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desperate1
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# Posted: 9 Sep 2006 23:58:36
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I love my darling wife but she no longer wants to cuckold me. Before we were married she was what we called "easy". She had been fucked by loads of blokes, many were just one night stands, and had quite a reputation in our area. I fucked her on our second date and as far as I know no one else had her until after we were married 3 years later. She would put out for me any time any where and any place. Also we would talk a lot about her earlier escapades. Gradually over the time of our engagement She told me more and more of what she had been up to since losing her virginity at about 14.
About 3 months after we were married I came home one night and she dragged me upstairs and virtually raped me. After I was lying on the bed exhausted. "What was all that about", I asked her. "I was so excited she said", "I have a confession to make". At this my prick started to rise again, my mouth went dry and my heart started to pound. I must have had a premonition. Evidently one of my mates had been round (he had been one of her earlier boyfriends) and had got her into bed and really given her the best shag she'd had in over three years. During our conversation, (I behaved very civilised), she told me that I had never given her an orgasm, since we'd met, with my penis. I did manage a few times with oral sex but as a lover I was pretty useless, both in size and in technique.
By this time my penis had stiffened to its full 4.5" and I wanted to do it again. "No" she said "Alan has made me sore after this afternoons fun "ill give you a quick rub I cant take any more up my pussy".
She didnt fuck Alan again but there followed over the next few years affairs with about 5 men, all much bigger and better in bed than me. These affairs all lasted from about 9 months to about 2 years. We both thoroughly enjoyed my being cuckolded but I was never allowed to watch, as she explained, she was in love with each one and could not betray them, obviously not thinking the same about me. But, I understood and only wanted her to get the sexual satisfaction she could not get from me, plus of course the marvellous orgasms I acheived when she told me about what they did and what I couldnt do. "Oh why do you have to spoil great sex by fucking me after Ive been wonderfully seen to by my boyfriend", she would say.
The last one however did cause a problem. She was now about 38 and one day she said "John is worried to death", "what about" I asked, " I think Im pregnant".
"What are you going to do" I asked.
"If I am pregnant "she said "Im going to leave you and live with him".
Of course the conversation was longer and more complicated than hat but space does not allow.
It turned out to be a false alarm and we made it up and are still together. My problem is though that she has never cucked me since.
I love her more than I can say and do not want to hurt her but I would love for her to have another lover. How can I get her to do this. She wont even talk about it. In fact how can I get her to talk about it, I would be satisfied with that. She was wonderful, she would tell me how poor I was in bed. How good her boyfriends were, once I even managed to get creampie after her lover had left. she was absolutely dipping in spunk and as I gently eased her pussy lips apart I could see it pooled inside her, mixed with her own juices. Not white but a sort of pearl grey colour. It tasted like nectar.
How can I get my wonderful, beloved slut back again. she is now approaching 58, but looks younger and has a marvellous sexy 34-24-36 figure.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 10 Sep 2006 07:25:09
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I see that although 200 people have seen this letter no one has been able to help. I REALLY AM DESPERATE. I can even now remember my darling Julie at a party when she was around 30.
The usual thing in those days, standing around chatting, drinking etc. Then as the night wore on more drink and the better looking guys and the lovlier women, or at least the women that it was known would give a little, even if it was only a snog or let you get a hand in their pants, would pair off.
needless to say I only got involved in conversation and Julie disappeared for about a half hour. When we returned home I was hauled up to bed to lick out a very juicy pussy. Not come filled, but what ever she had been doing had got her really excited. After my oral homage I was gently pushed away so that she could finish off with her large vibrator. After another huge orgasm with it, she gently kissed me and said with a little smile"no more for now darling I have some dreaming to do about some very nice men". She turned away and curled up. "Perhaps you would like to take care of that little stiffy yourself tonight, hmm?"
As I lay back and got hold of my stiff 4.5" I started to fantasize about the man, whoever he was that night, and what they had done to bring on her arousal. As my rather thin spunk oozed out of the top of my prick she turned her head towards me, gave a little smile and said "feeling better now?" she then lay her head back on the pillow and went to sleep. Finally I drifted off. Just as I started to go to sleep my eyes sprang open and my tummy went all funny! she had said MEN and they were all our friends at the party.
