How things started:
I am a normal masculine guy in everyday life.
I have recently retired from a job which involved authority.
I am generally the 'lead' person in our marriage.
Nothing in my everyday life would suggest cuckold.
However, I am a natural cuckold and have been since I was 19 years old.
So much of our sexual niches are formed at an early age and during our first sexually active years.
My first true serious relationship was at university.
My secondary school girlfriend and I went away to the same university together.
After a year or so at uni she cheated on me having revelled in her new found sexual freedom away from her home.
She told me about her experience as I don't think she knew how to end the relationship.
I was upset and felt betrayed of course but more than that I felt a cocktail of conflicting emotions. Anger, hurt, jealousy but also arousal, animal lust and pathetic submission.
I asked to hear all the details...everything...how big he was, what he did, did she orgasm, was he better.
I surprised her with my reaction and we fucked like animals.
Ever since then I have craved cuckolding in my life. So much so that it almost aches. I think about cuckolding every single day.
Of course its a coping mechanism for psychological trauma.
But I embrace it.
My uni girlfriend went her own way.
I married a woman I met when I left uni.
We were together for about 10 yrs, had two sons.
She wasn't overly sexual and with hindsight we weren't compatible.
I started a career.
When I was early 30s I met my current wife C.
We met through work.
I was instantly attracted to her. She has an amazing allure.
Just look at the retro photo of her on the beach.
I was smitten.
We had a few dates and it was clear early on that we were suited.
After a failed marriage I think you know what you're looking for in your next relationship. You're wiser.
C is ten years older than me.
When we met she was early 40s and I was early 30s.
I've always been attracted to mature women. MILFs. Maybe it's a mother thing who knows?
C was my ideal woman.
Early on in our budding relationship I realised she had 'a past'.
She had 2 older offspring and 2 younger. Clearly with different men.
When she was ready she explained.
She married her first husband early.
She was a virgin and inexperienced.
She had a son and daughter with him but as the offspring grew older she grew restless, unfulfilled, bored.
She started an affair with husbands boss who has some black heritage.
She ended up becoming pregnant by the boss and decided she wanted a relationship with him and to have the baby.
However, she didn't want to leave her husband so she told them both she intended to continue with two families and both men.
She had another kid by the boss.
She lived with both men on and off as she wanted to.
Bed hopped. House hopped.
All in the open. Both knew. Family and friends knew.
C's attitude was it's me. I deserve what I want. Like it or lump it.
What a confident and attractive woman.
She explained her back story to me and I realised she was the woman for me.
I explained my cuckold tendancy and that I would be happy if I had to share her.
She continued seeing all three men for several years.
Fucking each of us when she wanted.
The boss gave her the best sex. Made her cum every time. She would always go back to him for the sex.
As we continued C grew apart from first husband but with my knowledge she began sexual relationships with work colleagues, friends, men from swinging sites.
She liked cock. She liked the attention from men.
Although she would tell me all about it and nothing was hidden she preferred to meet without me in the room as she found me a nuisance.
She didnt want to be inhibited by me.
I would facilitate things.
Drive her to a lovers house.
Weed out time wasters on swing sites.
Support her generally.
In return she would come home used and dirty for me to clean up and she would tell me all usually as she squatted over my face and sat down smothering me in the animal fragrance of her well used cunt.
I would get a few photos if lucky.
I've not been allowed to watch.
She is now 66yrs old and has slowed a little but has one much younger lover who she still sees occasionally. He is 20yrs younger.
I adore my wife.
I am proud of her.
I know I dont satisfy her needs so why shouldn't she go elsewhere.
It makes her happy and she deserves to be happy.
I support her in her choices.
I hope our back story was interesting.
Every word is true.
Lots of detail to disclose to those that want to chat.
