I Just Found My Wife's AultFriendFinder Account!

She's been a naughty girl a couple of times since when I wrote in November, but I guess I haven't been in much of a mood to write here. It looks like the both of us are getting old.

I'm getting old. I usually cannot get it up unless I take Cialis, it's depressing. It's also depressing that sometimes I do not get all anxious, excited, frustrated and Horny when she is out and probably getting another man's Cock up her Pussy. In a way it almost feels like I'm betraying her by not getting as aroused as I used to.
Although I suppose in some ways I'm just growing into the more classical image of a Cuckold; an older man with a younger, horny, hot wife who is more than he can handle, so other more virile Men with Big Hard Cocks make a Cuckold of him. And that feels kind of arousing, sometimes.

And Lisa is getting irregular periods again, and this time her Gynecologist says it likely is the start of menopause. It does not seem to blunt her Libido but she went thru a couple of really bad days coping with the realization that she won't be able to have another baby.
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that was a reallygood read! thanks!

Man that's a tough one.
Menopause isn't something to joke about that's for sure and none of us know what kind of cuckolds brownie that puts a woman through.
The only advise I have is to remember Men are the only beings that need loved.
Women need to be wanted.
Remember that and treat here in that way and I hope it all works out for you.

Are you sure it's just you getting old and not getting it up or do you think it's maybe you're getting numb to the excitement this used to bring?
That's a pretty common feeling after a while it's just another day of the same thing and it doesn't excite you anymore.
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Thanks Gerald! Your comment made me look back at it and realize that this thread has gotten really long. I'm impressed that you read the whole thing.


I do not know if I agree with this. I'm a man, and I wish that my wife would want me, be sexually aroused by me and attracted to me, the way she is to other guys with Big Cocks. And I know I've seen it in my wife that she wants to be loved. I think that men and women want both. Now, I'm not claiming that Men and Women are the same, I know that we two are very different creatures, and maybe we each offer and experience/perceive Love and Lust in different ways. But I believe that, in our perhaps different ways, we all want to be both Loved and Desired.


Well, I *know* I'm getting old, I know that my Cock just doesn't spring up the way it used to when I see a hot woman or fantasize about sex. Maybe I'm also getting numb to the experence of Cuckoldry, but then I think I am getting numb to all experiences in my life that repeat themselves; that is inevitable as we age and have those experiences again and again.

But the thought of my lovely, Slutty Black Hotwife making a Cuckold out of me does still really turn me on sometimes. Among other things, I got Lisa two lovely little Teddies from Victoria's Secret for Christmas. But I did not get to see either of them on her until New Years Eve. (I had hopes of taking her to a Swinger's Party, but that fell thru.) She put one on for me when we got home, and since I had taken my various pills earlier in the evening it was easy for the display of her charms to make me hard. She was pretty agressive as we made out, pushing me onto my back and then my Cock was in her mouth.

When she did this, the thought spring into my head: Was she trying to make me cum without me ever getting my Cock into her Pussy?? Maybe she was planning on showing off one or both of those outfits in front of some other Big-Cocked Stud! Maybe she'd even tell him that I bought it for her for Christmas, but HE was gonna be the first to get to FUCK HER in it!

The idea of her Cumming aound another man's Big Cock, being his hot cheating little slut while wearing my Christmas present to her, made me so hard and so horny! As she was doing such heavanly things to my Dick I said to her that I bet that was just what she had planned, and I could see that the idea aroused her too! And I soon came in her mouth...

So, I know that being her Cuckold still turns me on, at least some of the time.

That was New Years Eve, two nights ago. She's arelax now, but maybe I'll get to see her sexy litle outfits tomorrow night. I sure hope so!
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Well that's good news then isn't it.
You're still alive and kicking!
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It's past 1 am and she's still not home! We went to dinner, and I thought we were coming home together but then she said she was going out! I had to come home, our eldercare permister had to leave at 10.

She's out in a pair of tight jeans at our neighborhood bar, and the two tassels you see laced on her panties below are now dangling out of her pants & down her Ass! (At least, that was my last view...)

