Hello, my name is jennifer, Im 37, married, one children and from Colombia.
This is the first time Im posting something on this forum. So a little about me;
I got married the first time when i was 22, 2 years later i had my first kid and my life changed for ever. When my sun was 5 i got divorced.My life was really hard after that. i had no time to go out, know people, etc. just working, leaving my sun at the school in the morning and coming back home at almost 8:00 pm.
No sex for 3 years, no fun no nothing.
One day at dinner on a friend's house i meet my actual husband. He is 14 years older than me, an exelent profesional businessman and a really good person. so after a couple of dates we start officialy dating. I think i felt in love because his inteligence, his power... i didnt feel phisically atracted though. when you are thirty something, one kid, divorced and you find a good man you want to stay with him.
So we got married and everything was beautiful until last year. He started having some problems to get a full erection. He has a nice 6.5 inches but usseless. I was 36 horny as hell and he was 50 and unable to get a full erection.
At the begining i wasnt thinking on cheating or nothing like that. But after a year of been a really horny faithfull women i couldnt hold my sexual behaivor anymore.
Yesterday i woke up and my husband told me the guy from the cable company was coming to fix the interner access. I woke up very horny and instead of masturbating as every morning, i decided to dress a little sexy and show my body to this guy while he fixes the interner access.
So my husband left and i went to the restroom feeling really nervous, confused and horny. I was missing a hard cock. At least i wanted to make this guy to get hard and after that when he has left i was going to have a master msturbation session.
But suddenly my plan change. As soon as this guy come in. He is 28, fit, with an hispanic look and wearing this uniform from the cable company.
I took a pic of me before the guy got here, and then one after he left.
I showed at the dining room wearing like the first pic. He was watching me all the time, and i felt really nervous and exxited, I saw how his pants were showing something really nice down there...
I got curious, i start flirting, talking, getting closeto his body (i didnt know what was going to happend, but i was ready for anythig)
He was showing me something realted to the wireless antena when he start touchinh my back, my ass, kissing my neck and rubing my niples.
I got so wet, i was giving him all the access to my intimate parts, i was feeling taked, raped, a slut, a cheap whore, like never in my life. I was feeling a hard cock against my body, and i wanted to see it. I couldnt hold myself anymore and i got on my knees within seconds, i unziped his pants and there it was: a really hard and BIG cock. I dont know how big it is, but it was long and REally fat. My hands were small to hold it! i start sucking and sucking and sucking, I was feeling the slutest unfaithful married woman in this world, i felt so horny that i was thinking about fucking him without a condom but while i was thinking about it within 4 or 5 min he came on my mounth. I cant belive i left this guy to cum in my mounth. I"ve never done that before with my second husband.
Then he left and i had to masturbate 3 times like a tennager. I was feeling really weird and confused when he left, i didnt knew what i did, but i know now i want to fuck him. I really need to feel that cock inside me. But i feel guilty at the same time.
Should i talked to my husband? Should i let him know?
This guy is coming on next tuesday and i dont know whats going to happend....
I need help!!!
thanks!!!
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