It's getting weird...

Hello,

Just need to share this, my relationship with my wife and i is starting to become weird.

This is all true:

Background: My wife was married once to JC and loved him more than anything possible. He left her for a
younger lady and left my wife devasted. Even after JC cheated on her and after the divorce she would go to his
place and let him have his way with her. Her lady and siblings all believe they are always in control, however
they also have been married multiple times.

Wife: Is highly educated with multiple degrees and holds a position with high power. Her daily attire consists of
business outfits, stockings & heels. She is a heel "whore" and loves expensive tastes ie: handbags,make-up and
of course heels.

me: I am a blue collar worker that wants nothing or needs nothing other than basic clothes and a cup of coffee
with a cigerette.

She is 40 and i am 43

Just recently, she has suggested we experiement and have done the following:

1: She has bought my multiple panties, bra's and thigh-highs. I am to wear them at all times.

2: She bought the "large" pack of tampons, that she shoves in my ass and she loves the "little" string hanging
out of my ass. BTW... it hurts like heck when she inserts them.. making me go the bathroom put my hands
on the counter my face on the counter-top.. She has no pity in my moans.

3: i no longer relax with her in our bedroom. She and our young young relax there while i have to relax in this
pet smart mesh dog house on the floor.

4: She has asked me to quite my job to start taking care of the house-cleaning, cooking and everything else
house-wise.

5: Punishments included and not limited to: hard whipping, takeing her urine and degrading myself in front of
our house.

6: Sex with her ex'es always included the following:
6:1- She would suck his dick and swallow: She has don't that with me in years.
6:2- She would always suck her ex'es ass: She has never done that with me.
6:3- She has always been fucked in the ass by her ex: She will never let me even after i beg.

7: All cooking is done by me and if she "cooks" it's always take-out.

There is more to come, however i need to start the laundry before she gets home or she will start a fight.

no comments? i am sad.

You're more of an slave than a cuck, however be careful of the tampons they might suck your intestines dry and result in health problems, an altermative is to put vaseline in the ass before inserting the tampons
abitloon

Thank you al, however she keeps me hydrated with water throughout. She is going out tonight and wants to be satisified, i am with our young watching cartoons... she is getting dressed...

You are definitely at the bottom of this relationship. Do you enjoy being used by your sexy, dominant wife? Is she going out to see her lover tonight and does she flaunt this fact? I would live to know more about how you both feel about this relationship?

Hi BN,

Yes, I realize my wife is in charge, she pays all the bills. I get a pang in my stomach everytime she goes out like tonight. She calls me cuckold in front of all my family and in front of my sister-inlaw ( SHE IS HOT ) makes me show her what i am wearing.

She is now packing an over-night bag and asked what size heels she should wear and with what stockings.
he lover makes her happy and that's all i should care about ? right ? I am so jealous

Why are you not packing her bag for her!?! Did you plan to be a cuckold or did she power it on you? Do you enjoy that massive cuckold anxiety buzz as you're watching her now?

BN, my beatiful wife likes it for me to pick out her clothes. She just urinated in my mouth and put another tampon in my ass with instructions to take water and take it out when she calls. I hate how the heels, i bought yersterday are on her now that hurts. I am now instructed to keep busy ( she gave me a list ) and said she will call and be back tomorrow morning.....what scares me is she is thinking about having more than 1 guy ??? I am so crazy right now...

I love to be used as a toilet and 'powerd' into degrading acts. You don't sound is if you do. What aspects of your cuckolding/slavery do you enjoy, if any?

BN, my lovely wife uses me as her toilet often and i don't have a say. It is a moot point. I just dislike the fact she went out so soon after i bought her the 5" black stellito heels. I was hoping she would wear that for me but she has already left however before she left she said " Babe, kiss the pussy good-bye"

@ cuckold_2 Loved hearing your story. Keep us updated

It sounds like she knows you aren't entitled to feelings. You are there to be the object of her cruelty. Your feelings don't matter to her. If she knows your upset about not seeing her in her new shoes, it will give her something to laugh at you about with her boyfriend. This will make her night of sex better and this is a good thing! Right?

Thank you so much for sharing! Your marriage seems delightful!

I'm not clear that you are worried about the "weirdness," but it seems like you might be. (That is the way people use the word "weird" much of the time.) If you are, let me reassure you: Your marriage is not that weird in context. Yes, it would seem shockingly unconventional and kinky compared to societal stereotypes, but within the context of people who are living BDSM lifestyles, it sounds pretty standard.

Recent research shows that fantasies of BDSM are rigorously normal in Western society. Those who actualize those fantasies in any way are distinctly in the minority. But among those who do, the activities you describe: crossdressing, housework (domestic service), physical punishment (especially whipping), cuckolding, public offense, overnight kenneling, even (contrary to Mark916) toilet service are all not at all unusual at all.