DO you think she's still in them? Or are they & her pants at the foot of some horny bull's bed right now? Is she whispering in his ear how good it feels? How much deeper he is than her husband ever reaches??

See those tassels?

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Before we parted I bet her that they'd get tugged! I wonder if they got tugged clean off !?!?
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I hope so!!! My sexy black hotwife is also out tonight with a new man

Are your balls blue like mine?? I'm trying not to cum until she gets home, but i'm going nuts! She's got me by the balls & she knows it!
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I just woke up ar 6 AM SAT NITE! (Sunday morning, actually) She came home at 3:30 last nite, after spending a couple hours with her legs spread under some lucky guy. What is tonight, a GANGBANG?
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Now it's Tuesday, and I've calmed down a bit from this weekend, but Lisa tells me I still have not heard the whole story of Friday and Saturday night (which spilled over to Sunday morning). I guess I'm writing now because, on her way out the door to work this morning, she just casually mentioned that she may have another date tonight! So far she says she'll come home first. So I guess that means I get to watch her get all prettied up and sashay out the door.

If I wasn't so jealous and horny over all that she did this weekend, I might even tease her about it a little bit, because apparently sexually dysfunctional men played a big part. Again, I do not know the whole story, but she says that on Friday (when she came home at 3:30 am) she was out with a guy who had a hard time getting it up! But he did make her Cum around his hand, and when she got home and I tried to kiss her, she stopped me first, saying with a big smile "Maybe I better wash my face first. Do I look ashy?" I kissed her hard anyway, I didn't care that he came all over her face!

Both Friday and Saturday nights my own little dick got hard enough to penetrate my naughty wife, Sunday morning I even Fucked her bottom! But, I suppose I am becoming more and more of a submissive Cuckold, because even in the act of reclaiming for myself what my little slut spreads all over the greater Philadelphia area, I imagine how much deeper her lovers go, how much wider they stretch her wayward little pussy, and how they actually bring her to Orgasm around their Big Cocks, getting to see up close what I only hear partially as her thighs clamp around my skull when I lick her Pussy. It makes me stop in order to avoid the embarassment of going soft. Lisa has never been mean to me about it, she tells me she loves me. But I think that she likes it when I slide my dick between the cheeks of her bottom, not even getting to penetrate her, and she drives me crazy with that naughty, nasty little shake and grind until I cum! And that means that once again, she and her girlfriend will get to share a laugh over how many different Lovers she had behind her Gullible Hubby's unsuspecting back, while I never even came inside her.

On Saturday/Sunday she was in a threesome with a man and another woman! And once again the man was impotent, this time having done too much of various haves to get it up. But when she sent me a picture of him going down on her, I was surprised by how jealous I was. The other woman is also a Black Hotwife with a White Husband! It's funny, the girl/girl thing never appealed to me as much as it seems to appeal to lots of guys, but I wish i could've watched her and the Guy as they did Lisa with a large Black Dildo! (She tells me..)

Lisa also tells me that this guy would really enjoy Fucking her and making her his SLUT while I watched! (I don't know if it's him she's seeing tonight...)

I hope I get to hear the whole story tonight when my naughty girl finally comes home.
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Mmm, very nice to know. I was in Philadelphia some of that time, on a business trip earlier this month.

Thank you so much for the update, I really appreciate it!

xoxoxo

Christine

more more more

Heehee, I like your enthusiasm, Gerald. I don't have much time to write these days, it seems like every time I sit in front of a computer there's too much work I have to do on it. But here's a couple pix I took of her the morning after a late night out at the local bar and then with some lucky Big-Cocked stud. These are at least a couple months old, not from the occaisions I wrote about just above.

She's such a naughty slut but she looks so cute, even innocent, (to me, anyway) when she's all relaxy the next day...

Sleepy after a night out....

My baby is tired from a wild evening...

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love your story and love your beautiful wife

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Mmmm, very nice pictures of her. TY for posting them.

So very nice to think of her and the other black HW that woman's husband. Do they also have a dominant/submissive relationship?

