jacana
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# Posted: 8 Mar 2007 13:17:24
My girlfriend of 7 years had an affair at about 6 years. I had threatened to break up with her because of constant conflict between us. In response to my threat, she told me that she had been sleeping with someone else. I suspected as much, because I had recognized a number of signals which indicated that she was seeing someone else. When she told me, I felt excited, and told her that we could work on things, now that she had gotten honest with me. She is young and hot, I am 20 years older, and had accepted the fact that, sooner or later, she would not be fully satisfied with me as her partner.
Anyway, I was really jealous and angry at first, but eventually got over it. I told her that she could see him as long as she was honest with me. The details of this process are not important, but here's what happened.
Because I was surprised at my feelings of excitement when she told me she was seeing another man, I began to research on the internet. I discovered the word "Cuckold", on this and other sites.
Our relationship has evolved over the last few months where she has my permission to see her boyfriend/lover ( I get turned on when she calls him that). She has been calling me, not by my name, but by the nickname "Cucky". She has been reading articles, generally about "training your man". She gives me regular moderate to painful canings, I wear a collar, and I wait naked for her on my knees when she comes over to visit. We both really enjoy this "dance", as I call it. We seem to love each other more, argue almost none at all, and I get an erection just thinking about her.
But, here's the thing. She has always been really turned on by me. She had screaming orgasms. "Explosions", as she called them. But recently, she has had more and more trouble coming with me. Also, I have never had a problem with erections, but lately, they are less frequent, and softer, even though I am really turned on.
So, it appears to me that, when she becomes dominant, and I become submissive, she loves and cares for me more, but I no longer turn her on. And, when I become submissive, and she disciplines me on a regular basis, I become more attracted to her, but less able to have an erection, and less inclined to be masculine.
The result is that, while we love each other and are bonded to each other more, our feelings move us toward her taking a lover for her satisfaction, and me being deprived of intercourse.
Does this make sense? Is that the way it works?
What do you think? Here are acouple of pics of her[imgs]null[/imgs]
I will make you crazy.
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