of “trick hat “ ( or maybe triple trick hat is want I want to say ?)

The thing about this particular drawing is …

It happened to me not so long ago. My wife started giving me excuses for not wanting to wear more often her more sexy lingerie, announcing me that she preferred to use more comfortable underwear instead of those fancy, yet uncomfortable garments that I always use to ask her to buy.

“I rather like to reserve the new set only for a special occasion” -- She told me. And then it “occurred”.

...One day after work I discovered that she had worn her “only for special occasions underwear attire” during the day.

Only thing I have to lament is that she didn’t wore it for me, and it was by mere accident that I found her “almost” new lacy panties and shelf bra in the dirty clothes hamper…

I guess she must be right when she told me that she was reserving it for special occasions, but it didn’t implied that those occasion necessarily had to be with me i guess… ( Sometimes I ´m just such a dumb for skipping into conclusion without fully understanding the whole picture of my condition as a cuck )

What can be worst for a tormented cuckold like “us” , to get to see or envisioning the way your wife has re started to dress to please others?… The fact that now she reserves her special outfits for other more assertive guys?… Maybe without the possibility of declaring it as fact or having the guts to ask her anything about her day and why she didn’t announced you about her sudden decision to wear your “for your eyes only” a similar scenario may happened right on your bedroom and some the new junior executives recently hired by her boss?

I don’t know… Perhaps just the idea of somehow all this happening by mere coincidence while for one reamister or another, I m at home. -- again showing my “not so well educated manners learned from my lady” -- When “accidentally” I just come by to our bedroom and not wanting upset her as some weeks before when un- announcing my presence before entering i discovered her getting all dolled up to go out on a "date"., this time I decide to be more discrete, and so, slightly opening the door from our bedroom just to find a new and more stronger surprise which got freezed right on the spot as my eyes almost pop out from their sockets when I comprehend that again I had just caught her in some not very lady like, yet even more intimate moment of her activities with those two new young guns that she is supposed to encourage and train for the company she works for. And with my heart in my throat , what I m just doing is witnessing the different purpose she gives to the bed where lately she uses only to relax along with me.

Trabajo en Casa / Home Job Interview

Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

Like I told you before, Im not sure what s more difficult to look at., My wife., the sweet lady of two, committing a new act of infidelity against our marriage over the same bed and pillows that later we are supposed to use to share and relax, or just having to look how without any lack of self respect for me or her most intimate garment, she allows that gargantuan guy to use her new panties as a wilt which he left hanging from his flagpole as she gives him some oral examination to his massive weapon.

Maybe., just maybe, if sometime it ever happened or happens again. I just wish I can have the nerve to confront her and tell her that I can t admonished her for having to do what its needed to do in order to feel fulfilled, both as lady and wife, as well as a woman in need married to a neglecting husband like me.

As for the panties, since I prefer them disrespected than missing, maybe I would just tell her that prefer this happening at home instead somewhere else where most of the times her “mates” commonly use to keep her panties as a souvenir.

Thanks for letting me share this turmoil of ideas…
Ludo M
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

Roggerbbit

Love that your artwork, specially that last one with your wife getting ready to be impaled by that huge black monster meat, already enjoying a stiff cock up her dripping pussy..... I could not wait to get back into that bed to the lingering smell of the Bulls and the cum soaked sheets!

Show us more of your talented artwork - you are really good!

Good story & great artwork. Really like the pic of the men looking over the wife
at dinner.

I too, liked the dinner picture and the idea of discovering a stash of very sexy underwear. When you ask she says it's reserved for special occasion. I'd love to find those stuffed into the bottom of the hamper. I'd take them out and find her panties crusty and stiff with a combination of her juices and those of another man. I'd probably taste her panties and savor their mixture.

I'd watch and be aroused as she spent more and more time at work. I'd notice her dressing more sexily for work or "girls night out" (a new innovation) and less sexily when she comes to bed with me. I love the silent cuckold idea where you know what she's doing and she apparantly cares less and less about hiding it. That turns me on. The lamer her story about where she's been, the better. Even better is if she gets a friend to lie for her and say she spent the night at her place when I know she didn't.

Angst, yes, but it'd arouse me to wonder where she was and know she was probably spreading her legs for some guy. I'd even hope it was her boss, or a total stranger she'd picked up.

Wow... Thank you guys for all your comments. My heartbeat raised as I was reading what my soul mate Arkansan just posted… All those tinny details and coincidences happened to me.

The wife dressing “normally” for me., her husband. The lame excuses she gives me to dress more casual, while at the same time, I fully know about her more daring wardrobe intended for more “interested and maybe I must add Interesting audiences”…

Here is some other drawing entitled Privada , which translates as “La Quinta” or the Residential condominium , signaling the private area where we live. And its supposed to get an appreciation look at the kind of intimate apparel she likes** ot wear to attend business matters.