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Married Dom
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# Posted: 10 Sep 2006 07:46:30
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Hormones.
At 58 your wife has near zero estrogen, progesterone and testosterone.
She must get HRT. Not just estrogen and progesterone but also some testosterone.
Look it up for yourself. Testosterone HRT for women. You will see that I am right.
I have my own 46 year old slut wife beauty on the stuff and IT WORKS!
<MD>
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desperate1
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# Posted: 10 Sep 2006 08:15:17
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Thanks for that but she has been on HRT, only just come off in the last year or so. she doesnt like drugs of any sort, its more of an attitude thing. I feel the pregnancy scare and the fact she was so entranced by this guy making her willing to leave me for him, scared her.
As she said at the time, she knew what a crap lover I was when we were married but she thought she could live without good sex. I would be quite happy if she would talk about those times and humiliate me in sex talk. At the moment I have great trouble staying hard enough to penetrate her let alone fuck her properly.
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Married Dom
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# Posted: 10 Sep 2006 09:30:27
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Okay. Have it your own way.
I will tell you that I put my own wife on HGH, Estrogen, Progesterone and Testosterone.
I put myself on HGH and Testosterone.
All of this was done under a doctor's care and was paid for by insurance (except the HGH).
Our sex life has reawakend to what it was when we were in our 30's.
We have planned a sex vacation and will be going next week. We will be accompanied by another man. We are both HOT again.
Now, if you are a worthless lover with a limp dick, would it not be a lot more fun for both you and your wife if you were a worthless lover with a hard dick and she was hot and horny but not for your worthless clitty?
JMHO.
<MD>
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MrsBlackBlowupDoll
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# Posted: 11 Sep 2006 16:28:00 · Edited by: MrsBlackBlowupDoll
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Look, you just need to talk to her about this. If the two of you could have a ?civilized? conversation under the circumstances you described 20 years ago, you can have this one. Ask her why she is unwilling to engage in fantasy talk about cuckolding, or to relive old memories when the two of you are intimate, reminding you of how it used to be. It could be that the whole thing was scary and traumatic for her, but after the passage of so much time she may be willing to talk about it again. The important thing is that you communicate to her how much this would mean to you and you keep it at baby steps ? just talk between us, limited to us, in our bedroom.
You can?t get anywhere if you can?t find out why she says no and the only way to find it out is to ask her directly. You are a longtime, loving married couple. Having polite, civil but blunt conversations on hard topics should be old hat by now.
Good luck, and let us know how the conversation goes.
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mickey6432
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# Posted: 11 Sep 2006 17:52:22
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get a grip you pussy. handle the bitch like a man
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desperate1
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# Posted: 12 Sep 2006 23:13:19
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I am going to take my wife on holiday, have a straight talk and see what happens. Perhaps she might like someone enough to at least snog them.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 15 Sep 2006 22:01:49
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How I,m looking forward to this holiday, she is taking her ankle chain very brief bikinis she has promised to paint her toenails bright red and she thinks she might just manage a small flirtation.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 28 Sep 2006 22:54:11
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Guess what? she did it! on holiday with her tiny mini skirt painted toenails and ankle chain (right ankle of course) she was had by a waiter with a rather large penis.
Anybody interested?
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panos_yogi
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# Posted: 1 Oct 2006 15:30:44
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Sure, I (at least) am strongly interested. Please give us the degtails, how it came about!!
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desperate1
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# Posted: 1 Oct 2006 20:59:16
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we were in the bar and it was the second week of our holiday. As usual I was not performing very well and Angela had been saying how lousy our sex life was.
She was getting a little drunk when one of the waiters started hitting on her gently. she responded in a sort of jokey way but as the evening wore on they got a little more serious.
