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Suntzuson
An exceptionally good question and one that I think every cuckold wants to ask.
My ex-wife and I frequently talked about what she was feeling as she would glance over at me stroking my little peepee while she was being fucked by a lover. We also talked about what she was thinking as I was going down on her freshly fucked pussy full of lovers cum kissing the outside. (did not eat creampies with my ex-wife, looking back I sure wish I had).
For the most part my wife never thought of me any less of a man she knew I was. She loved me for accepting the fact I could not please her and for me willingly allowing her to seek satisfaction from other better equipped men. She did admit she silently laughed at me sometimes, sitting playing with my little peepee while watching her get fucked. She wondered if me squirting my few little dribbles of cum was really worth the ******* I felt while watching and knowing a better man was satisfying my wife, because I couldn't satisfy her.
Becky my first full time girlfriend stated several times, that to her I was more a man to her than any Bull was. She said that for most Bulls if she were to ask them to do some of the things, I did for her, the Bull would just laugh and cast her off. While she never meant me any harm or ill will, she did enjoy watching me totally submit to her. Eating creampies, sucking cock, taking it up my ass were regular occurrences; however, she did push my limits sometimes. One time right after watching her have some really great sex between her and her Bull, after cleaning both her and her Bull, she told me she had a request and that it would be very humiliating for me. She explained that she really wanted me to submit to her lover by laying in the bathtub and letting him piss on me, to show total acceptance of his superiority over me. Wanting to please both of them I found myself laying in the tub being pissed on and yes, even opening my mouth, when Becky said open up and swallow. Was the act disgusting to me? Absolutely!!! However, the excitement and proud feeling I had for myself for satisfying their wishes far out weighed the disgusting act and foul taste of another man's piss. No matter through what might occur, I knew Becky loved me and never thought ill of me.
Sarah, my 2nd long term girlfriend had a devious mind, not mean just devious. She always in a loving way belittled me. Reminding me Real Men do not lick up and swallow another mans cum. Real Men do not let other men fuck them, and Real Men satisfied their wives. Sarah and I both knew we had only a limited time together, so she made the most of it. Deep down I knew Sarah loved and cared for me. Her teasing was a reminder to me that she did love me.
( side note here; Sarah and I kept in touch after I left Fort Knox, chatting usually once a month or two. I would always stop and visit her if I was in Kentucky, and likewise if she was in Texas, she would visit me. She lost both of her parents this last year and it really took an emotional toll on her. Over the last month we have been discussing a possible move to Texas for her. Who knows I might be in an active cuckold relationship again in a few months)?
As far as the Bulls, all I can say regarding me I have experienced everything from complete and total disdain to flourishing friendships. I have had Bulls that treated both me and my partner downright ugly, caring only that he was getting some free pussy and considered our lifestyle stupid, weird, and fucked up.
I have had Bulls that we have gone hunting together, fishing together, to social events together, always treating me with proper respect. We had an understanding with regards to sex, he had a job to do, and I had a job to do. Nothing more, nothing less. I have had Bulls who just couldn't wrap their heads around our lifestyle, yet they were comfortable with it and didn't judge us. I have had Bulls, one in particular that we have sat for hours discussing our lifestyle, he was truly interested in learning more, and what he could do to enhance our enjoyment of a sex session with him. And yes, I have had Bulls treat me like crap, calling me foul names and ridiculing me for not being a man. However, let me tell you about a Bull Named Ty. He tried that sh!t with me, calling me a sissy fagot, queer cocksucker, and a gay ass fuckee.
Ty found out real quick Uncle Sam taught me hand to hand combat very well, he spent two days in the hospital from the injuries I laid on him. I have posted before, just because I eat another man's cum from a pussy, suck cock and swallow cum, and offer up my ass to be drilled by a Bull, does not mean I'm a sissy, a fagot, a queer, I'm neither gay nor bi. I am a cuckold man who does what is requested to help bring my partner and Bull the most satisfaction possible, plain, and simple.
So, as you can see, the emotions from a Bulls perspective can be a wide and uncaring as long as he is getting free pussy, to genuinely wanting to establish a long-term friendship. Becky introduced me to a Bull in 1998 and we are still friends. Try to go hunting together at least once a year, demographics sometimes makes it difficult, but nevertheless we are still friends.
I think as far as wives/girlfriends, if you are in a truly stable relationship, most do not think any less of you as a man, just because of the things you do for her to help her to achieve complete sexual satisfaction.
The proceeding is just my opinions and does not represent anyone else opinions. Right are wrong this is what I have experienced, and I would not change a thing.
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