Of course, the main thing is that they seem "weird" to you. Since you are on this site, I am assuming that you regard this as a good thing on balance - with the conflicted feeling and doubt being the very fuel of your libido. In our fetish, the conceit of non-consent is important to many, but we are all volunteers in this kink. You wife might push your limits here and there, but fundamentally I assume by your presence you are a willing partner in her demasculation of you.

One thing I wonder (just out of curiosity) is who is driving the shape of the dominance in your relationship now. For instance, when she suggested wearing panties all the time or that you do the housework, was that her inspiration - out of the blue for you - or had the two of you previously had enough talk or experience that she had reamister to think you'ld find that hot? The tampon thing in particular tends to be a male fantasy and not something that women get a charge out of on their own (although it isn't impossible.) Just wondering.

Best of luck to you both. I would love to hear more about the relationship with both of your families and how that has changed or evolved over time, if you care to share.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

Hello,

Thanks for the replies, i will answer the questions in general. i believe i really like this lifestyle or i would of left
years ago, so something in me is enjoying this. As for family, only her sisters and my brother & sister in-law knows. Around everyone else instead of addressing me as cuckold she just calls me "CH"

The neighbors must know something because of some of the humiliating acts i have been powerd to do either with front doors wide open or actaully in our front yard. For example last Sat. my neighbor from across the street saw i was in the garage with my cig. and came over to visit and brought some beers. However at the time
I was wearing my pink bra and it was clearly visible but he didn't say anything. Other examples are when her lover comes over and they see her all dolled up and jumps in his car & immediately kisses him.

How we got to this point, well it wasn't over-night. A couple of years ago, i shared some of the fictional stories
i enjoyed reading regarding this lifestyle and she read all of them and said she enjoyed them. Also, i think
her upbringing had something to do with our current lifestyle, where her lady and sisters were taught
to always be in control.

She must of come home very early this morning because when i got up she had left me a note.
It was a short note that read. " I see you slept in my bed, we will talk about this tonight"
She also wrote " I have left a few pair of my heels out for you to clean with your tongue ! "
and she wrote "The litter box needs to be cleaned, remember the rule NO SCOOPER only your hands"

I currently wearing my Thurs. outfit on and doing house-work. i am looking forward to everyone's replies.

Thank you,
CH

No ones reading this it's ok ...it's like my own permisteral diary....

As a blue-collar worker i work all holidays as a professional my wife is off. The holidays are coming and so are the office parties for her. I have already been shopping for dress and heels and her current lover is taking her to the office parties I bought my wife a black dress and black stilletto heels (once again, she is a heel whore)

I am please with my selection and she will be dressing up for him as i am going to work ...

My beautiful wife contines to write on my chest "cuckold" with her lipstick, i think it is almost permanent.

She just called me and said she is picking up our flower and going to the "uncles" house since he has youngren
they play and the wife and him decorate the house and i sit at home with my friday outfit... which consists of
bra/panties and thigh-highs... but she said they will be back in morning which is great however i work that night i am sad.

Thanks,
ch
ch=Cuckold.

im reading this and can't wait to hear more

thanks

Update on my own diary:

The past weekend we had my Wife's older sister ( She is 5'11" w/o heels long hair and dresses to the nines) come over for a lunch. I will call her "J" .

"J" brought over her boyfriend and i noticed ,she started "ordering" him on what to do.

i didn't really focus on the verbiage however he was always holding her belt-buckle with his finger. i found that odd and looked it up later found out it was a symbol of being sub serviant.

Both him and i found ourselves grilling and cleaning while our SO's relaxes watching the E-channel with lots of laughter.

That is when my Wife suggest that the "boys" show what is underneathe......... OH my !

People are reading - just not commenting...

Love it! More please!

people are reading..

Over 3,600 people have viewed this thread, so people are reading it. They just aren't commenting.

Thank you Odin,AKcouple and thirdeye it was nice to see a response.

The only update is my wife has been shopping more ( i see this on our on-line accounts) and I haven't seen her in 2 days. I receive SMS's stating she won't be home and to keep up with the chore list. The hard part is knowing her "lover" is spending time with my young. Don't get me wrong, i am a cuckold and only wish her the best.

This morning she did call me telling me it is time for our flower to have a little brother or sister and since i am
fixed, i was baffled but she quickly said "it will be his not yours" and i am expected to raise the young as my own and made it clear she will still go out with him during the pregnancy and after. After hearing this my heart sank.


I must of done something wrong, during our phone conversation my wife said " I will be home tonight, expect to see the chores done and find you in the guest bathroom bent over with you face and hands on the counter, it
is time for your tampon to be put in.

I think something big will happen the weekend her sister "J" is coming over with her boyfriend and he and i
are going to be grilling. i believe this because of her recent shopping spree. i think i have another outfit coming.

If you don't like what's happening, then stand up for yourself and give her a slap.

Dear Cuckold2

I think you are living a very exciting life. I disagree with those saying you are more a slave than a cuckold, you are both. It is evident that for as long as you elect to stay with your wife, you will be trained to become a more subservient and useful slave-cuckold to your Mistress.