When we went to our room, although I was very excited for obvious reasons, I made a complete hash of sex cumming almost as I entered her. She really took the mick and said that the waiter, only about mid twenties could do more for her, than I ever could. This gave me another erection, but she said you must be joking you've had all the chance your gonna get! turned over and went to sleep. About half hour later when she thought I was asleep she started rubbing her clit and murmering the waiters name. Nicos oh Nicos. She then came and went to sleep.
I of course had a quick wank and fell asleep with the spunk still around my winky.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 2 Oct 2006 21:03:12
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the next morning things were a bit cool between us but as the day wore on we had a good time down by the pool talking to about 3 couples we had met. swimming lazing and a bit of drinking. Angela was wearing a lovely bikini and was making me even hotter than the sun was.
that evening we watched a show and then went to the bar. the others all joined us there. Nicos was tending bar and my wife spent more and more time talking to him, smiling and acting all flirty Jim, one of the pther guys mentioned it and Angela blushed and spent more time with us. After a while she excused herself saying she had to pee. I went to get some more drinks and it took an age to get served as only one barman was on duty. Wheres Nicos I asked him. He has left it is his early night.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 8 Oct 2006 17:34:34
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I looked around for my wife but could not see her.
When I got back to my friends they all asked where she was. I made an excuse that she had gone back to our room for something.
Yeah said Nigel and the way she was looking at Nicos tonight I bet I know what that was. They all laughed and I had to follow suit.
Fortunately it was now getting late and there was a sight seeing tour we were all going on in the morning, so they all stared drifting off. I stayed on for about half hour in case Angela showed up. When I finally returned to our room Angela was there just getting out of the shower.
Where have you been I asked. I came back to the room as I felt a little unwell, perhaps too much sun. I didnt have the courage to tell her I had already checked. As she put on her cotton T Shirt to go to bed something hit me that proved thaat something had been going on that evening and brought both a sick feeling in my stomach as well as a blinding feeling f arousal
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desperate1
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# Posted: 14 Oct 2006 21:47:18
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The something was a small lovebite on her right breast. she had at least been petting with some guy and I reckoned that had to be Nicos. Several times over the holiday she disappeared and I even gave her an excuse one day when I pretended to be unwell. that time she returned looking well fucked but still said nothing and I am getting desperate. I am sure she was having a holiday affair but is keeping it to herself. So I have really got part of what I wanted but how do I get her to tell me about what went on and also get her to continue now we are home. At least I'm a REAL cuckold. My wife has had an affair and it hasn't included me . what do I do now? please help.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 15 Oct 2006 07:50:45
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help me out guys or girls what do i do
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desperate1
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# Posted: 25 Oct 2006 00:23:55
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it looks like no one wants to help. This is the reason my wife has never really been satisfied with our sex life
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jamesriske
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# Posted: 25 Oct 2006 06:31:12
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desperate one,
Seems to me that your problem is that you don't know when to stop being a whimp cuckold to your wife and be a husband. There are times when you need to put the fantasy play aside and talk to her as a man.
How about saying, "What the fuck where you doing last night? It looked like you got fucked but you didn't tell me about it"
If she says something like "Shut up cucky."
You need to tell HER to answer your question and put aside the game playing.
Sounds like your main problem is communication. You have trouble communicating with her. Stand up for yourself and communicate these issues and problems with HER and not on here. If she won't be honest with you,
Dump her.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 28 Oct 2006 07:11:34
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I hear what you say but the trouble is that being a wimp cuckold is what turns me on now. I enjoy it so much my dicklet stands to attention like never before and the feelings of jealousy, fear and sexual excitement turn me on so much.
Added to this is the delicious knowledge that whatever I do I can never compete in the dick size department.
I could never dump her. I love her too much
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draclif69
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# Posted: 4 Nov 2006 20:09:45
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seems like yer fucked. you want to control the situation but you enjoy being out of control. figure out which you like more and focus only on that.
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desperate1
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# Posted: 15 Apr 2007 21:54:18
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i have become much more of a wimp and its led to some more cuckolding by my darling. At last both of us are becoming more sexually daring
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