Privada / Residential

Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

** ( I marked it cause that aspect its an experience in itself., since she sometimes don’t know how to precisely manage that aspect of her life as a "well respected" modern woman, lovely lady and cheating wife, and sometimes when I kind of ask her about what I consider a not so proper outfit or sexy underwear that later I discover she used during the day, on some occasions she explains that she Needs to look at her best to impress probable new, or established clients. While on other occasions she just tells me that she wanted to Feel sexy for not special reamister. )

But who knows., as a silent cuck, it just gets me thinking why on all of those occasions that I just discovered her concealed sexy underwear, I just can´t get out of my head the sensation that it only happened to me by mere accident and not on purpose that she could be dressed like that for me.
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

One last Word about the drawing "Privada":

As I marked before. my approach to cuckold life started since I was a teenager, and it has covered almost all of it s aspects. And somehow in this particular drawing I wanted to signal the idea of not only maintaining the secret of my condition to myself, but people surrounding us, maybe parents, some friends or just neighbors, having some hints about something going “wrong” with the family that lives just next door…

I remember someguy which called to all this mixed emotions about others suspecting it, the "Everybody knows Thrill"...
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

arkansan
OMG !!!

What a Wicked mind you have...

As you commented in your post., the idea of my wife having some other friend helping her covering her tracks gets me going too…

I had never mentioned before here but for me it happens to be her own flower, which at this time is around 25 years old, but some time early on our marriage just gave me some hints that she knew more than she wanted to say about her mom late night meetings., always having to help her covering inventing all kind of lame and not so credible excuses whenever I got to be home before her mom, just to listen to my ( at that time ) teenage stepflower started announcing me… “Mom just called to tell me she was looking for you to your phone… I Think she is gonna be late”

As you might know, after a while I started suspecting how much she really knew about her mom dalliances.
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

The initial finding of the 'not for you' lingerie must have
been confusing, thrilling, and the start of solving a
mystery.

I love the idea of wifey caring less and less about appearances. Your picture of her adjusting her stockings in full view of neighbore, perhaps relatives and friends, is a turn-on. The more her flower knows, and her hinting and your doing nothing, adds to the angst and also to the turn-on because of the way the permisters in the know will think of you as cuckolded and helpless or *** to act.

Perhaps wifey will become less descrete and begin to flirt with other men where you might see, as at a party, or right in front of you where you can't help but see. If she does, and others at the table begin to look at you with raised eyebrows, will you say something to derail the flirting, or will you just ignore it and feel the shame as the other people see you can't or won't keep your woman from flaunting her readiness to fuck the fellow hitting on her? Will the fellow's increasing boldness turn you on? Will your wife openly ignore you and laugh and flirt with the fellow? Will that arouse you?

arkansan
...Yes it does !!!

It has happened to me before some time ago...

I think the scenario sounds a little cliché, but sometimes it just happens like in the movies, and we were attending some of my former clients ( I used to work as an advisor to some banks here in Mexico )...

Along with my wife, and some other of my own coworkers couples, and employees we were invited to the Xmas seamister party. Then after a while, as the gathering and ***** started to run., this big musculous Argentinean Vice president of the bank throwing the party came to our to table to be a good host and do some small talking with our staff, and taking a seat, right beside me at the head of the table, were he got seated between my wife who ended seated right in front of me as we began sharing some good time and toastes.

It was not before the party ended and I was driving home, when as part of our conversation the topic converged over the "kind manners" I considered our host used to demonstrate among the guests., when my wife appointed ... " I ´m not so sure about that, but one thing I can really tell for sure is that he is a womanizer and now I know why he didn't showed with his wife to the event."...

As you can guess Alarms ringed in my head !!!!... "What was she trying to imply with that kind of comment???"... I must admit that I was very afraid to ask her any further details about her saying.

Why you say that?... Don't you like him? ... For me he is just a good guy whom has done too much for our company... ( actually it was a legal advisory firm )

"Well, yes. I know all that" -- She explained to me before dropping the bomb.

"Thats why I just didn't slapped right to his face when he started brushing his knee against mine under the table"...

"W-what?" ﷓ I stammered as I suppose any husband with self esteem could reacted to such an indignity. ( * )

Anyway. .. and after recovering form the initial shock I tried to maintain composure while acted more interested in the driving than the conversation.

Oh come on... What are you saying?.... I´m almost sure that you must had been mistaken an accidental brush under the table... I Really don't think he could be so bold... I know he likes to flirt and some girls from our office accept he is handsome, and not so faithful to his wife., but come on!!!... He is a respectful guy. -- I tried to maintain composure.

Well then., in that case your respectful friend "accidentally" started putting his fingers over your wife's knee... and then "accidentally" his hand started roaming to my thigh and easily could had ended under the hem of my dress if I didn't "accidentally" stopped him under the tablecloth!!!... ﷓ She ended her revelation at that point.

