How does cuckolding impact marital sex?

Megan maybe I am in the minority or more than likely my marriage is polar opposite yours,I have been cuckolding my husband for over 17 years now,at first it was without his knowledge, then my lover moved away,I loved the forbidden sex the thrill of it.I sat down with my husband one sunday and told him how it was going to be and he accepted it..That acception of being a cuckold changed him in my eyes,lessened his stature..I lost a lot of respect for him that day.Now years later he has been more like a faithful servant than a husband..I appreciate all that he has done for me and is currently doing but he just comes up short in my eyes

Isn't that the only way a true Hotwife treats her cuck? Keep edging him but never actually allow him to cum. Even better if she's placed him in chastity.

My wife and I still have regular sex but its different then the bulls.
I use condoms they don't.
My wife loves bull seed