I don't remember, does your wife prefer white meat or dark meat? Or no preference, as long as they're big and hard? (Just wondering, LOL.)

xoxoxo

Christine

Hello Christine,
I haven't met this other Black Hotwife, and to be honest I suispect that I'm pretty far down on the list of people that she is anxious to meet. Pretty much I have to stay home and care for my Mom while Lisa goes out to play.


Surprisingly enough she prefers White meat! Or so she tells me. She's Black, so I guess she cannot be accused of racism. But I think she's more than capable of making do with whatever is at hand, as long as it's hard and bigger than my little dick. Recently we joined the SLS (SwingLifeStyle) website, and boy are we getting hammered with emails! I'm afraid the bulk are not getting answered. Lisa has all but let her AFF acct lapse because she just can't keep up with all the Guys hitting on her, and she doesn't want another bunch. And there isn't much I can say myself, she's the boss in this regard.

But I did reply to one Guy, he wrote a real Horny, Agressive letter and then followed it with another that was so apologetic and worried about offending us that I felt sorry for him, & I wrote back to say it was OK. He begged me to forward pictures of him & his Big Black Cock on to Lisa, so I did including the two below. It was funny, since one points to the left & the other to the right I told Lisa that he was a bipartisan kind of guy!

Well, he is clearly African-American (I'm not posting his face pix) but now Lisa wants to meet him! And I thought that maybe I'd get to watch, but his last email was just to Lisa and she's being a little CockTease about it, I'm not allowed to read it!

This is frustrating in a whole new way! I know just what his Cock looks like (semi-hard), but I don't think I'm gonna know about it when he fills up her Pussy with it! (I don't *think* he has yet....?!?)

Democratic

GOP

Old Enough to know better...but I don't!

My GF had a SwingLifeStyle account for a while, and met quite a few guys from that site. She said that she knew I was really okay with her dating when I paid for the membership.

There will always be lots of messages from guys on those sites, either AFF, SLS, or wherever. I guess guys feel a need to hit on everything in a skirt, rather than actually putting a little thought into what they send.

xoxoxo

Christine

NICE

where have you been!!!!!!

Hi Gerald,
Sorry that I haven't been on this site for a while, there has just not been a whole lot to write about for the last few weeks. The Missus still goes out most Fri & Sat nights, but lately she's just been takeing, not getting laid. (Or so she claims anyway.)

Of course it does not stop me from imagining. Here it is 2:30 AM, she's still not back, maybe this time she is really being a bad girl. My Cock seems to think so!

It's her Birthday! I'm taking her out Saturday night, and we may go to a swingers club afterwards. We shall see....
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BEST OF LUCK!

In February my Mom suffered a stroke. As strokes go it seemed milder than others I've read about. It took tests a couple days after the event to get the doctors to diagnose it. But my Mom was partially immobilized, could not speak, and I called an Ambulance, she was admitted to the nearest hospital. She spent five days there, and then she was transferred to a nursing home.

This was in mid-February. She is there now, and she will stay there. I cannot keep caring for her at home, it was getting harder and harder, and putting more and more of a strain between Lisa & me. And it took her absence to make me realize how much the strain of caring for her was affecting me permisterally.

So now I have guilt, lots of it. I'd hoped to care for her at home for the rest of her life, like people did it in the old days. I failed at that, I stuck her in a nursing home.

If I were a bachelor, maybe I could've kept it up. My biggest mistake was just assuming that Lisa and the girls would treat and feel about my lady just like I did. But I met Lisa in 2000, my lady lived in a different state, so she moved into our house essentially a stranger to them. I do not know if I could've kept caring for Mom indefinitely myself, but I know I could not stand making Lisa do what I had volunteered us both to do, I could not continue to endure her resentment of it.

It would be easy to vilify Lisa for not sacrificing herself in the way that I was sacrificing myself. But the fact is I was doing it as my choice while she was powerd to do it because she was my wife. She had no choice. I did the bulk of the actual caretaking myself but she did sometimes too, and it pervaded our life together. We could not go out together, almost never. She felt like I put my ****** before her, maybe I did.

