How I started as a cuck

Hey all I thought that I'd share the whole reamister why I'm into the interracial cuck scene. It happened when I was a kid about fourteen where I watched my babysitter make out with this rather intimidating black guy and feeling his cock in her hand. Afterwards she pushed her hand in my face and had me smell the after affect of his balls. I remember that she was real dominant with me and bitched slapped me a couple of times.

This actually happened btw not a fantasy although their was other experiences that turned me on to the whole interracial thing as well this is the one I think that got me in the whole cuck theme.

Anyone else go through similar situations as kids?