Am I cuckold.. pls help

we are young merried cpl. She is 27, me 29. for about year ago we started to toalk dirty while we had sex. I saw her get wet while we looking porno with big dicks.. That give me big turn on. Step by step and we get nastier. She talks about sucking some other man cock while i am watching. And every time i get real hard. Ii am imagining about her sucking other man cock. But whan sex is over all talking comes to end.
I dont know if she realy want it or not?
I have to confes that i like to watch big cock eaither but only that.
I want to talk with someone about that. Me and her and somebody who have nice approach.
Pls help me. What i need to do?
I am prety sure that she wants it.

we are young merried cpl. She is 27, me 29. for about year ago we started to toalk dirty while we had sex. I saw her get wet while we looking porno with big dicks.. That give me big turn on. Step by step and we get nastier. She talks about sucking some other man cock while i am watching. And every time i get real hard. Ii am imagining about her sucking other man cock. But whan sex is over all talking comes to end.
I dont know if she realy want it or not?
I have to confes that i like to watch big cock eaither but only that.
I want to talk with someone about that. Me and her and somebody who have nice approach.
Pls help me. What i need to do?
I am prety sure that she wants it.

It's like being a fish, once you let her get a taste of big black cock she's hooked forever. She'll keep you around as long as you let her have some every now and then, but if you cut her off (It's over) So make sure you really want this in your life. If you do, email me and I will come to you and fuck her silly. "She's hot"

Just start out with some thing mild and see how you both feel.

Find a guy with a big cock to come over and have her give him a hand job while she's wearing something sexy and you watch from the corner.

That way, if it's too much for you or her, you can stop your games and it was only a hand job.

That's how my wife and I started doing it and now she's sucking cock while I hide and watch. We love it.

Don't take it so seriously or be so dramatic about it. Have fun. Put an ad on the internet and find a friendly guy that you get along with to help you with your fantasy. Just a hand job at first, then slowly progress to a full blowjob and then intercourse.