Shy_guy_21040
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#1 Posted: 29 Jul 2006 16:42
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I thought it would spark a conversation if I shared why I have strong tease and denial and cuckold fantasies.
It started a few years ago when I was still married. My wife and I grew distant towards the end of our relationship. I wanted her to be a bitch in the bedroom, but she decided it would be more fun for her to be a bitch everywhere else in our relationship. She had no trouble denying me sex, but wasnt interested in teasing me.
She found another man on the Internet, and developed a relationship with him. She wound up cuckolding me, but again had no interest at all in teasing me about it, even though I wanted her to. She was happy to have another man in her life, and I was happy that she was happy.
After my wife died, I was able to explore my fantasies and play out a couple of them. I could do a bit of tease and denial at the local strip club, but it isnt the same as having a woman in your life teasing you. Cuckolding will remain a fantasy for now unless I develop a steady girlfriend.
Ive been interested in cuckolding for several years now, ever since I discovered that I enjoyed the idea of my wife having a boyfriend. The two situations that interest me the most are an escort cuckolding me or a lesbian and my girlfriend cuckolding me.
I cant imagine anything much more humiliating than being cuckolded by an escort or a prostitute. Just thinking about a woman denying me what she so freely sells to any other man turns me on. I think I would enjoy the reality of living with an escort, although Im sure the reality would be less exciting than the fantasy. I believe I could get into taking care of a sexual woman with whom sex would be so infrequent as to be non-existent. It would be all about the touching, the cuddling, the caressing, and the pampering.
The situation with a girlfriend and a lesbian will probably stay a fantasy. While the fantasy of serving two women is strong, I cant imagine what it would be like in reality to serve and have sexual attraction to a woman that has zero sexual interest in you. Depending on how strong her feelings of jealousy are towards you, she might even enjoy torturing you. If the girlfriend enjoyed drama, she could play with the lesbians feelings towards her, making her even more jealous, with the result that the lesbian takes out even more of her frustrations on the poor man.
Anyway, these are my fantasies and how they came about.
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