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wildmanjay
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# Posted: 9 Jan 2008 21:49:45
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My wife and I have been married for 11 years now,we have children and a really good marriage.Our sex life was great in the beginning and Id say that still holds true.I am only average in size close to 6 inches and have always felt insecure about it.In my early twenties I had a serious relationship that went bad when I found out she had been cheating on me,but at the same time I found myself extremely turned on by knowing this fact and would steal her sex stained panties to smell and jerk off over.This left me feeling extremely guilty and inadequate and for years I just tried to forget it and live normally.About five years into my marriage we I began to fantasize about my wife being with hung men,and little by little I began to bring this fantasy out to her,I could tell it really excited her and she even began recalling stories of well hung boyfriends from her past,to my delight and yet at the same time hurt so bad inside.It was only after joining a friend finder that we began to seriously consider her being with another guy.Well it happened, we found a younger guy and after much debate ,and alot of sex talking about it,we arranged for a meeting.I was so nervous yet turned on at the sametime,and of course just a hint of that jealosy and hurt too.Some part of me wanted her to tell me ,no I just want to stay here and be with you,but she never did say that and what she did say when she returned three hours later to our bed was" wow! "and " I want more!" I remeber sliding into her that first time and feeling my wife like never before.Which was barely! He had reamed her so much and left so much seed in her that I swear my hand would have slipped into her at that moment,if I hadnt been so turned on by it all I would have never been able to cum,but after about only a minute I released into her.Then the first wave of oh my god what have I done washed over me.I became insecure and grilled her,she told me the man had the biggest and fattest cock she had ever seen and that he had nonstop fucked her for the three hours they were together!He was a stallion in every way,handsome young and a cock like a mule.Inside I was a tangled mess of jealousy and turned on to the max.Once again I had to have her, and this time it took awhile for me to cum as I could barely feel her.She made little sound and acted very worn out.Well anyways a day or two passed and I could not get it out of my mind and she continued to see this guy.Now two years have gone by and we almost split up over it,they are in love but she says she is still in love with me too.This summer I caught her at his house and pounded on the door violently and he opened the door in a towel,a huge bulge pressing against the thin cotton.I thought for sure I was going to knock the guy out and then the wierdest thing happened,I became so submissive to the situation I later had to check and make sure I was still a man...lol...anyways I asked if my wife was there and he simply nodded confidently and let me in,I instinctivly rushed to the bedroom with so many emotions filing through my head.As I opened the door there she was trying to dress,cum literally dripping onto the floor as she tried to pull up her thong! I felt so betrayed and yet it felt like exactly what I had been wanting all along.I just stared and said dont bother,as I felt tears welling in my eyes and my cock stiffening.She looked hurt and torn as well and I felt weak so I collapsed onto a chair nearby and said why? He was close I could tell and she felt nervous.God she looked so hot,freshly fucked,hair all a mess and this dudes cum dripping out of her like a faucet!She sat down on the bed no longer trying to conceal herself and he entered the room and sat slowly onto the bed.I am a strongly built man,twice this guys size and yet here I was clearly being dominated in a way so strange to me and yet it was happening!She looked at me and then him and you could cut the silence with a knife at this point.I couldnt handle it anymore so I got up and left shutting the door behind me and got into my jeep and immeadiatly called my boss and said I wouldnt be in today and left on a 6 hour road trip to sort things out.Well I ended up in montana on some graveled road with no answers to what or how I should feel.We are still together and she hasnt been with him for awhile,I think it scared her.She wants to continue and it still turns me on to the max but it almost caused us to divorce.She says she will walk away from it all but I am beggining to believe I am cuckold all the way.How do you learn to accept all of this?How do you guys deal with the jealousy and pain and insecurities that come with the wild sex?
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chrislebo
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# Posted: 9 Jan 2008 22:24:10
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 humm super visage f?licitation mec!!
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Amazonking
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# Posted: 9 Jan 2008 23:46:06
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Let me start out by saying that your situation is not out of control. You should actually look at how your wife looks at the situation and follow her lead. It appears that your wife became a hot wife for one reason: ORGASMS! Be it his equipment and/or his technique, she likes to have sex with this other guy because it gives her alot of pleasure. And no, it is not that you are inadequate. If you were, you would never get to f**k her anymore. Furthermore, it sounds like she always returned to you after this stud sated her.