My suggestion would be for you to fully embrace this. Accept it as a fact and try to figure out how you can really please your Mistress and demonstrate your devotion to Her. I would suggest you purchase the two first books by Elise Sutton; "Female dominance" and the "Femdom Experience", share these with your Mistress and ask if you can please read these together so that both of you can be inspired for how you can develop your Femdom relationship further. Tell Her that you really want to serve Her and want to become the slave that is so useful and pleasing to Her that She will never contemplating leaving you.

Please continue updating your story.

Sincerely
Elina
elina

Life continues...

Nothing major as occurred. The only few things that have happened is my wife (2 weeks ago) ordered 3" heels with locks on them from some on-line site for me to wear. I am having a hard time learning how to walk in them however since i now relax in them and walk "better" it isn't that bad. A co-worker actually asked me (half joking)if i have "man-boobs" due to the fact i have to wear my pink bra underneath my shirt that was kinda of embarrassing.

As for the her (hot) sister and her boyfriend coming over awhile back that was a "WOW" realization after grilling
the Ladies actually had us both strip down and show what we wear underneath.. he and i were both so humilated... i was (as-always) bra,thong panties and bra with thigh-highs) what made me laugh was so was he
however he wore a black lacy corset. The girls just laughed.

The house next door to us is for sale, my wife brought up an idea of buying the house out-right (she makes good money) and i move in there. i told i am not to sure about that but she insisted it is property and we could take down the fence have this huge backyard.

i know her lover and her will be going out this weekend, it's his B-Day, so i won't see her but it is ok since i took an extra day off and can get some relax ( FYI... my wife likes to keep my relax deprived) that is another story.

ok, sorry for the long post have to go do my chores..

-ch

I would have thought you would jump at your wife's idea of buying the adjacent house. Clearly, she intends to move you out at sometime, and what could be better for you? The next house makes it easier to see and visit your flower, and reduces the commute for your chores and other tasks they will (I have no doubt) keep assigning to you.

The one issue I would raise is upkeep. Two full houses is a lot of work and since I assume she wants you to continue to be employed too, it might require more help. It is a nice fantasy that the slave can simply do ever more, but it will be too exhausting for you in reality. Raise this as a practical matter with her.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

cuckold_2

Can't tell if you are bragging or complaining....

On the plus side: You are the Bitch husband of a Bitch wife. Your wife comes from an entire family of Bitches that are well versed and experienced in all manner of Bitchiness. Wife is behaving like a perfect bitch and treating you like a little bitch. Wife is in total control, micromanages your entire life and she has you completely under her thumb.

On the minus side: Wife is tired of cuckolds brownieting all over a toilet of a husband and is ready to flush and trade him with his sillyness for a real man.

Very simple solution! Problem here is that everybody too complacent. You need to keep yourself firmly implanted in wifeys mind. Tell her that you find her tall, mini-skirted, high heeled sister's man control more desirable than hers. Tell her that you think her sister is super hot and sexy. This will help her to focus some attention in your direction. It sure would animate the relationship a wee bit!

While you are at it..... Explain to wifey how you feel that some activity like caning could allow her to express her frustrations more fully while letting you share the intensity of some of her angst..
..............PSEUDO PERSON...YMMV!

Thanks for sharing.

IASP, took your advice about the caning and what i thought about her sister... that didn't go to well...

She basically said "ok" if that is what u want... she proceeded to beat the hell out of my ass until it red... I will
not take your advice again...LOL...

She did buy the house next door (in her name only) and we did take down the fence and yes i moved in by myself.. the weird thing is i find myself always looking out the front window and seeing her lover come in and out of my old house.

It's ok due to the fact that her lover brings over his kid and i see my beautiful young play with his and i don't have to wonder where they may be ....

my wife continues to talk about another young but when i argue against it, she becomes more loving and my last reply was " maybe "

The good thing is i am now able to dress myself and wear heels w/o a problem, when she came over 2 days ago she was surprised and we actually talked like wife and husband. That made me happy..

Ok, have to go to paint my old house, my wife said that the office needed a new "coat" what I DIdn't like was seeing a picture of her and her lover on the mantle.. that hurt...

You live the perfect life.

Wow, fast move into the new house - contract, purchase and move-in in less then two weeks! I guess paying cash upfront really simplifies things. I assume it is still pretty much unfurnished. I suggest keeping it that way so that 2nd house care won't take too much time and attention away from your other duties. You really just need one room to live in, a bathroom and maybe light use of the kitchen anyway since I assume much of your time is taken with work and chores.

Here's a piece of less practical advice: No TV or radio in the new house. Without such distractions you'll spend more f whatever time you have alone doing two things: (1) staring out the window longingly and wishing she would call, (2) thinking about who you really are and what you really want. The first is both hot and good conditioning for you new life, the second is necessary for you to decide how you really want this to go.

Good luck!
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.