Am I Being cucked

My girlfriend at the time now my wife had a 3 way with my best friend. The first thing she did was suck his dick in front of me and after we both got done fucking her she sucked his dick again. We rarely talked about the three way but when we got married 9 months later. My friend came to visit and she was willingly to have my dick and his dick up her pussy. Anyway we had a another three way. Ok here is the problem my wife is pregnant and does not want me to fuck her hardly ever. She only wants to fuck when she gets up in the morning from having a sex dream. One dream she said she was servicing the whole USA and charging 5 dollars and was so good they needed her in Iraq, the other dream she said was me and her fucking and a black man watching. My question to you guys is am I a full blown cuck and how can I get her to fuck me again. I think she will only do it if i am in the room.
Jason Lee