lancslad1
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I am a man from england with cuckold fantasies, my partner knows this and we have had some roleplay fun in bed her telling stories etc but have never crossed the line.
She has said she could not pick up someone she did not know and already like and even then has said she is uncomfortable with reality as she thinks her man should not want her woman to do it for real. Yet now she has admitted to being attracted to someone and below is an email she has sent to me names removed for privacy.
im not sure how to proceed or even reply as on one hand you read it she seem into this yet not on another perhap I should try to forget it. She is clearly turned on by the thought as she has fucked my brains out this week.
Helpful advice wanted !!
Her Email
Hi,
Not entirely sure what to say about what I told you today or what you would like to hear but here goes.....
You have admitted during our relationship that there have been women that you have found quite attractive and some that have shown interest in you and the same goes for me too in respect of men.
It is a very dangerous game to play to actively encourage a permister you know to be interested and then find yourself in a situation that is difficult to handle or get out of, after it goes past a certain point. Its very nice and flattering to enjoy the attention of the opposite sex, as everybody knows, and it is difficult to avoid these, particularly where they fall in a workplace environment. As I mainly work with a team of women on a daily basis, with the occasional man popping in from time to time (who is very,very nice) (although we do have some workmen there at the moment, making some alterations - but none of them I fancy one little bit), there is very little risk of that happening in my case (unless I had gay tendencies, that is!).
The man I told you about today I did use to like very much years ago when he was a regular user of the Fitness Suite and, quite frequently, he'd stop and chat for a little while if I wasn't too busy on reception but then he suddenly seemed to stop coming, for one reamister or another, or maybe it was that I just didn't see him when I started working more upstairs. Yes, I admit, I was physically attracted to him and he has, in past times, been the subject of some of my sexual fantasies but then you have told me that you have found a couple of female members of staff at your place attractive (there could very well be other people too, that you haven't told me about).
Anyway, I have seen him a few times in various shops and whilst walking around town and we have spoken for a little while each time and I still find myself extremely attracted to him. This week was a lot longer because he saw me sat on a bench in the sun and came across and sat with me and we had a laugh and a joke until I had to eventually leave to walk to work. I remember he had a newspaper in his hand so he had probably just intended to sit and read that but then he went when I did. It would be very easy (unless it was pouring down) to sit in exactly the same spot (not far from his flat) at the same time of day, in case he was there or was passing through again but that would be actively pursing / creating the opportunity to see/meet with him again or on a more regular basis, especially as he says that he tends to work weekends (in the building trade) so is mainly free during the daytime.
Or do I sit on a different bench, somewhere else (to lessen the opportunity of seeing him again) to have a cigarette before I go in to work and go in early as I normally do and just revamp a few old fantasies instead (he had a couple of jobs a few years ago when he went to the gym - I remember one of them was as a bouncer at a nightclub (so that gave rise to a few 'back alley' quickie fantasies - not sure if having mad, passionate sex up against scaffolding, on a building site particularly holds the same appeal!!).
Well, in reality, I really don't want to relax with anybody else, even if it does or might turn you on (and I definitely don't want you to either - otherwise our relationship would be completely over - and either one or both of us could end up losing everything and be lonely and sad (and possibly diseased) at this stage in our life), I just think that we should make more time and effort for ourselves and have more quality and interesting sex - I am dying for it right now. Maybe make more of an effort to go for evenings out, either for a take or a meal together every so often, rather than waiting for somebody's party invite. I don't want to either risk or spoil what we have had, have now and, more importantly, our future together just for the sake of a brief fling (lunchtime sex in a flat that could very well be seedy (rather than a penthouse (as it would be in a fantasy)) that would lead nowhere or nowhere where I would ever wish to be. Besides, nobody else could cope with me the way I am in the way that you do (and possibly vice versa), I don't want to have to start all over again with somebody different and risk hurting and upsetting so many people. I guess that's where we differ greatly sexually, it appears to very much turn you on the thought of me having sex with other men, whilst it more turns me on to have my man want me only for himself and his purposes (masculine pride kind of thing - that nobody gets or even samples what he has).
Got to go now - a few jobs to do
LoL D xxx
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