And everything is so much easier now! I have so much free time, so much more relaxation. I cannot deny that I needed it badly, and that I enjoy it immensely. I visit my lady several times each week, that's all I can do.

It's a very typically Catholic mixture, I guess. Guilt & pleasure.
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Well, that has a flaming buzz-******* of a post, wasn't it? But I had to get it out of my head.
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It turned out that our trip to a swingers club on Lisa's birthday was kind of a let-down. The staff said the place was less crowded than usual, I guess people were celebrating elsewhere for St Paddy's. We watched some other couples having sex, and I enjoyed watching a couple of talented amateurs work the pole, but we could not get started ourselves. It was worth the trip, but I did not get to watch Lisa be a naughty birthday girl, which is what I wanted most.

It wasn't until the next night that Lisa Cuckolded me again, and I wasn't even there! She went out to the local bar, and she said it was going to be an early night, that she'd be home by midnight. Then I got a text at about 11:45 that she was going to another bar "with girlfriends", and then about 1AM that she'd be "out late", and she'd tell me all about it!

Well, I was tired from being up late and waking up early the last two nights, so I was able to fall arelax shortly after. I woke up when she got home at 5AM!! She slid into bed snuggled up to me and told me all about the two guys who had just Fucked her Pussy and her Mouth while she tickled my dick. Pretty soon my head was between her legs, and I licked her well-fucked pussy until she came again, her so-recently-spread thighs clamped around my skull....

These days, it is often the case that the only way I can get hard is to rub my little dick between the cheeks of her bottom while she lays on her belly, and slowly grinds against me. it is SO sexy, and SO naughty, and she is such a smug little Hotwife Slut when I cum on her Ass, not even getting inside her!

But I didn't (and do not) care, I felt like the luckiest guy in the world when I kissed her goodnight and fell arelax shortly afterwards.
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yay! thanks for the update

you wudnt happen to have any videos where can see some good action :D

The worst way of being Cuckolded is when your wife is angry with you while she is Cuckolding you, and that's the situation I'm in right now.

She had a date Saturday evening. She wasn't mad at me then, and it was fun. At about 8 she texted me, saying that she'd probably be home early, 'he wasn't her type'. Ha! When she got home at 2am, it was 'Well, he's not my type but things got better as the evening went on, sweety...'. I actually got inside her pussy myself that night, and as I was fucking her she ran her hands over my skull, saying 'Gee, I sucked him off, and he fucked my Ass and my Pussy twice, I should be feeling EIGHT horns on your head!' That was such a turn-on!! I came when she said that.

But today she had a spat of sorts with her older flower (my stepflower (no, I'm not the Dad but she was seven when we met)), and I told her that she was being too harsh on her flower. That did not sit well with my little Hotwife. She had off today, and during the day say sent me a couple texts with teasing little hints about a date she had for tonight ('You'll be home by 6:30? Good, I should still be home then.') But after I said what I said she finished getting dressed (in a hot, slinky dress) and left w/o another word.

That was about 7:30, and now it's almost 11, and I'm sitting here with a hard-on because I know she's likely getting FUCKED right now. I bet she's enjoying it extra because she knows how blue my balls are. I doubt my dick is gonna get any Pussy tonight, I'll be lucky if I can jerk myself off. I wonder if she'll let me lick her pussy.....
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I am out of the doghouse! Jeez, I am such a wimp. It's really not right if I do not say what I think when it comes to things like the kids; while I am only their step-dad I am raising them also. But it's so, so miserable when she is mad at me, like she was then.

But she herself said that I should say what I think, but she did not agree with me. I told her I did not know that I was right, that I was not trying to set myself up as some big authority, but that I felt it was wrong to keep my mouth shut just to keep her from being mad at me.

And with that, not only did I get to lick her juicy little pussy, but I actually got inside her, too! She claims her date was a 'meet & greet' and she did not grow any horns on my head. I'm not sure I believe her, but I don't care! I'm just so glad she's not mad at me any more! She even let me take this picture:

glamorous

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That's one fine looking woman!
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