Question re. addressing the cuck

I was thinking about a thread I read here last night and started to wonder, particularly in relationships where the cuck is never allowed sex with the woman: if the cucking girlfriend/wife calls you regular pet names, "honey", "hubby", "sugar', etc. does that reassure you that she still cares for you and feels emotionally connected to you in some way or does it sort of burn deeper that she calls you these nice names and yet won't allow you inside her, sort of another way of mocking you and your true status to her?

I suppose the reaction varies by permister, how and when or where the words are said, but I thought I would still pose the question and see what the feedback was, and perhaps it would bring up specific memories or fantasies you would like to share.

I was cuckolded by my high school sweatheart and didnt even know what cuckold is. I was madly in love and thought that she was going to be the one for me. We had lots of sex in different places but no matter how hard I tried I could only make her cum with my mouth. We were both open about our fantasies and I always wanted to have a thresome with both m and f, and finally I convinced her to do it with my best friend. So we decided that we will try it when we will go skiing and my budy will go with us and we will all stay in one room. Needless to say it turned out that he was very well hung and always had a thing for my gf just never said anything. It was a weird experience for me and it completely change everything and I mean everything. I've been fucking my gf for two years and I have never seen her enjoy sex like she did with him. It wasnt long after that when she told me that she wont have sex with anyone who isnt at least 8" and thick. That of course included me and all she let me do is eat her pussy and eventually I learned to like to clean her creampies. For me permisterally it was very difficult to acept the fact that she no longer needs me in bed. It hurt my ego and self esteem but I did love her and she deserved to feel like a real woman. We are no longer together but I wish we were.

Love can be blind, YES?

It sure can. Whats life without love?

slut, bitch, sissy are about all i am called.
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