I have to find another black bull

I have been married for over 25 years. In that time I have found several big black bulls to satisfy me, because my husband does not measure up. He has a small dick and I really need a "real man" with a thick cock. I would do anything just to get a chance to feel their massive manhood and have in the past. My last bull fucked me however and whenever he wanted. He even set up a party for me with himself and 3 other big black studs and a white one. They had me so hot and wild that I had one sucking on my titties from underneath me, one was fucking my ass, I was sucking one huge cock and playing with anothers cock and balls. I would have given anything to have them all the time. I love my husband dearly but he can not please me with that little boys dick he has,. he does please me in other ways though. One of my favorite things to do is to come home after being with one of my friends and having him inspect and then lick the cum out of my pussy. I have in the past made him wait outside the house while I was with my bull. I would let my husband come in the house after my playmate left. I know that seeing my freshly fuck cunt and seeing the bulls cum dribbling out turned him on. I made him inspect my pussy and I would have him lick me almost clean then he could stick his small dick in my wide open well fucked cunt. I always comment on how I couldn't even feel his little boys dick inside me. I would tell him how well my friend fucked and how I couldn't wait to get my lips around his huge cock. My hubby really gets excited when he finds out I let him fuck my ass. I love to let him see how another man uses his wife and I tell him that if he had a big dick instead of a little one he could use me. I am right now trying to find a new bull "to service me" as I call it. I hope to find one soon. If you know anyone let me know.