First off, thanks to all of you for your comments. I knew from reading over all the threads for weeks before posting, that you were a supportive bunch. It's the best part of the Internet, knowing that there are communities for any kind of interest or lifestyle. I really do appreciate being able to discuss this stuff, there's nobody else but my wife who even knows this about me.
Sorry for not posting for several days, we actually had a few days of visiting family and there was no time to put all of this down until now.
It's been a couple of days now since my wife's (N's) date with the man she met (J). We've had days to talk things over, briefly, and the time to process things has been useful and necessary. I feel like I've reached a new place of honesty with myself, and with her. So naturally I feel very close to her at this point.
She left for her date on Saturday at 830, and they met for ****** and to get to know one another better. She stayed for an hour and a half, while I stayed at home and tried to not think too much about what was happening. This was basically impossible lol! What were they talking about? Was it casual chatting or sexy flirting and innuendoes? At around 10 I got a text message saying that they were both coming home (!) and all I could do was smile. She said he is a big nerd and also a high school teacher (these are good things lol).
They came home, and that was an awkward moment, shaking hands with J, who'd just been on a date with N. He seemed more nervous than I, which made me feel a lot less nervous myself. We had white wine and sat on the couch to chat about nothing. I started picturing in my mind things that I wanted to see them do. N was wearing her most revealing dress.
My wife is a lovely Caribbean woman, fairly tall and very curvy. She has perfect skin, golden caramel in colour with a beautiful face and brilliant smile. She's a bigger girl, but she is always getting complimented on her beauty. Actually the next day after, she was downtown with family and had to fend off a come on from a persistent gentleman. Apparently he told her that if she were his woman, he'd 'never let her out of his sight'. We had a good laugh at that one, if only you KNEW buddy!
One thing I noticed about J, is that he seemed to have no game whatsoever. Maybe he really is a nerd but he was certainly too nervous to make any moves. He said later that he really was only expecting some ****** and that's it, so he was quite surprised when N invited him back to our place. We were chatting for another hour, and the conversation finally turned somewhat sexual, discussing experiences we've had. N asked him what he might have in mind to do tonight, and he said that he was open to ideas and a go with the flow kind of person. Not the answer I wanted! The combination of nerves and boldness made me say something like 'Well I want to see the two of you fuck each other'. Maybe that broke some tension, and I offered to get some more ******.
I came back into the living room and they were kissing each other. I didn't feel awkward or nervous anymore, just pleased. I wasn't rock hard excited or anything, but it was good to see my wife enjoying herself. They really did have lots in common and it wasn't hard to see that J was a good guy who wasn't a huge player.
I sat across from them while things progressed, my hand on myself while I watched him caress her body and reveal her breasts. She made eye contact with me while he was sucking on her nipples and we smiled. I think I gave a goofy thumbs up or something. He had his hand down her panties and she was rubbing him through his pants, he was obviously hard as a rock. By this time I was too.
She suggested they head to the bedroom. I followed them, and she ducked into the bathroom. I had a moment with J and I asked him to enjoy himself and make sure N had an amazing time. He went to the bathroom when N returned so I told her the same thing lol! I was seated in a chair and she leaned over to kiss me deeply, and when he came back into the room he came right up and N gasped into my mouth, so I knew he was doing something behind her.
I should mention that N has multiple orgasms, and can even think herself to orgasm. So these mini shuddering earthquakes would take her every minute or so throughout the evening. It's surreal and satisfying to watch. Very good for the ego!
Eventually they were standing together and I watched them undress one another completely. She ground herself against hi and they moved to the bed. He lay back and she put him in her mouth. I watched her bob her head, she loves going down on a hard cock. He asked if he could taste her, and they switched positions.
Now N knew that one of the things I really wanted to experience is putting a mans cock inside her, so when she turned around and motioned me over, I almost came right there and then. Was this really happening? I approached while J placed a pillow underneath her. I gripped him in my hand and rubbed the head along her clit for what seemed like an eternity. I could see she was glistening wet, and he was ramrod hard. I was the one orchestrating them into intercourse! Jesus! It was like someone else's hand moving his cock up and down her, not letting it go inside until he was slick with her. And then I decided to put him inside her. They moaned together in unison.
I stepped back and, I guess what I did was admire what I'd done. They were fucking in front of me.
I can't even begin to explain how amazing the night went. Like I said before we've had a threesome but nothing like this where I openly worshipped them while they pumped each other. I had asked N before hand to switch positions often as a favour to me, and she certainly did! I used my hands on them, feeling his cock sliding in, feeling how wet it was with her moisture, feeling her lips spreading over and over while it obedient doubt. I watched as closely as I could. I couldn't get enough. I told them how amazing it was to watch and how perfect it was.
At one point she asked him to slap her ass, she loves that. He did as she asked. She totally lost herself in the moment, she said later. He didn't cum, but we took a break and chatted some more before N grinned and initiated round two. I got more involved in round two, we switched out and I had her while she sucked him, something she really enjoyed before. She says she loves the feeling of two men with their hands and mouths and cocks all over her.
Eventually he moved up and came onto her stomach. I did something I have never done before, I dipped my finger in and tasted it twice. N seemed really turned on by that and demanded that I fuck her. I did and lasted a lot longer than I thought I would (based on previous fantasy sessions lol)!
It was beyond my expectations. It makes me excited for next time. We talk about it every day since then but I'm trying not to go on and on about it lol. Here seems like a good place to go on and on about it! I don't know yet what happens next, I know my best move is to relax and wait. She is not the type to want to go out for sex with someone, but she also clearly gets what effect this all had on me.
And finally, here are a couple of pictures that I took. There are some movies too but I don't know how to post those yet. Maybe I can make some screen grabs. And thanks for your feedback guys, I'm really looking forward to continuing to dialogue here. I'm especially reassured by your telling me that being humiliated isn't universal in cuckolding. If you go by the Internet porn it's basically mandatory! I'm totally fine with that for other people, and I know that some of the things I love about cuckolding is overlapping with being aware I can't do what some guys can, so it's a grey area for me.
