Starting to feel the angst in the pit of my stomach

My wife and her nearby boyfriend have a date planned for tonight or tomorrow night. She is really excited but I think I am more nervous than she is. Normally she doesn't tell me until long afterwards what she has been doing. This time it's different and the anticipation is killing me.

Its an amazing feeling, so many conflicting emotions, has she shared whether he is a dominant bull, or lover?

Best of luck!

He is a lover but he is big and strong and black and he is very much in charge

You'll be fine. Cuckold angst is perfectly normal, that mix of jealousy, insecurity and arousal. The first time my wife went with another man, a young customer from the shop she worked in, we'd talked about it for weeks beforehand in anticipation of him plucking up the courage to ask this older, married woman out. When he finally did and my wife agreed to go for a dr1nk with him after work, I had all day to imagine how things would go. The date went exceptionally well. After a few dr1nks, he invited her back to his flat where they had sex 3 times before he let her go home.

My wife told me everything about their evening in bed afterwards as we made love and I re-claimed her pussy. Despite loving knowing I now had an unfaithful wife, a day or two later the insecurity kicked in big-time. Was he better than me? Was he bigger than me? Would she leave for him? were all things that went through my head. I should have held my nerve, let things take their course but like an idiot I asked my wife not to see him again, a decision I regretted later.

It was to be over 9 years before I persuaded my wife to start cuckolding me again, this time with much more success and several men, but with the benefit of hindsight I should have let her carry on seeing that first young guy.
Peter C

Not last night, but tonight, just now. She's gone to him.

It's gone 1am, she's turned her phone off, and his car is no longer I his driveway

I always loved the not knowing, but imagining what they are up to. I hope your wife had a good time with her black boyfriend.
Peter C

You lucky fellow, enjoy the angst & treat her like a true queen when she comes home to you with a pussy full of baby makers
David

Makes for hours of edging,Dont you just Love It

Did you get the details of how the night turn out Martin ?
a36a sissy cuck to my wife

He took her out for a glass of wine or two somewhere a few miles away where no-one would know them. The first time they have been out in public as a couple. Then back to his place. They spent the next three hours fucking in multiple positions and different places around the house before he let her go and she came home around 2:30am. I had tried calling and messaging as I thought she'd be home around midnight. She had switched her phone off. Here she is smiling the next day at the messages he's been sending her.

You're a lucky guy martinr
married couple

Congratulation martinr ! For sure you're a lucky cuckold !

Good to hear that wife got what she needed after a few dr1nks. That photo of her smiling as she reads her boyfriend's texts reminds me so much of how my wife was after she'd had some cock elsewhere. Only the two of us knew why she was walking around with such a contented smirk on her face and a spring in her step. Young cock did her the world of good, better than any medicine.
Peter C

Thanks for updating martin
a36a sissy cuck to my wife

The angst of it all is so great,and as time goes by we need more and stronger,evn longer.After years of such,I put myself,with help of course in the strongest angst ever.

I nearly ruined it for her, though. I walked her almost all the way to his house but it freaked him a little when he looked from the window upstairs and saw me. I apologised to her later for almost fucking it up for her. She got her revenge by turning the phone off later which really freaked me out when it was 1am and she wasn't home and wasn't answering.

Do tell us more!

Incredible story. Just read for the first time. Love the description of the pit in your stomach, which I am familiar with too when this happened to me years ago. It is a nearly indescribable combination of intense feelings all wrapped up into one, jealousy, hurt, curiosity, bewilderment, sometimes even anger, but most of all.... arousal.

Home the next morning. She could have stayed the night. Exhausted from their evening together and the way in which she couldn't seem to calm his urges - it had been a while since they had last seen each other and he needed her more than once, she said. Apparently he is a strong stayer and repeater, which doesn't surprise me as he is very fit and strong

martinr
Nice photo Martin. I bet she slept well and with a contented smile on her face.
Peter C

newguy595
Thanks, glad you enjoyed it. The worst thing for me is not really knowing the detail of what happened. She told me they fucked twice and spent some time d rinking and kissing and cuddling in between. I know she 69'd with him which is something we have never really done.

It really hits home when your wife tells you she has been doing things with another man that she had never really done with you, her own husband. She has given things to him she will never give to you.

Hi Martin,

But it also makes you feel so horny and submissive

steve
a36a sissy cuck to my wife

Hi Martin and everyone,

New to cuckoldplace but enjoying catching up!

Thank you for sharing your experience and specifically the "cuckold angst". It's the most exciting and terrifying feeling all at the same time...my wifey fucks black guys too so I definitely know how you are feeling

But congrats!
subcucktx

Thanks. You're so right about it being exciting yet terrifying. Watching her getting ready to go out is so hot, and then waiting the long hours for her to return is so hard.

Yes, even though my wife and I split up over 8 years ago, nearly 9 in fact, I'm still here on cuckold websites remembering those days - and nights! - when she was out getting some much needed extra cock and the cuckold angst I endured. I still miss it. I seriously doubt my new girlfriend will ever go down the same road as my naughty wife did, this one's quite shy and much less experienced with men, but I have got her exchanging messages online with a black guy, so never say never. It's a start if nothing else.
Peter C

subcuck tx
Thanks - glad you enjoyed my posts. You are right about the feeling of angst and how it gets you.

The feeling of hesitation mixed with excitement is particularly hard for us cuckolds. It's natural to feel a real mix of emotions including, angst, jealousy and possibly fear of losing someone you love. It's complex but I think essentially all those emotions are part of submitting to the role of cuckold and being a supporting, loving husband.