Porn for cuckold losers?

As a loser submissive, I've never been able to satisfy women sexually - I have a small penis and often have trouble getting it hard. So as a loser submissive, I know I don't deserve to see women naked.

But what about watching porn? Is that against the rules for a cuckold? I know every situation is different, but in general, what do you think? Should cuckold losers be denied porn too? What about censored porn?

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We've been married for 26 years and for the past 19 years there are only two types of porn that my spouse actively encourages me to view: censored porn that only covers the women's privates and gay porn. I gotta tell you that the gay porn is very powerful stuff because I'm now a card carrying homosexual. Now I only crave cock and fantasize about cock. I find Men very attractive and get highly aroused by a Man's naked body. I have absolutely to desire for pussy and find it rather repulsive. My spouse and her Ex-Husband are very ok with my homosexuality and they enthusiastically support and encourage it. My spouse's sex life has never really been part of our marriage because she has maintained a very active sexual relationship with her Ex. When it comes to sex, He's realistically still her Husband.


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I am only allowed to watch interracial porn, femdom (specifically pegging) and pics of big black cocks.