Iwanthertofuckme
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Hello!
Well, first a bit about myself. I'm white, 26 years old and have had femdom/cuckold fantasies almost all my life! Recently I decided I was going to put in an effort into exploring these things! Where to begin was my first problem. Finding a woman to dominate you isn't the easiest thing to find! It's not like I could hit on women with one liners like "Hey, wanna treat me like dirt babe?". So I was basically left with internet bullcuckolds brownie. I placed ads on craigslist and got a membership on some adult sites.
After about two months and endless amounts of cam whores, I have found two somewhat promising women. This is where I need some advice, I'll describe what has happened so far and I'd like to know what others in this lifestyle think using their own past experiences!
The first women actually lives about an hour out of town. First of all she is a latina BBW about 5'5" 225 lbs, and about 9 years older then I am. I have seen some face pics, some better then others! Now I have never really been into larger women, is this something other guys have experienced? Were you able to get over the chubby fact simply because it was a turn on that she was dominating you? This woman likes the idea of making a guy do whatever she wants. She wants to do things like slap me, pull my hair, make me eat her holes for hours at a time, have me eat my own cum off her tits, make me wear makeup, stuff along those lines. The cuckolding aspect doesn't really appeal to her as she is turned off by gay men and she sees it as mostly gay. She has told me that this would be a first for her, as it would be for me. Seeing as she is out of town I would have to make an investment to explore this with her. Get a hotel room, take the bus down and back, book the day off work, etc. I'm worried that after doing all this that she will show up and just be some sweetie who doesn't have a dom bone in her body and simply wants some sex. Has anyone been with a woman who was a first time dom before? Was she able to meet those expectations?
The second woman lives here in town, this is the really promising one!! She is also a BBW but white, and a shaved head!!! She wants to do things like tie me up, stuff larger and larger toys in my ass, make me listen to her and her BF have sex, use me as furniture, offer me to her friends during her swinger parties, and most of all beat my ass with anything she wants. This woman has experience and pre-installed hooks in her basement wall!!! A few questions here tho. She said that she doesn't know how far she wants to go sexually. So I doubt I'd be allowed to pleasure her orally before or after sex. In others experience is this something you could see her growing out of? Her BF is a photographer, she says he will take pictures of me and her and that she will tie me up in ways that work well for the camera. This worries me. I'm sure it's fun to fantasize about being blackmailed but in reality I see it as dangerous! Do you think it is wise to place this kind of trust into a mistress so quickly? Has anyone been burned this way before?
I suppose that's all for now! Any feedback is appreciated! Thanks!
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