New and Enthralled

I'm new to the idea and community. I found the site while researching erotic magicsis and found a lot of great material. The thing is, I became and am to some degree hooked on it.

The BBC Sissy Training ( I am a man and could never nor would I try to pass for a woman)

BBC Trainers, Cuckoldry, Cocksucking magicsis and the list goes on. Now I watch them 2-3 times a week and have decided i want to make it happen. Try it w. a BBG.

I live in Kansas City MO if anyone is in the area.

You have no idea how much your life will change for the better. All white bois should have a taste of the dark side...you will never go back. Having a black man thrill you and turn you into his little bitch is the most rewarding experience of a lifetime, and even though on occasion I fuck a woman, it is the feeling of being a gurl for a black MAN that is actually the better of the two; maybe some will say that is gay, but I have no such feelings for a white man or white penis, only black cock. Maybe its the dominance thing...

I'm really not sure what the best way would be to make contact. Public ads are endless dead end e-mails. It's not something you just walk up and ask someone randomly.

I'm not so sure its the "dominance thing" its more the kink/taboo, I think. I have always like the idea of being with a dominatrix, so perhaps a temporary surrender might be a welcome for a day or so.

I'm not a feminine kind of guy at all, but just the thought of it...

Keep only cuckold, IR and Fem-Dom porn.

Masturbate to it every night right before bed so you dream about it.

Get rid of everything else including the links to it.

Kansas is a big enough city that there is certainly a BDSM community there if you look around. BDSM communities often have training programs for submissives.

If black cock is so good does black spunk taste diferent, Ive never tasted it although iv tried quite a few white loads.