We are just starting to get into the lifestyle alittle deeper.She hasnt let me fuck her since november.On new years i jacked off while she played with her dilldo and was so horny and squirted a ton.But i blew my load twice cause i was so turned on by imagining her fucking someone else.I seem to go into the bedroom after work atleast 2-3 times a week,around the time she gets home,and lay there with the sheets kicked back and jackoff so she catches me.oh i forgot to mention i have a huge fetish seeing women in pantyhose and here in the past 2 months,she has changed from slacks to going out and buying 4-5 dresses,and thats all she wears now.And i dont know why the change of appearence.Anyways i use to jackoff late at night in the other room looking at porn sites,and she would catch me maybe 1 or 2 times every six months,and for the past few years we only fuck about twice a month to none.And when i bring up sex she tells me to just go jackoff.So now i go to our room and strip down naked and just lay there so that when she comes home from work and goes into our room to change out of her pantyhose ,im in there jacking off in full view.She talks cuckolds brownie about my dick and why do i always wanna play with myself...etc.Not too degrading stuff just some light offense.She'll come in the door sometimes and act like she is mad but still takes her time and humiliates and teases me.The biggest problem that i have is i would rather jackoff now,than fuck her.We had a MMF fling 4 years ago then last year she fooled around with this chick one night.And i notice that the few times she has left her email open,i have noticed a few dating sites,but its only girls sending her requests to meet.Anyways i wanna get her involved more into this whole so called fantasy lifestyle and need some advice............Is she cuckolding me? Is she acting like shr doesnt know whats going on but really does?Is she getting some cock somewhere else?Am i so fucked up in the fantasy is why i cant get it up to fuck here anymore,but can stroke for hours?What can i do to get her more involved?Should i try to see if someone can seduce her wit her not knowing that im involved?....where should i go from here? Anyways here are a few pics of her,please commit and fake or photocrop them with talkies,or cocks,or whatever you think would be hot.Thanks for listening.
