The one that got away

If you're a cuck wannabe like me, post your true story of the closest you've come to being cuckolded. I'm currently very happy in my relationship, and hope one day she'll fuck big dick for me, but I do have a couple memories.....

The main one was my girlfriend from college. She graduated a year early and moved to Philly. I had suspected her of cheating during our time together, and at the time (early 90s) I was getting into the idea of being cucked and was masturbating to lots of IR porn online.

The girl was a slim blond with wide hips, a great ass, and a big sloppy pussy. I'd enjoy slipping a couple fingers into her loose cunt as I fucked her and when eating her pussy I could almost fist her. She definitely enjoyed the stretched feeling.

Anyway, I visited her in Philly during a break from school. We weren't really together, but still had feelings for eachother. During that time she told me she was dating a 50yr old black man. She wasn't much interested in penetrative sex with me anymore, but i'd still get to lick her pussy when she came home late from her dates. I asked about his cock and she told me it was much bigger than mine. I know she kinda go off on telling me.

In the end we drifted apart and I was left feeling a bit confused. I was so turned on by the situation, but also wasn't ready to handle the emasculation I felt by her being serviced by a superior man.

So what's your story, guys?

I have had at least two cuck experiences. In other situations, I was foolish enough to become offended when my partner became attracted to another man.

My ex-wife tried to get us to swing with another couple because she wanted the husband. When his wife backed out, and the husband showed up one night, there began a long term cuck relationship. Denial, fluffing, cleanup, humilation.

It was like an addiction. I wanted to stop it, but it was so exciting that I gave in each time.

If you want to find other stories, look at a posting, research the permister, go back to their other postings, and you can put together the story of almost any permister on this site.
I will make you crazy.

My first girlfriend was a beautiful black woman who made no attempt to hide her intentions to date and relax with other men while going out with me and letting me buy her stuff. Like an idiot I turned my nose up at my natural place in life.