Greetings all! I am a long-time lurker, and a rare poster. I tend to do that at a number of fetish sites that I like to visit, so I'm trying to turn that around.
For starters, the following is all 100% true. It will probably get rather lengthy by the time I’m done, and I thank you if you read through it and can leave some helpful advice or sexual suggestions!
I’m a young guy with a successful career, a nice house, and a beautiful wife of two years. Thankfully for me, she is a total slut and can’t get enough! I can’t keep up with her! Unfortunately for me, our house doesn’t come cheap and I’m good at what I do- enough so that I have to spend quite a bit of my time doing it. My wife, Jen, doesn’t take kindly to excuses such as working and relaxing. It has gotten to the point that if we don’t have sex for two days in a row, she’ll get nasty bitchy and start fights over nothing. Oh, and not the good kind of bitchy either. I’ll end up stuffing her just so I’ll get some peace. I enjoy sex as much as the next guy, but seriously! So it’s the weekends when we have time to play and I’ll kick back and try to enjoy myself. So, we have a regular sex life as well as a "darker" one.
I have something of an all-consuming fetish: pantyhose. Side note, a special thanks to those who post gorgeous hotwives getting fucked in ripped-up nylon while their cuck-hubbys are tied up wearing pantyhose and are powerd to watch and clean their loving wives… Rare is a post of quality, but each one brings me all sorts of satisfaction. The first thing I do here is click on “search” and enter “pantyhose”. Not a lot of new material, so I’m begging you please to post something for me to find! Please!!!!
Hosiery is my first and one true sexual desire. They are the gateway though which I venture into other exciting realms such as cuckoldry, BDSM/bondage, powerd bisexualism, and general domination play. If it does not involve pantyhose I literally cannot get hard or enjoy myself. Trust me, I’ve tried au naturel and I just can’t do it. I don’t much care for stockings, but they’ll do in a pinch. Jen, blessedly, takes this all in stride. She’s taken to wearing tights or pantyhose just about all the time, and has long since come to the conclusion that if she wants sex she wears them. She’s also extremely open-minded, so we’ve played in just about every sexual arena there is. We often both wear pantyhose. I enjoy wearing them, but as much as I’d want to I’d never have enough courage to wear them outside of the home. Generally, I enjoy being submissive and she’s discovered a real aptitude as a dominant. Honestly, I couldn’t be happier. Almost.
First, reflecting the forum this is posted on, I want to be cuckolded. I want her to cheat on me, I want her to be fucked like crazy by other men and I want to kneel before her used body in nothing but my sissy pantyhose and eat that delicious creampie. I crave the offense, I need to hear her berate me and want her lovers and friends to see me as a sissy pantyhose bitch. I want to be tied up and used as a cum bucket with my sexy wife milking studs and feeding me their spunk off her sweaty, nylon-covered and semen-coated body. I want it so bad I can barely think about anything else when that enters my brain. The problem: once I cum myself, I’m done. All ambition and desire for this goes out the window once I have my release. It makes it difficult to orchestrate something like this with such a fragile justification. We’ll talk about it and role-play, but Jen has taken to thinking that it is just fun and make-believe. I’ve begged her to do it and that I’ll enjoy it, but it doesn’t quite get across since she knows I won’t want it once I’ve cum. In an effort to overcome this, I’ve told her to power me afterward several times. I do it, but don’t enjoy it as much and it shows in the effort I put in. Oh, how I wish I could cum then eat it up and beg her slap me and fuck me in the ass until I cum again!
Second, Jen will focus on fucking. She likes foreplay and complains when there isn’t enough, but in general she just wants to get fucked as hard as and as long as possible each and every time. Isn’t cucking me the perfect solution? She can get her studs to ride her until she can’t walk for a week, then come back for more. Jen has an awesome strapon cock, and she’s gotten very good with it. I find myself with a slew of bisexual urges as a result. She likes using it. In the end, our sessions can be brief because it will jump straight into one of us fucking the other. When pressed, she’ll play rather well but it is powerd beside the actual act of fucking. Not a lot can be changed here, but I think she’ll be less anxious to be pumped if she’s got a steady supply of cock from a stable of bulls. If she can be satisfied, I believe she’ll enjoy my domination more completely.
