The chief surgeon

First i would like to apologize for my english. I am Danish so please be patient.
It all started a night my girldfriend and I was cutling and having fun in the bed. She is a nurse at the local hospital, 36 years old and had divorced her husbond a year earlier. She is the lady of three wonderful youngren and to me she is the most beautiful and erotic woman i could ever want.
Suddenly when we were having fun she looked sad, and I asked what the problem was. She started to cry and she told me that the Chief surgeon at the hospital, had been yelling a lot at her lately. I calmed her down and told her that her boss maybe just were stressed or maybe he had trouble at home, and that his yelling probably had notning to do with her. All she needed to do was to be kind and caring to him and give him some attention. And with a laugh I told her that a good blow job or a fuck in his office, would do wonders for both him and for her working situation. She started to smile and asked about i was serious. I told her maybe, and I could see it excited her to imagine her to have sex with her 59 years old Chief surgeon. I teased her for getting turned on by her much older and grouchy boss, and maked her understand that he easily could be her man. She blossed, but soon she noticed that i was turned on as well. She started to tease me back, and told me that she hoped that he would be more well equiped than i was, because she longed to be taken hard and deep by a powerfull man. That night we had the best sex ever, in our 1 year old relationship.
A sunday evening a couple of days later, when we was watching television, she told me out of the blue, that she had decided to somehow let her boss understand that she was willing to have more than a strict proffesional relationship. If it was allright with me, of course.
I must say I was shocked. I am deep in love with my girlfriend and I do not want to loose her. But as soon as she started to rub my cock through my trousers, I was sold and I gave her my blessings. After all i had dreamt of this scenarie for a long long time.

The whole next week and the week after none of us mentioned our little conversation that Sunday evening. I did not dare and she had a lot of evening and night shifts, so the opportunity was never right. But at the breakfast table a Saturday morning, when her kids where staying with there man, she suddenly told me that she would be away the next coming weekend. Her boss had invited her to join him at a seminar some medical Company had arranged. I must admit I got hurt and jealous, but my cock grow rock hard in my trousers. I got my self together, and I asked her if her boss had stopped yelling at her. She smiled, and said yes. She looked me in the eyes and reached with her bare foot under the table, to make sure i had a hard on. She then pulled her morning gown aside and showed me a love bite on one of her lovely breasts.

Sounds hot! What happened after?

It was last weekend that she was on the seminar with her chief surgeon.
I must admit that i havent dared to ask her what happened on the weekend trip, and she has not mentioned a thing her self. But I guess he was fucking her brain out in there hotelroom.
Anyway we have not have sex since the night I suggested that she should be nice to her boss (besides a handjob she gave me out of pity, because i looked so sad, after she had shown me her love bite on her breast), so there has not been any real opportunity to get to know the truth.
After the weekend trip, she has changed her hair style and she is wearing new and classy cloth. Gifts from her new lover I guess. She is looking real real nice and expensive with her new apperance, but I am afraid that it is obvious to any one that the cloth is not for a teachers and a nurses salery. I hate that.
To night I will make a move, and try to have some hot sex with my "new" girlfriend. Hope she is in the mood...

I would fuck her weel from now on, to keep her with me and/or but also enourage her to fuck others as well. You will see her lust blowing up like a balloon! And try, try to participate or, at least, watch! Then you will get double returns!

Last night when we went to bed, I made a move to have sex. She had her back against me, so i started to kiss her neck and my one hand was massaging her breast. I pressed my little rock hard cock against her soft skin at lower back, so there would be no doudt that i was horny and wanted sex.
At first she showed no reaction and I started to get worried if she was angry, but then she turned around and looked me in my eyes, and said "we have to talk"

She started to explain that I didnt turn on her on anymore, but she love me as much as a month ago and that her kids were very glad for me, so she was not going to kick me out of the house.

She told me that she for a long time had been embarrassed about me. Her best friend Mary had told that she and the other girls she/we know had named me Tina when we were not around. They had noticed the missing bulge in my trousers and they thought my job as a youngrens teacher was a bit girlie.

She sugested that i started to workout in the gym, so that at least my body could look a bit more masculine. And then maybe she could start not to be embarrassed to be seen with me in public.

She kissed me on my chin and said "hope you understand" and then she smiled her must lovely and teasing smile and bursted out "shall I give you a nice clitoris orgasm, Tina?" and then she started to give me a handjob, or more precisely, she started to rub my penis against my belly, with her flat hand.

I was so horny now, and I begged her to tell me all about her older, bigger, richer and masculine lover and I confessed that I loved to think of her being satiesfied and treated like a real woman by him. All I needed to be happy, was that she and her youngren was happy. I would do anything to make her happy.

She started to tell about there first time together. He had been yelling at her in his office. She had started to cry and then by an impulse she got down on her knees right in front of him. He had started to comfort her by stroking her hair and before she knew her mouth was pressed against his crouch. She started to gently bite his erected cock through his trousers.

Then I came in my first clitoris orgasm ever. It was so so nice.

Next morning at the breakfast table, my girl friend apologized for her behavior last night in the bed. She was sorry that she had told me, that her friends called me Tina behind my back and that she was sorry that she had teased me about it. She should not have done that and she wanted me to know that she still respected me as the permister I am.

But she had to admit that it had turned on and after I had fell a relax she had went to the the bathroom with her favorit dildo (the big one) and had givin her self some nice orgasms thinking naughty of me as Tina and thinking of her wonderfull lover.

I told her it was allright, and that I also had to admit that it had turned me on as well. She just smiled and said good.

After a while, she broke the silence at the table. "He is in to BDSM"
I looked up from my newspaper "who?" Stupid answer of course, but what was I to say.
"My lover...Peter, he is in to BDSM and he wants me to be his sexual servant" "I have all ready agreed and promised him that I wont have sexual interaction with other men, including you"..."Thats why I am glad you got turned on by being Tina. That way I still can give you some kind of sexual relief, if you choose to stay with me and my youngren"
She looked me deeply in my eyes "do you want to stay and take care of me and my youngren and comfort us in our everyday life?...I really really hope so. I dont want to loose you"
I looked her back and without any doudt in my voice I said "Yes, I love you and I wil do anything to make you happy"