Not a cuck but have fantasies about cleaning up creampies from BBC???

I'm fairly dominante sexually, have a 7" cock with plenty of girth but since my teens, I'm 30 now, I've had a fantasy about white women being inseminated by black men, and about cleaning it up. It is somthing I think about often when having sex and masterbating.

This does not seem to be the norm as most of the cucks I see on this site are wimpy, small cocked and easy dominated by their women. I'm a bit confused on this.

I live in Houston btw.