Some advice please

Hi all I am brand now to this site, I would love some advice from some more experienced people. I have been a CD for years, but in the closet. I have always been straight attracted only to women. I am 40 and in teh past year my desire to dress has got a lot stronger coupled with that has been an increasing fanscination with the the world of cuckolding. I recently found this site and find the postings amazing as well as very erotic. the other thing that has happened is I find I am still attracted to my wife, but that I am finding it harder to cumm when we have sex, I am able to stay hard but do not seem to get to orgasm. I am finding I seem to prefer hand jobs from my wife more than actually having sex with her. My wife is very attractive but not very interested in sex, she is avaialble for me when I ask and does enjoy an occasional finger job from me, but shes very conservative in the bedroom. I am not sure where this is all heading, anyone been in this situation before?

I have a similar situation with my wife, she seems very disinteretsed in sex at all... I am not sure what to do about it.

Well I think I was like you except I was younger.I always loved dressing and after marrying my wife at 21 i continued dressing and she knew about it.She was southern and very conservative sex wise. Well when we did have sex she would sometimes just jack me off and i began to have fantasies of a man doing it instead of her i began to imagine that she was man and that I jacked him off. Once i swallowed some cum that got on my hand and I lved it so I began eating my cum when i masturbated alone. I could pass so one time when she went home for a week I wnent out dressed to a gay bar. It was my first time out dressed. A really handsome guy hit on me and we kissed elsie
Sissy elise

Well Cder, I cant relate to the first part of your post, but having a wife thats just cheated on me, I have now discovered that she was not particularly interetsed in sex with me because I was inadequate in bed and was not providing her with whats she needed. This ultimaltely lead to her fucking a stranger and having 2 wild sexual experiences, with him.