Cucked_Tom
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I have read some of the post, and it doesn't look like you are getting a lot of good advice.
If it is true about what you have said so far. About her getting dressed sexy, and flirting at clubs. And about her masturbating while both of you are talking about her having a big blk cock. Then it is safe to assume that she is ready to take the next step.
Before I got married, my wife and I had some similar experiences to yours. What I finally did to get her to take the next step, was this.
One night while we were having sex (and I have the same problem as you, not lasting very long), we started fantasizing about her taking a big blk cock, that could make her cum like I never could. As usual, I came to fast and she grabbed her toy and started masturbating. I kept on with the story, and slipped in how much it would turn me on to really see it. And I would also say how much more I would love her, if she really did something wild like that. Everyone has there on type of fantasies, so I wont go into detail about our fantasy. Use whatever fantasies both of you have, and start adding phrases about how you really want it to happen, how much it will turn you on, and most important about how much more you would lover her if she did do something. If she starts to respond more, when you talk about making things a reality, you know you are moving in the right direction. Back to that night...lol. After letting is slip about how I really wanted for her to take a big blk cock. She came very hard. After that, we lay in bed together and talked more about it. It turned out that she really wanted to do it also, but she worried to much about losing me if she did it. It took me a little while to convince her that she would not lose me, but make me want her even more. So we made plans. I made sure she understood that if at anytime she feels like she wants to back out, then it was ok with me.
Our plan was that I would drop her off at a club that we go to, and let her go in by herself. I stayed in the car the whole time. That way I wouldn't make her feel uncomfortable (I didnt want her to get the first time jitters...lol). If she came back out to the car and said she wanted to leave, there would be no questions asked and we would go home. If she called me on her cell phone, and said for me to go home. Then I would leave and head back home, knowing that she was flirting and working on somone to have fun with. That was exactly what she did. She called me and told me that she had run into a blk guy from her work that had been flirting with her for a long time, and she was going to get him to give her a ride back. I felt like I was high, as I drove back to the house. I parked in the garage, went to the bedroom. After about 3 hours, she called me and said that they were on there way to the house. I had set things up in our walk in closet for me to stay there and keep quiet if something was going to happen. I heard the door open, and for a few minutes I was scared cuckolds brownieless. I kept thinking what would happen if he opened the door to the closet and found me in it. I didnt have much to worry about since both of them were a little takes. I had left the door cracked open just enough to see about half the bed. I cock was rock hard as I watcarbonsmudged him take her clothes off and then she did the same for him. He didnt have a monster cock, but he was definately bigger than me. He had to be 8 incarbonsmudges and very thick. Most of my view was blocked, so I didnt get to see everything. I did see her suck his cock while they were in a 69, she looked right into the closet. His cock was so thick that she could only get the head in her mouth. Damn did she look hot, and I was wondering if she could see me (later she said she couldn't, and didnt think I was even there). I also got to see his cock slide into her wet pussy. When she was finished sucking his cock, she had stayed on top and turned around ready to take his big cock. I almost came at that point. After that I didnt get to see much. He had flipped her over onto the other side of the bed, so I could really see anything. I did get to hear a lot. He pounded her good for about 45 min. A hell of a lot longer than I ever could. I heard her cum twice, and when he finally came, she was literally screaming that she was cumming also. They finally colapsed on the bed for awhile and cuddled. He wanted to take a shower with her, but she pretened to be to tired. He left shortly after that, since she had told him that I would be coming home early in the morning. When she said I could come out of the closet. I did, with a big smile on my face and a rock hard dick. She told me that she was to sore to fuck me. I kissed her, told her how much I loved her, and then did something that surprised her. I started kissing my way down to her pussy. At first she didnt think is was a good idea that I go there. But I kept going, and telling her how turned on I was and that I would do anything for her. I started eating her cream pie, and she loved it. She started talking dirty and telling me to eat a real mans cum from her sore pussy, and to stay there until I finished. I gladly did as I was told. Finally, she made me masturbate for her while she told me about how good it was.
This really happened, and three months later we were married. She has had 6 different lovers since then. When she finds a guy she likes she will stay with him for awhile. She doesn't like the one night stand thing to much, but perfers to have a steady lover. Now she comes right out and tells them that I'm her submissive cuckold, and she is aloud to do anything she wants. You do have to accept some of the problems that come with being cuckolded. There is always going to be some worry that she will fall for her lover. But as long as you show your support and love for her, she will always love you. And then some of her lovers do not want you to be around when they have fun. Out of the 6 lovers my wife has been with, 2 of them did not want me to around when they got together. Usually, I would stay home while she would go to there place. So dont be surprised if the guy she picks to have fun with, doesn't want you to be a part of it.
You are moving in the right direction. You just have to be brave enough to go to the next step. If she doesn't like the idea of really doing something like this, then you have to be able to back up and accept her decision. Don't ever try to power her into doing something she doesn't want to do. From what you have said, I dont think you will have a problem.
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