New feelings

So after 3 years together and a year and a half of that cuckolding, my wife finally decided to find out why she hadn't become pregnant yet, since she never uses birth control with guys she trusts. She really wants to get pregnant, you may have seen her post in the Pregnancy Risk section.

She has been doing tests and she found out last night that she does actually ovulate. She was wondering because her periods are very infrequent. This Sunday she is meeting up with one of her boyfriends again and she just told me to ask another one of her boyfriends to meet on Monday mid day.

I've always known there was a chance of her getting pregnant, but this is the first time it is really sinking in. My mind is spinning on how I will feel after she has another man's child and if it will be an every day reminder that I couldn't please her enough. Anyway I'm excited and scared all at the same time, that combined with my wife's new attitude about our relationship has put my mind on overdrive. Most of it I love, but parts scare me to death.

Anyone else ever been here?

i know what you mean and are going thru... but what's your wife's new attitude about your relationship??

My wife is Angel_love, she spelled out our new relationship in her diary post in the wives section. ;S Everything between us is fine, just a lot of different feelings and emotions. I like the change in her, but my new role is going to take time to get use to.

I need to go clean the bathrooms.....LOL

I for one would not want my wife to have someone elses child in this situation. Seems that it could cause to many issues that would last forever.

No... we have talked about it basically ever since we got together. I've had a vesectomy, and its not easy to do reversals, so we have wanted someone else to get her pregnant. Although we call the guys my wife sleeps with her boyfriends, the only contact she has with them is preparing for a night of sex, which I am ALWAYS present. In fact I am always a part of EVERYTHING my wife does with other guys.

When my wife does get pregnant I will definately treat it completely as my own, it is just interesting the feelings actually going through with it when she is ovulating does though. Thanks for the comments.

Wow.... she is up getting ready for her date, and because I was bad i don't even get to cum until after her other boyfriend comes tomorrow morning. My mind is spinning. Excitement, nervousness, you name it.

WOW!!!! every time she has sex with someone else it blows me away. Her guys she was going to meet today canceled, but last night was amazing.

Her bf fucked her 3 times for a good 30-40 minutes each time. I think she is going to post about the experience, but all I can say is every time it amazes me how well her boyfriends turn her on. They literally have her doing anything and everything they want her to do and she loves every second. Jealousy kicked into overdrive, wishing I could do that to her, but I absolutely loved seeing her enjoy herself.

This really is something we will never be able to stop. I don't know if there was any chance of her getting pregnant or not. I will let you know in a month or so.
We will see if she will let me post any pictures.

Most of the pictures sucked. I need to learn how to take action shots with our camera, but here is one with her having an orgasm which you can clearly tell how much fun she had.