We all have our own story of how we got to where we are today. I've come to believe from talking with other men who enjoy this lifestyle that it is because of things that took place in our early development as a human that was out of our control. I believe that it is those years before our body was ready for sexual encounters we were introduced to things our minds were not ready for either, and it effected our view and understanding of eroticism. I a way our mind did what it could to justify what we were not mentally nor physically ready for.
As for me I say I was bred to be cuckolded from a young age because of the circumstances I grew up around. Oh I don't mean my parents raised me to be a cuckold on purpose though. Hell, I doubt they ever realized they planted a seed in y that was just waiting to be cultivated one day.
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One more thing before you continue. There are other things that happened in my very young years that I believe led me to be how I am, but even at Cuckold Place, my post would be deleted if I listed them. If your interested, private message me and I'll fill you in on those things that along with what I offer here helped make me the cuck I am today.
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As the youngest of 8 siblings, my Mom had to worked because my dad refused to. So my older sisters raised me. It allowed my ****** to take advantage of them in ways that was not right, and as a toddler I was present many of the times he was using them. This went on till I was almost 8 years old when he was arrested and went away.
By then though my brain had already associated the women I love with big cocks. Dad was not all the blessed in his size, but to me he might as well have been John Holmes. To this day I connect women I love getting big cocks while I watch.
As it turned out, I ended up with a very small dick that is barely 2 inches when flaccid and barely 4 inches when hard. (as the picture below shows) Most of my wife's lovers are easily 8 inches which is almost twice as big. I enjoy telling their lovers that they are fucking pussy I only dream of reaching.
As I got older and began dating I also began fantasizing about sharing my girlfriends with my friends who were bigger. At the time I was also getting ribbed by my buddies about my small peter in the showers. It was all in fun, but it also helped reinforce my understanding that I was inadequate. An understanding I carried with me to this day. Mix that with the facts around my upbringing and you can understand why I say I was bred to be a cuckold.
So when I got married it was only natural that I would desire my woman to be fucked by real men who could truly satisfy her. I was 20 when I got married to my first wife. She was 25, so she was 5 years older. When I did get married I hid my feelings and desires from her since it wasn't something that was very acceptable in the 1970's. I figured it would always stay in my past.
Then one day after we were married for 6 years my when I came home from work and my wife was crying in the living room. As we talked she told me she was sad because of something she did before we met that has bugged her and she wanted to come clean. Turns out that when she was 18 she got hooked up with a druggie who got her addicted to cocaine. Eventually she turned a few tricks to help finance their addiction. I told her it was OK, but her confession flipped the switch in my head. That seed planted in my head at a young age was just watered by my wife's confession and it was just a matter of time before I began cultivating it.
After that day, I tried to push back my desires, but all I could think of was all those cocks fucking her and all those orgasms she had. I asked her if she knew how many men she fucked and she told me it wasn't that many. Maybe 15 guys, but one guy she fucked a lot because he was wealthy and he became a somewhat sugar daddy. As I pushed for more information, it turned out that the biggest cock she remembers was maybe 6 inches. She said she only turned tricks for a few Months before she was convinced by friends to get help. She went to rehab and never looked back. she also left the guy and hadn't been with any guy for a few years until she met me.
I was already thinking though that I wanted to watch her get fucked. I then told her about my fantasy's to make her feel better, and asked if she would be willing to let me watch her with another guy. She was obviously cautious about my real intentions, but I played on her guilt and nudged her into agreeing to screw a guy if it would help make amends with me for not being up front when we met.
Eventually she was sure that it was just a ploy for me to start fucking other women, but after the first few guys she became more comfortable and trusted that I would not want other women. After a couple of Months she met a guy at her job that had the hots for her. I convinced her to fuck him, but he wouldn't do it in front of me. So she went to his place and they fucked a few times, with her telling me about it when she came home. Unfortunately, I was very naive about the matters of the heart, and soon learned she had fallen in love with him, and him with her. We ended up getting divorced, and 29 years later they are still married.
Then I had my 2nd wife screwing a couple different guys in threesomes and even talked her into doing something with my older brother that caused things to turn sour. Something too this day that is a matter of trouble. (That's for another time though). Anyway our swinging lasted about a year, and eventually our 2 1/2 year marriage ended. It was not just the error of bringing a brother in that created problems, but a major tragedy happened that she was unable to overcome emotionally. Everything just turned her off of wanting to make things work for our marriage. We ended up agreeing to get divorced and I have never seen nor heard from her again.
My third wife is 13 years younger than me and she has embraced the lifestyle with joy and understanding. Not at first, but in time she did. At first I thought I would shove my desires into the closet and lock the door shut forever. It worked for over 12 years, but eventually the desires were stronger than my ability to hide them.
I started surfing porn on the web, one thing led to another and eventually I started working on my wife. But this time I wanted my wife to buy into it in a way that she would want other men more than me. So for the next three years I worked on turning her into a hot wife, and me into her willing Cuckboy. Once it started there was no turning back.
When she first agreed, I made sure that the first time was with a guy whom I knew would satisfy her need more than I could. By the time he was finished fucking her, she knew she could not go back to only getting fucked by her 2 pump chump 4 inch peckered hubby again. Eventually, she got to want other men so much that she rarely if ever allows my dick near her pussy. She allows my tongue, but seldom my dick. Truth is, as I write this, it has been 7 Months since the last time my little dick has touched her pussy, and I love it.
So tell me your story, and what made you become what you are today.
My wife takes pic of me and her lover with video clip of her taking it
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My wife never looks so beautiful as she does when another man is fucking a piece of her pussy I could only dream of reaching.
