exs
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So, my wife has been wonderful about experimenting with me. At least she was at first. The early videos I captured show her having a blast. She was nervous, but it was clear she enjoyed herself. Those were the times I didn't have to beg her to do 'anything.'
I gave her total freedom. My rule: you can do whatever you want, as long as you are having fun.
Pretty soon she started to drag her feet. Suddenly, any act she had previously performed, or would perform would be ONLY for me. This *******ed it for me.
I'm not trying to power her into anything. However, I have seen this amazing side of her come out when she is having sex with other people. She seems to hate the idea, but when in the act, loves it.
I was cuckolded by a prior wife. Not to my pleasure. I devalued sex with her by encouraging her to relax with others.
However, with my second wife (whom I love more than anything), I have to be careful how I view these 'acts.' We laid the ground rules out early. Never trivialize what we are doing, and always honor our marriage. Unfortunately, she has on several occasions trivialized (re: ONLY for me) the experiences we had. This changes how I view it. Now suddenly it feels like she has been fucking other men without being able to say I'm being cuckolded in a loving way.
Now I hear her whispering to her lovers, and only talking where I can hear them when it seems to suit them. Paranoid? I don't know.
Has anyone else had a similar experience?
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