Third, my wife is a very jealous woman. I’ve never thought of another woman, and I don’t much want anything else besides watching her be satisfied. Even still, she refuses to allow me to use the internet to look at pictures or research sexual material because of the other female models I’d see. Bah! Our fights usually involve her catching me looking at something on the wondrous expanse of the internet. Those are some of the worst. I just can't stay away though! Posts on here and on one pantyhose and nylon boards are some of the best, and keep me same until I can get some quality kinky time! She’s also expressed concern over my bisexsual desires, like she’s afraid I’m going to turn gay or something. I want to play in that field, but I don’t want to join the team. No amount of my convincing has her convinced on either point. She’s so certain I’ll find another woman who’ll fulfill my desires (which I doubt) and I’ll leave her. Well, that would NEVER happen but she thinks it would so that’s that. *sigh*
I also have to come clean about another complication: she honestly doesn’t think I want to go through with cucking because of a pair of bad experiences. Three years ago, a guy came into the store she worked at and hit on her very hard. Motivated by my urgings, she let him pick her up and they started a weekend of casual sex. It all went bad rather quickly. I wasn’t involved at all. He didn’t like hosiery, and Jen (being the good little sex-kitten that she is) didn’t wear them. The whole idea of me kind of grossed him out and he worked very hard to get her to leave me and date him. She spent that weekend with him then came home and never spoke to him again. I was upset about that weekend and was very happy she came back to me. Obviously, she’s never let herself get picked up again and believes that I won't want to go through that again. On the contrary, I want it again but better! A hard sell as the past speaks louder than promises.
The second bad experience was two years ago, when we played with a longtime friend of mine who fucked her good and I got to watch my beautiful wife in action. My friend treated that more as a threesome and was uncomfortable when I didn’t participate the first time. We had three adventures with him, and the last time I got my one and only creampie from her pussy! Oh, how I want more. I still consider him a dumbass because he was a greedy lover, not very good despite claims to the contrary and rather vanilla in desires. After the last time, the best for me but the worst for Jen, she decided she didn’t want to relax with him again. I agree as I would get much more enjoyment of the guy was a true bull and cared to learn about this lifestyle. That, and a guy who’s a little bi would be fun to play with.
The next issue I have is my wife’s discovery of her own bisexuality. After one takesen night, she played with her best friend Kate who is an avid bisexual. I was invited in (not by my jealous wife) and ever since I’ve gotten to watch some incredible lesbian action maybe once or twice a month. Jen is a real sweetheart to me and started wearing pantyhose for their playtime! I’ve never joined in besides bucking my wife when they were done. Only recently has Jen introduced Kate to our “darker” side and dressed me in pantyhose and fucked me in front of her. Probably our best kinky sex session! The feeling of offense was incredible and awesome. I still remember it fondly. After that, they’ve started playing dom/sub and have taken to using some of our many sex toys and bondage gear. Kate, and strong, smartass, independent woman has found satisfaction in being treated like my wife’s bitch whore slut. I don’t mind the competition. Jen has yet to put Kate in pantyhose, and I’m sure it is because I’ve been a bit too persistent in requesting it, playing into her jealousy…
After some of that, all in the last six months, I’ve started “escaping” and becoming Dom on my own. I never used to like it, but I found myself with a frustration on where things have gone. Jen is a switch, so she loves the change of pace when I tie her down and plow her. Use her and call her my cum slut. She’ll agree with anything I say, and she’ll hold to it if I reward her with sex. Using this (rather cleverly, I might add) the next time she plays with Kate I am to be in charge of both of them. Obviously, I am going to put them both in pantyhose and tie them down. Make them pleasure each other all night before I unload deep in my wife’s pussy and make Kate eat her first creampie. She likes cocks and pussies, so what can go wrong?
This has not happened yet, but I look forward to it.
Just the same, I am overcome by my frustration with my sexual situation. I should be (and am!) considered extremely lucky that I get a wife who indulges my sexual quirks and now has two sexy females under my control. But I want to be cucked, damn it! I want to be on the bottom of these kinky escapades, I want my wife to be used by other men! Kate has a lot of guy-friends, and I’ve fantasized about my wife being used by them while Kate whips me and calls me a useless fuck who has to watch his wife get gangbanged by her friends. I want to lick my wife’s pantyhosed feet after she gives footjobs, I want to open my mouth to receive the snowballs she’ll give me after she gives some guy head. I want her to jerk a guy off into a pair of pantyhose and shove them over my head. Make me clean them. I want to be on my knees in my slave outfit when she uses her irresistible sex appeal to convince her guys to wear pantyhose themselves and let her sissy hubby lick their cocks in preparation for the fucking to come. Oh, I want it!
So how did I get so far off course?
By the way, when I said “young” above I meant it. I just turned 26 and my wife is a year older. Many would say that I’m too young for this kind of lifestyle. Jen and I have also started seriously talking about having youngren. I want to experience the depths of this kink before I buckle down and commit to that, but I don’t dare tell her. Due to some medical issues, getting my wife pregnant would be hard and deliberate. I wouldn’t mind if a bull knocked her up but I wouldn’t get off on the fact either. Wow, getting sidetracked…
If you’ve made it this far, I thank you again. I feel better getting this out there. I do have a number of stories and pictures I’d be happy to post as a reward for opinions, observations, comments or (most especially) suggestions. Thanks!
