Key West Fantasy Fest: Humiliation with unexpected results

We are in Key West at Fantasy Fest and my wife is using the venue to start cuckolding me. She's met another man (Vinny) and she's playing with another man she's wanted for a few years but never had (Mike). Vinny was hot for her because he is a fireman and has a big cock he sent her in pix (she was super hot for him the prior week online). On the first night, she drank a lot and was making out with him in the bar, sitting far away from me. He was groping her and she was stroking him! She loved it. Then Mike showed up and she was all over him too. Pretty soon, they were sandwhiching her and she was going crazy. I was going crazy too...but now how I thought I would....I was very nervous and sick to my stomach to watch the action. I wasn't turned on at all like I have been the past several years imagining this very moment.

We left the bar with a few other friends and went to a private home w/ a heated pool (it was about 2am at this piont). All clothes came off and we hoped in the water. Everybody stayed there for about 20 mins and Mike asked Lisa (my wife) to go in and shower with him so he could 'warm up'. They did and I could hear my wife laughing and talking but nothing else (she later said he had her on her knees with her mouth full). They came out of the shower and must have gone into the bedroom cuz I could hear her laughing and talking from another part of the house (I was still in the pool talking to people and fully aware that they all knew what she was doing with Mike).

About 30 minutes went by and she called me in...with a stern voice and by last name only. She kept calling for me as I got out of the pool and went inside nude. She was laying on top of him on the bed, both fully nude and him with his hands all over her and kissing. With a wicked look on her face she started teasting me. She wanted me to stand in the corner and watch them. She had started her period several days before so wasn't going to fuck him just yet but was doing everything else. She would have for sure though. She told him that I like to be fucked like a girl (on my back, legs up and spread with my dick inside her which she fucks me (god help me I do loe it)). She told him that I like when she punishes my balls and tells me my penis is small (which it is compared to him). She told me to tell hiim that I wanted him to fuck her tonight (wed) and tomorrow once her period is over. She would occasionally suck his dick while I watched.

It was a very hot scene and very much what I've always wanted her to do. But, I didn't react or feel like I expected at all. I wasn't turned on. I felt humiliated knowing the people in the pool could easily hear her humiliating comments. I wasn't hard. I felt embarassed and I had trouble answering her. That was Monday night. Today is wednesday and now I can't stop getting hard over the memory! This is a very wild trip and I'm very curious to find out if I feel the same way later. Wish me luck, I'm very hopeful that I'll find us in this same situation. I also hope that he gets into the situation with him and has a few comments of his own.