gavakale1
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Part 2:
He moved I got of the wrap, I was out of breath and heavy breathing. He went to loo first and I moved to kitchen sink to wash my face and all. She went after him and took a shower before he got out the loo.
When we met in the saloon before anybody say anything he start talking and said let me offer you a dinner at Sakhalin. It was a really high end restaurant which was her favourite. She said ok without much emphasis. I was going to say we should go to a hotel and he cut me before I finnished and told "let me at least make my amends". I node reluctantly. For some reason I thought it will be just me and her at the dinner but when we get there without him telling anything they gave us a table for all in the best corner and we sat together.
She and I didn't look eye to eye and he didn't bat and eye and kept talking like nothing happened. I realized that she was looking directly in his eyes all the time with a smile and didn't show any sign of distress. Maybe she was keeping her posture, I don't know.
He said they reliesed my funds and I owe you a lot. I need to send a lot more for all your effort, you helped me while everybody was digging my grave. I wasn't sure was he talking about both of us or only to her. But I stoped him and said, thats enough, you don't need to send anything. He didn't look took his phone out and after a minute said anyway I send your old account, I can not put a price on your support but at least now I can pay what I owe. She smilled and said ok, ok. I wanted to know how much he send but couldn't ask her and she didn't check. I said we will send back and he jumped saying it is not just for bail but tickets, time and all the trouble. Instead of acknowledging what I said she replied I understand.
I felt like something changed with her like a switch turned on or something. I can not pinpoint the moment but it felt like, it happened when we were back at home.
I just want to dinner to finnish and fly back home but it didn't end with the dinner.
We are still in Russia, not muched passed and it feels things are getting more out of control.
My worked just affected and she is now talking that he can help me find another job in Russia if needed.
So we are still in Russia and that day wasn't the end we are still in this mess. And I am sure he is actively want my demise. But i can not prove, talk to her or go to police. I don't even know the language.
It sounds like some kind of stockholm sendrome or a catch 22 situation. I am trying to keep it together. If I leave her which feels like the only thing I can do, I don't know how she will react or would she stay. I don't want a secenario that we don't go home back after all this and I want to forget everything like it didn't happened.
I thought this would be the only place that I can write this here, and some of you can understand or come up with something.
if I have the energy or courage I think I might right the rest of what happened till now. Writing here really helped for now and I am good. Will see what tomorrow bring.
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