You are confusing the two words sex and love. While there are similiarities between these words, they are actually very different when taken in their various contexts. For example, your wife LOVES the SEXual pleasure she gets both from her stud and you. However, your wife LOVES the non-SEXual emotional and financial support that only you provide her with in your role as husband. As far as the bull "taking" your wife away from you, I doubt it would ever cross HIS mind to do so. Your wife is merely the sexy body that he uses to empty his balls into and achieve his own ORGASMS. The first time your wife hinted at "moving in" with him, he would drop her in an instant. As I have said before in other postings, all alpha-males enjoy screwing a married woman, so long as she is married to someone else.
Both you and your wife seem to enjoy the cuckold/hot wife lifestyle. Why deny yourselves all that pleasure? What you need to do is to communicate with each other. Have open discussions with each other. You are soul mates, therefore you should reveal your souls to each other. If you fear that she will run-off with a bull, tell her so. If you want to watch while she is being serviced by another man, tell her so. And encourage her to be open and frank with you when it comes to her desires, fears, etc. Eventually, you will come to an arrangement that will provide all the pleasure that both of you can handle, without the emotional baggage getting in the way. Now, that is LOVE!
Best of luck to both of you.
A man has not lived until he watches another man fuck his wife!
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mred4682
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# Posted: 10 Jan 2008 00:15:34
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I can COMPLETELY identify. It blows you away when you finally realize how powerful the emotions can be. Yes sex is sex and love is love, but be careful, most people were not raised that way, so the two can get confussed. I agree with Amazonking in that you have a lot to provide her outside the bedroom as well. The only way to survive in this lifestyle is through comunication. My wife and I always play with me there. The one time we didn't was a really bad scene. With me there I know everything. It is the ONLY way I can deal with the emotions and we are VERY VERY happy. We make sure she has at least a few guys so that she doesn't get attached to one. It is possible for the wife to lose herself. Just look at all the guys on these forums that talk about their ex wives. My first few times were very similar emotion wise to the way you describe, but I loved it. I loved all the emotions driving me crazy, I turned the bad ones into good ones and my wife and I talked about my worries of losing her. You have to work out something so that you don't feel you will lose her and she won't became attached and want to leave you. Like Amazonking said, most bulls don't want to take the wife from the husband. They usually respect the relationship, but there are exceptions. My suggestion, tell your wife you want all this to be for both of you. You want to be there, you want to be involved in everything. Or work out what works for you guys. This lifestyle has more pleasures than you will find anywhere else, but it also has some risks, so Comunicate and have fun with it!
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mred4682
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# Posted: 10 Jan 2008 00:19:37
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BTW your wife is gorgeous!!!! You shouldn't have ANY problem finding tons of guys willing to fuck her with you watching.
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uwannadoit
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# Posted: 15 Jan 2008 06:03:31
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wildmanjay
id love for you to slide your dick in her after i get ahold of her
22 hung bull 9 1.2 inches 3 inches wide
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Kittensucker
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# Posted: 15 Jan 2008 12:57:51
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Be yourself. You feel submissive. It's the way some of us are.
The more you get used to pleasing her with your mouth the better.
The longer it's been since you last came, the easier it is.
That's why so many women put their bois in a chastity device.
When you haven't cum for two weeks, you'll accept whatever she does.
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JUANITO
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# Posted: 5 Feb 2008 07:45:51
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DIFFERENT STROKES FOR DIFFERENT FOLKS. You need to embrace your cuckold status and enjoy yourself in the process. I used to be one of the most jealous guys in the world. I have learned to turn it all around to the point that it is I who advertises for and finds studs for my wife to fuck. I enjoy my role, and watching her enjoy herself with one of her lovers is to me the ultimate sexual turn on. In time you may come to realize this, and your insecurities and jealousy will seem like it was so childish! The only thing I have ever regreted since I turned my lady into a hot wife is that I didn't do it sooner!! I wasted a lot of good years on the stupid jealousy stuff. If I had known at age 21 what I know now, my wife would have by now fucked 4 or 5 hundred guys instead of the actual about 30 that she has done. Work on it and you will see that accepting your cuckold role is the right path for you to follow and what destiny created for you. It's not nice nor wise to interfere with mother nature! Accept it and enjoy the ride. It's the ultimate turn-on!!
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