I was totally offended and tried to act the correct part of an offended husband... -- Why you didn't stopped him before or refused to do any other??? .

I wanted to know why she didn't just slapped him or done any other thing than just stay there seated at the same table where this guy was attempting to finger her while right in front of her, as a mere idiot I was sharing toasts and good wishes with the guy.

Well. I stopped him before going any further than my visible thigh...﷓ She excused herself before adding. ﷓ But what else could I have done?... There were your friends. Coworkers and even some of your employees ... Would you like to think how can I manage things different than that???.... Should I asked him right in front of you to stop caressing my knee and not moving so high his big fingers over my stockings?

Well... I don't know... ﷓ I was all confused and wanted to maintain my position, while at the same time tried not to demonstrate much of my excitement that I was experiencing for being so much offended by this brazen guy not just in front of me but almost right in the open in front of everyone. ( * )

Then finally I managed to ask... - " How did you managed him to stop?"

Supposing that you were not up to stand in front of him if I told you what he was doing with me under the table. I Just stopped him when after discovering the bump of my garter, he wanted to advance more, but I stopped him right there.﷓ She declared.

"Did you brushed his hand ?" -- I wished she could had just told me that I was right about my suppositions. That way at least some of my "position" could be not so lost in front of this guy or someone whom could have noticed this happening, and what maybe could be worst., Him or others "spreading" the word about the incident between the Vice president of the bank and my wife...

Well... I didn't wanted to be much rude or making a fuzze or scandal in front of the other guests so I just stopped him with my hand. ﷓ She declared like if that was a big idea to solve things.

"Well, but if not slapping him or brushing him away., do you retired his hand ?"... With my heart almost ripping out of my chest I still wanted to know.

Well, he just kept his hand there and played with the bump, until he unfastened it, releasing my stocking from the garter... Then I just slapped his hand., and it was then when I excused myself to go to the ladies room.

Not wanting to add any fantasies to this real scene of my life , I must add that I really don´t remember what else happened at the moment or how do we ended our conversation, but obviously my state of mind and presence in front of this was "touched definitively" forever in our relationship.

( * ) ( Many questions about my own reactions and lack of self confidence started cursing my mind since that moment. Such as ... "Do does that kind of guys just know with what kind of guys are dealing form the beginning ? or how does he selected me as an easy target to be so on going with my wife right there?! )


LUDO M.



Thanks for taking the time to reading me., and anyone who might be interested to get into more intimate details look for me on MSN Mess as Ludo_mentis(at)msn(dot)com (**)



( ** ) I´m using that way to mark my MSN nick cause I don't know if CuckPlace reserves the using of direct addresses.
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

wulfenus

I think this is an old saying in the US , maybe UK too but Im not sure, but I guess some they say "Devil is in the details"...

And as you correctly apoints it., !Yes the idea was as intoxicating as my posterior findings about her dalliances as an old fashioned unfaithful hot wife!...

Thanks for bringing me back the memories of those little details emotions of discovering and putting all pieces of the puzzle together.
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

Based upon a JP artwork:

Not so long ago I discovered this amazing piece of work developed by this magnificent IR artist., and it instantly hitted me and got my mind running imagining it was some "happening" about some of my late fantasies. So I decided to give it a try recreating my own humble homage version.

Hope no one gets bothered by me doing it so.


LUDO M.

Like Mother Like Daughter

Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

Love your work!

qbzz, fuck, mambo and others:

Thanks for your encoragement comments. I´m about to finish some new pieces that I will be posting in the next few weeks.

Ludo.
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

Hello Again:

This time I, m sharing some of my latest jobs, the first one Lady in Wait... its about a nice photography I discovered while searching some other thread right here at the cuckoldplace.. It just tolde me..." hey why don´t you try to draw me and include some of your stuff in the scene?"...

The second is part of some triptic that I made for a story I was writing about some of my fantasies, involving my wife "having" to attend some business meeting...


If anyone is intersted in reading just tell me and I could do some translatingit for you guys and girls...

Many of these works are posted im my blog under the sections

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I hope you can visit me there, and no mattering about the language, drop me any comments you might wabt to share with me.

Ludo Mentis

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Lady In Waiting ( Recent Attempt )

Marta Patricia ( All Dolled Up )

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Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )

You should work for a major erotic graphic magazine. Your work has soul.

erotica88

Woow !!!

I´m flattered...

Being noticed by erotica88, one of the major contributors of the place is awesome...

Thanks for your appreciation of my work.

Ludo M.

PS: As you might know Im very familiar with your talkies, and if I had just decided not to "mingle" with all people who comments about your stuff is just to avoid gettting people sometimes mocking me about my grammar issues.

LOL
Rogger Bbit
( Ludo Mentis )