a question

I am 19 years old and have a question for you guys. I have never experienced a cuckold but I will say that i do fantasize about it in a way... Fantasizing about it makes me hotter than anything else.

My only problem with it is this... I could watch my girlfriend get fucked by another guy (so i think). But after the excitement was over I would beat the living cuckolds brownie out of him. It's like after I fantasize about it and get off... It's not very attractive to me anymore...

What do you guys think? Has anyone else felt this way?

common for 19 yo... as you age you will not feel so enraged...

I think that this is a very common reaction. Most of the excitement that comes from this lifestyle is the fear of loss and the primal urge to protect your "mate". Most people who ever go on and actually participate (beyond fantasy) have similar feelings.
It's the intense emotional rush that gets everyone off.