luv2o
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She was an independent escort in SF when we met. Well, I was one of her client. After couple years, she moved in and stopped advertising.
Still, from time to time, she does 'business' with old clients. "It is just a business and I am helping those to relax and to be happy". That was her response when I asked her why she still does that even though we financially are well stable.
Not only that, sometimes, she exchanges her 'service' with her friends, such as for a good massage or for a good digital lens. I just don't believe we cannot afford those. But, I just keep quiet.
Sometimes, when I are around before her 'business', she asks me to drop her so she wont' need to drive and find a part space. "It is hard to find the parking and you will know where I go". Dropping her off and seeing her walking into the building is a "pain" but "exciting" felling. From time to time, before she gets off, she reminds me not to follow and don't worry about her.
When she finishes her business, she gives me a good treat. She says "to easy your jealous and your pain and to thank you supporting me". She even takes off her panties, mixed her juice and his (their) loads, and asks me to smell it when I think of her and to save it for her. Of course, I need to get hot tub ready for her to relax. I join her with hot tub but I always get her permission first before I enter the tub. Dry her up, put on the robe and get a cup of freshly brewed green tea for both of us.
We been together for 10+ years. Couple years back, I was kind of tired of this and we had some argues. As you can image, she did not change much. In stead, I gave in. She told me she loves me very much but I have to deal with my jealous.
OK, I am kind of relieved after I found this site where I find others having the similar experience and openly shared that. Thank you all. After reading the posts for couple weeks, finally, today I post something. Not sure why but I feel much better posting my opinion. I guess somehow I found a way to release myself.
She never shares what happen during her "business". In stead, whenever I ask her she always asks me what I can image about the session. "That is a good one. Maybe I will do it next time". She just keeps me thinking about what possibly happened in the session and plays my toy with either her hands, feet or mouth. Couple times, she sucks me off. But in stead of swallow it or split it out, she does me a Deep French Kiss(DFK) . I wonder if she try to train me clean her up. But, as she never let me into her 'business'. I guess that is not the case.
I think I am her slave. Although, other than her 'business', I decide most of the things around the house. Oh, not just her 'business'. She is in charge of sex related activities which involves both, such swing parties and some sex parties during holiday seamister.
Anyway, I feel much better now as I find the place to read and to share this life style. Thank you all and let's keep going.
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