Ikikass:
I finally convinced my wife to fuck a BBC . It turned me on but made me so jealous at the same time. She told him not to wear a condom and then let him cum in her pussy. I told her she could get pregnant, but she didn't care.
It's perfectly normal to have these regrets after your wife has been fucked. We call it "cuckold angst" and it's a mixture of being turned on coupled with jealousy, anxiety and insecurity. I suffered it a couple of days after my wife Debbie had been out for a dr1nk with a young customer from the shop she worked in. She was the assistant manageress, fast approaching 35 and married with 4 kids, but that didn't stop this lad of 23 chatting her up and asking her out. She gave him a maybe whilst she checked that I was okay with her dating this much younger guy and with my approval she told him next time he asked her out that she'd go out for a dr1nk with him after work one evening and tell her husband she'd be late home due to stock-taking.
Long story short, after a few dr1nks it was back to his place for coffee but as soon as they got through his front door they were kissing passionately and undressing each other. My wife's dark green uniform polo shirt and white bra came off first, his hands and mouth quickly enjoying her bare breasts. Then off came her black work trousers and panties and she found herself naked in this young lad's bed. I doubt he could believe how easy this had been, getting an older married woman into bed and he eagerly mounted her, no doubt clearly thinking that the poor woman obviously doesn't get enough at home. "She will in future!"
They fucked 3 times before he let her come home and in bed she told me all about it with her happily telling me that she now had a toy boy, a young "bit on the side" like she'd wanted and me agreeing to her seeing him as often as she liked, maybe once or twice a week, perhaps even staying the night at his a couple of times a month and going straight to work from there. All sounded fine and perfectly reasonable to me.
But a couple of days later the angst had really kicked in. Was he better in bed than me? I was 41, so he was almost half my age, young enough to be my s0n. Did he have a bigger dick than me? no, he wasn't and no, he didn't Debbie re-assured me, but still fearful that she'd leave me to move in with him, I asked her not to see him again as we'd previously agreed that if either of us weren't happy about our new arrangement, then it stopped. She was a bit disappointed, but the situation was made worse by the fact that she hadn't heard from him since that night. She felt dirty and used, thinking that she'd been too easy after a couple of dr1nks and that now he'd got what he wanted he'd lost interest.
We had a few quiet days and I had to re-assure her that no harm had been done. I gave her loads of kisses and cuddles, told her I loved her just as much if not more and that we were all winners really. I'd told her I'd enjoy knowing she was going to have sex with someone else, she'd been up for doing it with a much younger guy and he'd wanted some pussy. She'd made him use condoms (condoms I'd bought), telling him she couldn't take the chance of having his baby, but in truth she'd been sterilised at the age of 29 so pregnancy wasn't a possibility.
Hindsight is a wonderful thing, but looking back I regretted being so hasty. I should have held my nerve, let them carry on seeing one another because he did turn up eventually hoping for a repeat. He was disappointed by her saying no and when she said she would be going home to her husband and kids, he loudly said so the whole shop could hear, "Well, you weren't bothered about them when you were in my bed the other night were you?"
Gradually though we got back to normal, but your wife can't be "un-fucked" and I often enjoyed remembering Debbie being so eagerly fucked by that cocky young lad, then again after a coffee and a cigarette and again before he'd let her go home. Occasionally I'd bring up the subject of her doing it again, but at first her response was a firm no, "I'm not going down that road again". Later though her view softened to a "maybe, eventually becoming a "Do you think you could handle it this time? If I was to do it again?" I assured that yes, I'm sure I could, we were older, wiser and our marriage was strong and trusting, so she dipped her toe in the water again.
Over 9 years had passed since she'd had sex with that young lad and I regretted that we'd lost so much time, time my wife could have been enjoying being fucked by any other men that took her fancy. This time though things were more successful and with the advent of the internet's dating sites and social media, Debbie was soon gaining plenty of attention and with my knowledge and approval was fucked by an ex-workmate of mine as well as two more of her favoured much younger guys. At the age of 44 Debbie found herself underneath a 25 year old British soldier (2 Para) on several occasions and a couple of times with a 28 year old security guard.
Sadly, she got very secretive about who she was seeing and we drifted apart, becoming more like brother and sister. We didn't have sex at all in our last year together and we split up amicably in 2012 when she moved in with a neighbour. We divorced 2 years later and they're still together and have moved across town now, but were still friendly though she won't talk about "the old times" which is a shame as I've found out about 2 other men she s1ept with I didn't know about and a black guy she says she didn't fuck, but 2 of her mates say she did.
Sorry if I've waffled on, but basically I recommend you hold your nerve and let things take their course, though you probably don't want your wife to have the black guy's baby. Although my wife and I divorced I don't put this down to the cuckolding and I have no regrets apart from the 9 years we missed out on because of my insecurity. I'd do it again tomorrow - indeed I'm working on it with my new girlfriend, since she shyly confessed to fancying black men.
My wife Debbie
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My wife Debbie
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My wife Debbie
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My wife Debbie
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Peter C
